
I was wrong all along. I suspected Cindy or Frans was Harsa's spy but now I just realized. If Cindy or Frans were Harsa's spies, they wouldn't have deliberately talked about Harsa in front of me.
That would make them suspect. The only person who knew Harsa but never talked about it in front of me was Alexa.
I stepped forward to approach the terrified Alexa, but as soon as I could see Alexa's eyeballs glaring at me hatefully.
I pushed Alexa's body and cornered her on the classroom wall. Gripping Alexa's jaw, forcing her to look at me. One of my hands rests on the wall behind Alexa.
“Tell me how did you get to know Harsa?” I asked by holding all emotions.
Alexa replied in a calm voice, although the look on her face showed otherwise.
“When I ate with your mother, I told her I had an older brother living abroad. The foreign country in question is America. After my parents died, I lived with my sister for a year. And we know Harsa, she's my sister's neighbor.”
“You already know each other apparently?” my lips.
“Kak Alan is very close to his mother Harsa, because both Indonesians live in America.”
I threw away my face. Pissed.
Yes, I remember. Alexa once told my mother that she had an older brother who lived abroad. If at that time I asked more about the Alexa family, maybe at that time I could get a clue about Harsa.
“What have you reported to the man?”
“All about you. Your nature, your habits, and of course Kirana.”
I smiled bitterly, strengthening my grip on Alexa's jaw.
“Oh, now I know, which is why you approached Rama. You can't pry information about Kirana at me. So, you approach Rama?” I said in an elevated tone of an octave.
“Iya,” reply Alexa quiet.
I opened my eyes, trying to swallow something bitter that was suddenly in my throat. My chest is starting to feel tight.
“You are really very smart. As smart as your old friend,” I said insinuating Alexa.
“Kirana is more entitled with Harsa. He's Kirana's biological father,” exclaimed Alexa does not want to lose.
I laughed, but my eyes began to heat up, my eyes blurry because now tears had welled up at the end of my eyes.
“So all this time I admitted myself as a widower one child, but actually you yourself knew from the beginning that it was just a lie.”
“Iya,” Alexa confessed. “Since I first occupied your house, I already know who you are and what your relationship with Kirana is. But according to Harsa's request, I have to pretend not to know.”
I stared fixedly at the pair of shiny black eyeballs, my whole body was shaking, and one clear grain was sliding from the end of my eyes.
It's unbelievable. I used to be suspicious of Alexa, but once I saw her sincerity taking care of Kirana, the suspicion was blown away with a happy feeling when I saw her.
But now...
After I know the truth.
I feel betrayed and my chest hurts. It hurts a lot more than when Karina said she was going to marry another man.
“Why would you do such a stupid thing, huh?”
“Because Harsa wants to know if Kirana is really her son or not. So we did a DNA test on Kirana.”
“What?”
I looked up at Alexa. The clutches of my hands turned into chuckles and Alexa's two hands tried to hold my arm.
“When did you do a DNA test on Kirana? ANSWER!”
My breath was breathing heavily, my anger was increasing. There are a lot of things I don't know about Alexa.
“Bigger,” my raku. “You guys dare to hurt Kirana.”
“All this we did to ascertain whether Karina was having an affair with you or not.”
“APA?”
“Harsa suspects you have had an affair with Karina. That's why Kirana can be with you. Aye right?”
The accusation moreover. Karina cheated on me? So Alexa's been looking at me as a mean guy. A man who plays with someone else's wife.
My hands swung clenched, I was already at the peak of my anger. I can't stand it anymore.
But when I once again looked at Alexa's beautiful eyeballs, a shadow of Alexa's face as a smile infiltrated my mind, as loud as we kissed, again, and like a fast-paced chunk of a movie all the memories with Alexa take turns filling my mind.
I can't. I can't hit Alexa. Then I accidentally landed a fist against the wall right next to Alexa's ear.
Alexa's body trembled in fear, I didn't see what her face looked like right now, because I looked down deep and cried.
I loosened my hands around Alexa's neck. The woman coughed a little. Then, I stumbled towards one of the student benches and dropped down there.
“Are you unaware that you have been ripped off by Harsa?” I asked while keeping my head down.
Alexa just stared at me. So I keep talking.
“I used to love Karina, but I never told her. Only once did Karina exhale her last breath. After that, I buried my love along with me who buried Karina.”'s body
“That night, Suddenly Karina called me, asking me to meet at the Pigeon Park. When I got there, Karina was crying and she just said that her husband was evil. And next, Karina contraction.”
I looked at Alexa. He kept quiet listening to my explanation.
“You don't want me to have to help Karina deliver. Then shortly after Karina gave birth, she breathed her last. He only had time to tell me not to bring his son with Harsa.”
“I don't know why Karina said that. What did Harsa do until Karina ran away from her home? Not long after, I got word that Karina's father was also found dead in an accident. All of this confused me. However, one thing I can conclude, Harsa is eyeing Kirana and I.”
“I told everyone that Kirana was my son. I did it to keep the mandate from Karina.”
“You lied. All of that is just your story. Harsa may not have any malicious intentions on Kirana,” denies Alexa but with a garish tone.
I stood closer to Alexa. I don't know what Alexa is thinking right now. His expression I can't guess.
I pulled out my phone, and showed Dodi a video recording of my interrogation. During the video, Alexa looked flabbergasted. His face was pale and he closed his mouth in shock and handed me back my phone.
Then Alexa returned my gaze with nanar.
“I'm not asking you to trust me. But I only ask you to trust in your little heart. Are all the allegations true?”
“Balin.. “ says Alexa.
I walked backwards, “As Harsa said, get away from me. Don't ever touch my Kirana again! Goodbye, Alexa.”
I left Alexa, but her flickering fingers held my arm.
“One thing you should know, Balin. Although I approached you on Harsa's errand but I loved Kirana with all my heart.”
I silently did not turn my head but from my ear came a small sobbing. Then I removed my arm from Alexa's hand and passed away.
“Balin, I'm sorry... “