Not my fault

Who Is He at Your Eyes?

Going far in every memory

It is immersed in a sea of sadness

A love that leaves will never come back

Lost carried away, hollow, unbrimmed

The suffering is getting worse

The soul complaints continue to burn

Tortured by the wounds of feeling

On the betrayal of love in plain sight

Go away, be loved by love

Confused to determine direction and purpose

Only faithful solitude accompanies

Fly in the daydream

My flying rage

Remembering a betrayal

Above the promises of sweet tenderness

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Evelyn Cost

Evelyn entered her boarding house, when the car driven by her President disappeared from her sight.

He opened and closed the gate, walking up the stairs, with pleasure.

I don't know because of what .... Perhaps this was because He began to open his heart, to his President who always treated him with care.

Or because He knows that He is everything to Him.

"ah! What do I think, stop that," Evelyn muttered, patting her cheek slowly to resuscitate her strange thoughts.

All He knew for sure was that by this time He had gone too far, including Arlan in his life.

"What mother is doing" Evelyn muttered walking towards her room, after going through several steps.

In front of him at this moment there was an open door, with Riki standing up, rendering complete with her warm expression as usual.

Evelyn smiled, then stepped quickly towards her best friend and sister.

"Riki! You're here, since when?" ask Evelyn streak.

"How come, I'm going to have lunch with mom. Have you eaten?" reply Riki and ask Riki still with his warm smile.

The real smile is a smile of diversion, a smile so that his feelings are not suspected by him.

"I? I ate, just after the meeting, I'm in Arlan's treat. We both had lunch at a French restaurant, he-he!" evelyn exclaimed excitedly, without knowing the tone of her spirit once again hurt Riki, who could only reply with her small smile.

"Youngoo! Funny ... Next time the three of us too well, eat at the Restaurant, the restaurant is normal but!" riki joked, reaping the weirdness of Evelyn.

"How about if we eat three, I treat, just consider it a thanksgiving of mother's healing. How's it?" evelyn smiled back.

"really? I like it free! But in ordinary places we eat only, not in fancy restaurants. I'm scared, can't satisfy my stomach, okay?" riki said enthusiastically, with his hands patted his stomach, with the decoration of his six boxes.

"Yes! You're right, eating at an expensive restaurant is a small portion, while you, if you eat not enough one portion!" evelyn sneered, with her crispy ruddiness.

"That knows! Especially if at an expensive restaurant, I can't burp, he-he!" reply Riki, then laugh with Evelyn who shook her head, not surprised by the habits of her best friend.

Riki opens with him, handsome behavior in public is only a guise, while when with him He will turn into what he is.

Eat with burps, eat with large portions and other things, which are hidden nicely in front of women out there.

"Know dong, Ak-Kun

"Lyn! You're home yet?"

Evelyn had to swallow again, when she heard the question from behind, precisely from the mother who looked at the two with a warm smile.

"Mother! Yes, I'm welcome home, after all I have a few hours to work" Evelyn explained.

He approached his mother and kissed her cheek dear mother, then smiled sumringah, a smile that made the mother look at Riki gently.

Behind him Riki shook his head and smiled, as if saying it was okay.

"Lucky You, son," Mirna's inner self is between sad and happy.

"Mom ate?" ask Evelyn cheerfully.

"This ... We were just about to start eating" Mirna replied, turning her head towards the small dining table, where two bowls of mushroom soup were served.

"Riki take what, Mom?" evelyn asked, looking at the table and her mother alternated.

"Mushroom pop, why? Still want? Buy yourself there!" exclaim Riki answered a question for Mirna's mother.

"Ih! I want some mushroom soup!" evelyn exclaimed at Riki, who stuck out her tongue, mocking Evelyn who had a pouting face.

"Yes, buy it yourself!"

"Ih! Riki!"

Laughter from Riki and the mother, two loved ones filled the small room where He and his mother lived and it made him smile happily.

"Evil, on my brawl!" evelyn pretended to be a prankster.

"Ha-ha-ha!!"

Finally they ate with Riki and Mirna, who shared a portion for Evelyn, they could not bear to see Evelyn's hearty expression.

They eat with small talk, sometimes there will be jokes tucked in it.

Riki enjoyed it, convincing himself that he should be satisfied with what he received at this time.

"Yes .... This was enough," Riki's inner self looked and recorded every happy smile, which Evelyn was currently displaying before her.

Finished eating Riki must leave, return to the office to take care of the design that has not been completed, but before he had to stop by the workshop, to take his car which hopefully has been completed in repair.

"Riki, saying ma'am! Take care of your health, later Riki will always come here, accompany Mom!" riki exclaimed before leaving the room, with Evelyn trailing behind him.

"Be careful, Riki!" mirna with a smile.

