Not my fault

Grey ....

Farewell is the end of the meeting.

Everything is written by destiny.

Now we can't meet, separate, but for a while.

It is time for this body to follow, greet me with a smile.

Mother ...

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Evelyn pov

Grey ....

Like the clouds up there, or they know what I'm feeling right now.

What day is it?

Monday, tuesday, or Sunday?

I don't know how many hours, how many days or even how much time, I spent here, in front of the chair where I last indulged with my mother.

The ringing sound of my phone filled every corner of my room, but not the slightest bit I intended to accept, even glancing at it I was reluctant.

Evelyn, if you're done bathing her towel in the sun baby.

Oh ... I remember that, I was so tired after I got home from work.

At that time I put the original, the towel I was wearing to dry my wet hair.

Oh my God .... Don't be too tired, baby, look what time it is.

Lynn ... Carried supplies.

Lynn ... Mom sew this for you.

Outside it's cold, don't forget to bring a thick jacket.

Lynn ...

Lynn ...

Mother.

Why are only your voice and shadow left behind?

Where was your old warmth?

I curled up under the foot of the chair, closing my eyes wanting to see that smile again.

"Mother ... How many days is it? Can I catch up with you?"

I saw the reflection of my chaotic face, through the picture frame glass in front of me.

There were no more tears, as if dry as I cried again when I remembered my mother.

These few days I don't even take care of myself, if it wasn't them that reminded me.

This is the fourth day of my mother's death, which means that I have been locked up for four days.

I asked Him in every prayer I prayed.

I complained to Him about me not being ready for everything.

I can't live my life without my mother, my mother everything to me.

Until now I am still confused, why my mother can fall from the stairs, while the mother is the one who always reminds me, of safety when doing all activities.

The ring! The ring! The ring!

Again my phone ringing sounded.

I know who's calling me every minute, who else if not them.

My sister and her, the president of the company I work for.

Speaking of work, I'd love to get out of there.

I want to be away from her second life, I mean from her and her fiance.

I also want to disappear from here, even if I can, I want to disappear from this world.

I want to forget everything, not everything, but I want to forget the bad things that happened, not want to forget my good memories with my mother and sister.

Uh! Right too, If I leave here, will my brother allow it.

I am really tired.

I feel like I want to go back to my old life, a time when I didn't understand the cruelty of the world.

A time when I was laughing with my mom and dad.

Father ...

Right too, I don't know if you know or not the news of my mother's death.

Or you know, but he was reluctant to attend the funeral of my mother or his ex-wife.

Perduli.

Even if he came and said his condolences, I would gladly refuse him.

I still remember clearly, my tears shed because of his confession.

I glanced at the clock on the wall of my room, at two o'clock in the afternoon, which meant I missed my umpteenth lunch again.

My stomach is struggling to fill, but really, I don't want to eat anything at all right now.

The last time I ate, maybe last night, it was also because my brother forced me with threats, would take me to stay at his house if I refused.

The truth is, even though I know her parents, I am still a woman especially I am not who she is.

The ring! The ring! The ring!

Again that voice.

They won't give up, if I don't take that call right away.

I also picked up a cell phone, which I kept on my dresser.

🔊 Arlan calling ....

Jeez ... Didn't he get bored, call me like this.

It is clear, if I refuse.

Well I'm honest if I'm still happy with his concern, and though my heart still wants it, but I realize, if we're forever not together.

I ignored it and put my phone back on the dresser, then went back to see the figura with my mother's picture in it.

Mother ...

I haven't even had time to tell him my sins, about my lies all along, about everything.

Mom, I'm sorry.

I cannot make you happy while you are still in the world.

The ring! The ring! The ring!

My phone again rang, making me sigh tired with the persistence of the two.

Is it because they are one brother, so they have the same nature?

I don't know ...

This time the name of my best friend or also my brother, plastered nicely on my phone screen.

🔊 Riki calling ...

Riki.

I'm not up to the heart, if I have to worry him like yesterday.

He willingly came just to bring me a box of rice and fruits, complete with a worried experience on his face.

Alright ... It's time to end my solitude, for tomorrow to be alone again.

Before receiving the call, I let out my breath to normalize my voice.

I swiped the green button, then placed the electronic object in my right ear.

Click!

"Hello."

The normal pov

At the same time in Riki's office.

Riki was currently sitting, with a finger tapping on the surface of the table impatiently, while waiting for a call from him, received by a friend or his sister.

He was very worried about his best friend Evelynnya.

