Not my fault

Smile Saves Wounds

Chapter 36

Abi stared at the nanar around, the frenzied atmosphere that was happening around him made him circulate his gaze once again, staring at one by one people who passed by with a whack of bustle. Abi let out a heavy sigh, in a moment he would suffer a very deep loss. 

Today is the day of Ratih's departure abroad, since Abi had put up a bitter look, Ratih was like a part of him, if Ratih went away, then Abi would lose some of him, maybe later there will be no more people who want to care and chatty remind a lot of things like Ratih. 

However, even so, Abi will still support Ratih's dream, the girl said she wants to take a specialist abroad there, she wants to become a great doctor and heal many people, he said, Abi knew that Ratih's dream was so glorious that Abi would not have the heart to prevent Ratih from realizing his dream. 

“Bi!” 

From far away Abi saw a little girl running up to him, with a suitcase bag large enough, the girl was panting when she arrived before Abi, Ratih looked at Abi inside, his eyes looked puffy, surely the girl had been crying all night, Abi knew that if Ratih's parents did not approve of his daughter's decision, therefore Ratih was now like a neglected outcast, there was no family accompanying him. Abi smiled, He knows that Ratih is a very strong figure. 

“Thank you for coming to anterin me” Ratih tried to smile, while his eyes glazed, Abi just chuckled, Abi was also very sad but the man hid his sadness in such a way. 

“You are my best friend, I will definitely come when you are leaving, my hands will also open if you go home later” Abi again chuckles. 

“Bi” Ratih's body splashed hugging Abi's body, his hands coiled tightly with his nose sighing thickly, as if he wanted to inhale the entire aroma of Abi which he would later miss. 

“Take care of yourself, do not forget to check up, do not forget to take the medicine, starting tomorrow week I will no longer prepare your medicine, you must be independent Bi” 

Ah, during this time Ratih who always routinely redeemed the drug Abi, the doctor who examined Abi was a acquaintance of Ratih, so Ratih said he always wanted to all check the health condition of Abi, also redeem the prescription, so he said, ratih is also the one who always knows best when Abi's schedule to take his medication. 

“I will definitely miss out on kamu” Ratih added, while Abi was just speechless, reflected in his mind, how their story went through childhood, growing up until now they are adults. 

“Don't forget to keep telling me yes Ra, you don't forget to eat, don't learn too much, ah yes if summer arrives, don't use clothes that are too sexy, don't wear clothes, do not also you flirt with a bule guy, later you are kidnapped” Abi laughed at the end of the sentence, making Ratih frown. 

“Thank you so far has always been there for me” Ratih sobbed, his tears flowed profusely, making Abi's two thumbs now wipe her tears. 

“Ra, I should have said that, after you left I do not know what my days will be like, the friend I love the most now must be separated from me” Abi sighed, then immediately smiled gently back. 

“I doain, hopefully your child's birth will be smooth later, sorry I think I will not see him born later” Ratih lowered his head, while Abi now so remembered Naina, I think I will not see him born, that girl had already made him a useless man. 

“Aamiin, thanks ya Ra”

Ratih nodded, they were still in the mood when the announcement of Ratih's departure in the head, Ratih let go of Abi's hand which had been linked to his fingers, Ratih walked backwards, his gaze still restrained on Abi, his eyes still stuck on Abi, while Abi waved his hand staring at the departure of Ratih with a raging mind. 

Slowly, Ratih's body disappeared as well, Abi stared at the floor wistfully, now one more important person in his life disappeared!.

Meanwhile, on the cloud where Ratih's eyes circled, his gaze was fixed on the cloud that was clumping, the pain was still there, his chest was too strong, indeed Ratih was never ready for his separation from Abi, but Ratih's determination is round now. 

“I will come back again Bi, I will come back with your recovery, I will find a treatment that can cure your illness, I promise. My voice is the first sound you will hear without auxiliary tools.” The determination of Ratih is so strong. The girl was willing to leave everything for the love she had long since. 

Naina was standing glued on the balcony of her room, it had been a few days since the incident He who was drunk, Naina was never greeted directly by Abi, the man seemed to ignore his presence, as if he was not, Abi will leave for work before Naina wakes up, and will return home after Naina falls asleep. 

Naina is not careful to contact Abi via phone or chat, the girl is too prestige to greet Abi first.

However, for some reason, along with Abi's changing attitude, Naina feels that she has lost something that she knows nothing about.

“Non, lunch is ready” Auntie came after knocking on Naina's room door, the girl turned her head then glanced angrily at Auntie. 

“Abi to work Bi?” ask Naina with a ketus. 

“Iya Non” Aunty nods her head just like that. 

“Talking to the father of this child” Naina pointed at her stomach very upset. 

“I cravings! I want satay bunny!” naina said with judes, Aunt frowned, then just nodded let's hurry, she thought. 

“Let's Aunty convey” Aunty just agree. 

“But, the rabbit must be black! And I want the left thigh meat, the merchant must have long hair, long hair, and braided! Also say the spice do not use peanut seasoning, must use demon-level spice, ah continue to ngipasinnya do not use fan or bamboo fan that, but I want Abi who blew the sate until mateng! Don't forget to say Bi! If he still remembers his son must be obeyed, or his son will be ileran!” Naina said it with a single breath, leaving Aunt gaping confused herself. 

“Hah? What was it, Non? Aunty can't remember everything” Aunt scratched her confused head. 

“This is not so bad Bi? Should I repeat again?” Naina glared ferociously, making Bibi rewind her steps.

“Iya Non, later Bibi convey” Bibi undertakes with doubt, honestly Naina's request makes Bibi's head so puyeng, how will Abi make it happen?.

“Ngeri gak?” once again Naina asked to see the look of Bibi who was planga plongo.

“Iya Non, Aunty understands, later Aunt conveys as soon as Den Abi returns home” Aunty nods again. 

“Don't forget, the purchase should be exactly at twelve pm, right at the turn of the day.” Naina added, making Bibi added sawan to hear it. Aunty also had been pregnant, even Bibi's child there were three people, but not even though Bibi cravings out of reason, Bibi shook her head to ward off dizziness. 

“Iya Non” Aunty nodded again resignedly. 

“Do not forget, buy it should be a thousand skewers”

Allahu akbar!