Both ways left the boarding room, quietly without chat, a very strange thing for both of them.

On Riki's own side He is setting his heart, so as not to get out of control and on Evelyn's side, He is trying to cover up his guilt.

He knew clearly, surely Riki knew what was going on between him and Arlan lately.

He is guilty, when clearly breaking his own promise, to his Friend who is currently stopping, standing facing him with an illegible look.

Evelyn felt it, felt mixed emotions, in the eyes of her best friend.

"Lyn," muttered Riki calling.

"You happy?"

"Sure! My mom's cured, we can get together like that, and then I can see my mom laughing again!" evelyn exclaimed in spirit, replying to Riki's question, forgetting another reason for her happiness.

"I'm happy too!"

"He-he-he!!"

"Lynn!"

"Huby?" evelyn murmured, while circulating the original gaze did not see Riki, whose countenance changed there was no smile anymore.

"May I ask?"

"Yes?" Evelyn began to feel a difference, from Riki's heavy-sounding tone.

Quiet ... Riki paused her questions, preparing her heart and feelings, to accept the reality that would leave her eyes wide open.

"Who is he, in your eyes?" riki asked, looking at Evelyn seriously.

"Him?" evelyn pretended not to understand. Though it is clear who He is, which is currently being discussed by them.

"You know clearly, Lyn. Who do I mean," continued Riki, without the slightest change in his tone.

The deg!

Evelyn's heart skipped a beat, upon hearing a serious question from her best friend.

Finally came the time for him to speak honestly about what was going on with him and with his President.

He knew long ago, He had to explain this clearly to Riki, the person who was always by his side.

His openness has lately been swept away by his selfishness, which wants his friend and President not to contradict each other, let alone He knows clearly what the relationship is.

"I'm sorry, Riki. I couldn't help it, I said I'd try to accept the feeling" Evelyn said looking at Riki with regretful eyes.

"I instill in my heart, if what I do is merely to appreciate it as my boss. But I was wrong, it turns out I was carried away by my own feelings, her affection and attention made me melt. I was eaten up by my own promise, "Evelyn continued as Riki was silent, with no words coming out of her mouth.

"ammy!" evelyn.

"I'm sorry, I broke my promise to you! I'm not a good friend to you!" evelyn exclaimed at Riki with teary eyes.

Wrong ... This is not what it means.

I want Riki to scream, this is not what he meant.

Not because Evelyn betrayed or broke the promise she made.

Riki wanted to let you know that he loved Evelyn very much too, but he didn't want to add any awkwardness between them.

He knew it would be very different if he told the truth, to Evelyn who again misinterpreted, what the question was.

Not Evelyn's fault or Arlan's.

It's his fault ...

He was just a cowardly man, who was afraid of losing even before fighting.

Although there was an intention in his heart to be honest with Evelyn, but He was not ready when Evelyn knew the feeling, which ended up He was left without a chance.

He was more willing to be a shadow behind Evelynnya, than to have to lose the opportunity to be the person he hoped to be, when He needed a backrest.

"ammy!"

"Yes," Riki replied without a tone.

Let it be like this first, let Him be the heartbroken Riki first, before returning to be Evelyn's Riki.

"Riki, you're out

"No!" sela Riki was quick, not the anger she was currently feeling and Evelyn should not feel her disappointment.

"Quite Me," Riki's inner self-assured.

"But, Kam-Kam

"No, I'm fine, ah ... I gotta go home,"

Again the sentence Evelyn would say on the sidelines quickly by him, better as before.

"My pick up is coming, until later, Lyn," continued Riki, glancing towards the end of the road when his order online ojek was seen.

"ammy!"

"Let me alone first, Lyn. I promise, will return to be your old Riki," said Riki softly.

"okay! Don't think about it," continued Riki, reaping a small nod from Evelyn.

"Alright," Evelyn replied softly.

Unheartened to see the sad expression of his beloved woman, he patted the head of his dear Evelyn, with a soothing little smile.

"It's okay, come in. Gih, rest!" exclaiming Riki softly.

"Alright, be careful, Riki," Evelyn replied smiling wryly.

"Bye!"

"Bye, Riki."

Tin! Tin! Tin!

"With Mr Riki?"

"Yes, me!"

"Helmnya sir, please!"

"Okay, thanks!"

That way, Riki left Evelyn, who was looking at him, with tears of sadness.

Actually, if he noticed Riki almost dropped his tears, but he held it as much as possible, avoiding Evelyn's regret further.

"So you don't know how I feel, Lyn. Especially if you know." muttered Riki.

"Why, Sir?"

"It's okay, I'm heartbroken again, just go bang!"

"Yes, heartbroken, present-day," the inner Si kang ojek was concerned.

Seriate

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