Four days from the day of her death, her best friend shut herself up even if it wasn't for her threats, Evelyn wouldn't have eaten the food she brought.

Tut! Tut! Tut!

The number you call, It's not active please-

"Oh my goodness Evelyn, why don't you get picked up anyway" he murmured frantically.

He also pressed trying to call again, but unfortunately the voice of the call transfer from the operator was heard.

"Jeez, who the hell is calling him too."

Riki waited a while, then tried to re-press Evelyn's contact number.

Tut! Tut! Tu-tu

Click!

"Halloo."

Instantly Riki breathed a sigh of relief, as Evelyn finally received a call from him.

"Lyn, where are you going?" ask Riki to worry.

"Not anywhere."

The answer in a flat tone from his best friend, made Riki worry again.

Yesterday was also like this, there was no cheerful tone he heard from his Evelyn.

"OK, forget. What I'm going to ask you is, have you had lunch?" asked Riki relented, it would be very long if he was desperate to discuss what Evelyn was doing there.

"It."

"Lying" Riki murmured softly, then he heard a sigh from across the phone.

"I'm not hungry, Riki."

Already she expected, Evelyn would not eat if she did not remind.

"Evelyn you have to eat" said Riki softly.

He hoped that with his persuasion this time, Evelyn would understand and obey again the request from him.

"Riki ak - riki

"I beg you, Lyn."

Riki immediately interrupted quickly, as Evelyn was about to reject him.

He knew he would be rejected, but he would not stop until Evelyn wanted to eat.

"...."

Riki did not hear his speech anymore, except for a sigh that made Riki smile.

"All right, I'll bell-bell

"I'll order, you wait there and don't go anywhere. Do you understand?"

Again Riki interrupted her quickly, so Evelyn retorted with a snort, which sounded funny in her ear.

Her Evelyn had always been like this, if forced with something she did not want.

"Alright Riki, I understand."

"Good! I'll order your favorite food. Okay?"

Riki smiled wider when he heard a short answer, to his request to Evelyn, his sister whom he loved so much.

"okay."

"I hung up, you just wait. Okay," said Riki spirit.

"okay."

"Bye, Lyn."

"Bye, Riki."

Tut!

The call ended, with Riki ordering food as he said.

"Evelyn wants to eat, Riki?" ask someone who saw him in silence.

"You Riy, this is me ordering his favorite food" Riki gave a quick glance at the person he called Riy.

Riyanti smiles a little, not feeling jealous when Riki gives excessive attention to Evelyn, the woman he once considered a fierce rival getting the love of a Riki.

"Good! Don't forget, fresh fruit all," Riyanti suggested eagerly.

Riki only nodded with a faint smile, upon hearing Riyanti's proposal. And that is enough for a Riyanti, who has received a positive signal from the man in front of him at the moment.

After hearing the truth about Evelyn's feelings to Riki, from Evelyn's own mouth. He began to regard Evelyn as his sister as well, no longer as his toughest competitiveness for her.

But he did not know whether Evelyn thought so or not. Because he felt that Evelyn had still not opened up to him.

"Riley! Riy!"

"ah! Da? Why Riki?" riyanti asked after being shocked.

He is not consciously daydreaming, so Riki's repeated calls are not heard.

Riki shook his head, then snorted a little.

"I asked, have you eaten yet?" reiterate Riki explained the question.

"Before I've eaten, why?" riyanti then asked.

"It's okay, I wanted a message for us, too, but you've eaten" Riki said as he was.

"Oh!"

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Back to Evelyn, after closing the call from Riki, who said she would send him food.

Putting her cell phone on the dresser, Evelyn stood up from her seat and walked to the bathroom to wash her face.

It seems like today is enough, after this he will live his day like before, although he does not know if it can really be like before, like when he was still accompanied by a mother.

Ten minutes later Evelyn was already fresh, with a pale face without a twinkle of life in her eyes.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

"It seems like an order from Riki," Evelyn muttered as she recalled her brother ordering her food.

Without saying much, Evelyn immediately walked towards the door and was right if a restaurant attendant was delivering food.

He accepted with a faint smile, received the food box and closed the door slowly.

"Geez, the food is a lot," snorted Evelyn resigned, when the brother too much to buy him food.

He was just about to sit on the floor, after putting food on a small table, but unfortunately knocking on the door interrupts him.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

"Who else is coming" he murmured curiously.

He was forced to stand up again, walk to the door and open while the knocking was still heard.

Geck! Tok! -

Chequek!

The door opened with Evelyn shocked by someone's arrival.

"You!"

Seriate

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