Not my fault

Not my fault
Really Angry



Just yesterday, I saw you smiling at me.


Just yesterday I could see your laughter.


Though only yesterday we could sit together without a barrier.


Then ...


What's this.


Why is it like this again?


Why does it have to be like this.


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Evelyn Cost


In the afternoon Evelyn came home alone, when her best friend said, if she had a job that could not be delayed.


Evelyn was quite relieved, as she did not need to give an excuse, about her slightly blue cheeks if her best friend asked.


He stood in front of the gate of his hostel, which was closed with little reproach to open.


Before entering his boarding yard, he sighed first, then smiled slightly.


"Smiling Lyn, don't make Mom anxious" he murmured to encourage himself.


His blue cheeks he had already polished with a little thick powder, he just wished his mother had not noticed him.


He also had to behave appropriately, so that the mother did not become more suspicious of him.


Grek!


He stepped his feet a little slowly, while chanting a protective prayer to God.


He also hopes that tomorrow will be normal.


"Tomorrow what to do" he murmured as he climbed the stairs.


Chequek!


"Assalamualaikum, Ma!" evelyn exclaimed with a smile as usual.


"Greetings, welcome, Lyn!"


Evelyn only kissed her mother's cheek at a glance, before she rushed to dodge, entering the bathroom for reasons that had been arranged.


"I took a shower, Mom, I'm taking a break tonight. I'm so tired" Evelyn said, reaping a nod of understanding from her mother.


The behavior of the child that was a little suspicious, made Mirna look at Evelyn curious.


Usually, no matter how tired the child is when they come home from work, they will still eat dinner and chat spend the night together.


But ... What is this, why does the child seem to avoid it?


"Evelyn, actually what happened," murmured Mirna worriedly.


Skips


Next day


This morning Mirna prepared breakfast for Evelyn, milk and a basket of bread filled with jam.


"Lyn, breakfast is ready!" mirna called out to the child, who was currently wearing her blazer.


"Yes, Mom!"


Evelyn sat down in front of her mother, drank her milk and took her bread with her right hand.


Evelyn ate her bread voraciously, while exchanging stories with her mother, feeling guilty last night leaving her mother to dinner alone.


In the midst of their chatter, Mirna who was worried about the state of the child, asked in a doubtful tone.


"Lyn."


"Hum?" evelyn muttered the call of her mother, as her mouth was full of bread.


"Is there anything you're hiding?" asked Mirna looking seriously at Evelyn, who suddenly stopped her chewing.


The deg!


At once Evelyn's heart skipped a beat, as if running out, with her body stiffened.


"What does that mean, Mom?" reply Evelyn nervously.


"I mean mom, did something happen to you? Are you all right?" mirna explained the question.


Huf ... His mother will sooner or later realize the difference.


He knew this was going to happen, but if he told him the problem, it meant that he also had to tell him about his encounter with the wicked man.


"What should I do," Evelyn was worried.


"No, it's not time that I knew how she was. Mother is not really healthy yet," he continued still in the mind.


The mother, who saw her son in silence, was worried, she touched the back of her child's hand slowly, making the child gasp in shock and looked at him with a confused expression.


"Lyn, what's wrong with you? How do you dream like that?" ask Mirna worried.


Evelyn blinked her eyes, regained her consciousness and put on her best smile, so that the mother would not worry about her.


"No ma'am, everything's fine. Not only me, my work was fine," Evelyn softly replied, looking at her mother with reassuring eyes.


Mirna, who had heard her son's explanation, would not believe it.


He was convinced that Evelyn must have had a reason behind her lie.


"Do I ask with Riki," Mirna's inner substitute gasped in shock, as her son touched the back of her hand.


"Mom, why daydream? Is anyone sick?" ask Evelyn worried.


Mirna shook her head, answering the worried question of the child.


"No, mom's fine," replied Mirna instead smiling soothingly.


Evelyn nodded and continued her breakfast, so that she did not feel the milk and bread changing places.


Skips


Evelyn is currently sitting facing her laptop, working on her report and preparing the President's needs as usual.


But today the atmosphere was different again, as Evelyn who had returned became indifferent to Arlan, who was staring at Evelyn regretfully.


In his room, Arlan sat with his hands clutching his hair in an agony.


"Damn, why is it like this again. Yesterday I thought we were getting close again" Arlan murmured.


"It's all because of that damn woman, you fucking woman," he continued.


Geck! Geck! Geck!


Arlan gasped in shock, when suddenly the door of his room was knocked from the outside.


He straightened his body and answered with a loud cry.


"Lake in!"


Chequek!


The door of her room opened, with Evelyn coming in carrying a pile of folders in her arms.


Arlan looked at Evelyn with a happy twinkle, only looking at the face of the assistant, but somehow he was very happy.


"Siang sir, this is the report you requested. I have entered the data, according to the command," Evelyn said staring at Arlan with ordinary.


"Hn, just put it down," Arlan replied still staring at the assistant's face.


Evelyn complied with Arlan's orders, placed a report before the President and prepared for her next assignment.


"Any more, sir?"


"Lyn."


"Yes, Sir?"


"Why have you changed again?" asked Arlan looking at Evelyn sadly.


"Changed? What's it gonna change, sir?" evelyn pretended not to know.


"Lyn, are you mad at me again? Is this because of yesterday?" ask Arlan streak.


"...."


Silent, Evelyn did not answer directly the question from the President, she looked at Arlan with a loud expression, especially when remembering Arlan's words yesterday.


" Lyn."


"Arlan you're lying" Evelyn interrupted quickly, making Arlan stand up from his seat and about to approach the assistant but Evelyn first raised her hand.


"Don't approach me!"


Arlan paused his intention, he remained standing behind the desk and waited for the follow-up sentence from the assistant.


"Arlan you lied, you said you would make me a friend, why do you still call me your woman. What do you mean, Arlan?"


The deg!


Instantly his memory floated, at the moment he was angry and issued words according to his heart.


Jesus he forgot one thing, if Evelyn's sensitive to liars.


How could he be careless with his own words.


"ah! Damn it," Arlan's mind was upset by himself.


"So you remember, what do I mean?" evelyn asked looking at Arlan in disappointment.


He himself knows it is difficult to change the reality of the taste, but this is not the way.


Speaking clearly in front of her fiance, consider herself his woman, not if it's all too late.


Arlan was just like making things worse.


What if Tania misunderstands him?


What if he gets accused of being a no-no?


What if everyone judged himself as a snatch of people's fiancee?


What his mother said later.


"Evelyn ak - e


"I think it's over Arlan, no more friendship, no more Lyn calls for you. Stop, don't look at me again. Excuse me."


Evelyn immediately left the President's room, paying attention to her ears.


This time he was really disappointed with the man he still loved.


True said Riki, he should not take it for granted, a man named Arlan who wants to be friendly with him.


For him in this world is only Riki, best friend and brother in his life.


"I hate myself" Evelyn murmured, sitting with an upset day at her desk.


While Arlan who was just staying by his assistant, sat down with regret.


Angry like this.


And this time Evelyn really hated it.


Seriate


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