Not my fault

Evelyn's Grief

Going far in every memory

In a sea of sadness

A love that leaves will never come back

Lost in the wind, empty, without edges

The suffering is getting worse

The soul complaints continue to burn

Tortured by the wounds of feeling

Above the betrayal of love before the eyes

Go away, hurt by love

Confused to determine direction and purpose

Only faithful solitude accompanies

Fly in the daydream

My flying rage

Remembering a betrayal

Above the promises of sweet tenderness

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PT. TRI SINGLE

In the Widiyo family-owned company toilet, precisely downstairs, in one of the bathroom cubicles.

There was a woman, sitting on a closet crying with her stuffing on.

It was not the place to cry roaring, nor was it her style of crying like that.

Even though his heart hurts, but he should not overdo it, especially he still does not have status, only close and has accepted each other.

It was not just the news of the engagement that had hurt her, but more Arlan's dishonesty all along.

Why does she always say she loves him, but she has a fiance.

Even the time engaged to their time is close to the same, whether all this time he was just an impingement, when the President could not find a victim with his status.

It was not only the heartache he felt now, but also the disappointment and tightness at the same time.

His mother even knew and agreed, if someday he became with the President.

Hicks!

He felt sinful, when he knew the reality, if a man close to him, it was already owned by another woman.

How Ms. Tania felt, the fellow woman should have understood each other, but instead she casually took it for granted, all the tenderness and care that Arlan had given her.

Evelyn sat and grieved in the narrow room alone for a long time, removing the clear crystal melts, which were in some way the volume of both eyes.

After feeling enough, he went out and walked towards the washbasin, washed his hands and washed his face.

He looked at my reflection in the mirror, then smiled sadly.

"Forget it, Lyn."

"Think he's never been in your life, back to being the you he used to be."

"Yes ... Like that."

For the last time he patted both of his cheeks, then restyled a bit of the shirt he was wearing and stepped out with a step made as normal as possible.

He can't just leave, leave the office just because of personal problems.

It should be like that.

Ting!

In the elevator that would take him to the nineteenth floor, he prayed to God, may the President not be outside, so that he could continue his work immediately.

Ting!

He went out and turned to his desk, then the corridor and the last is the door of the President's room.

"Yourf!"

A sigh of relief was heard from him, at least he did not need to see the face of him, who he currently wanted to avoid.

He also knew forever he would not be able to avoid it, but at least today, until his working hours were up and he could calm down for a moment.

With a hasty movement, he sat down in his chair and opened his work files, then focused on starting work, although occasionally his eyes would glance towards the door in front of him.

Chequek!

He was bearded in shock, as the door of the room opened and Arlan stood there.

This is his fault, which gives hope so that he himself is devoured by hope.

"Lynn!" arlan exclaimed as she stepped closer to the table, where her assistant was silent without looking at her.

"Lyn, listen to me!" The next one does not give up.

"Lyn, I'm mo-

"Is there anything you can help, Mr President?" evelyn sidelines quickly, with her usual tone and eyes fixed focus on her laptop screen.

"Lyn, we need to talk" said Arlan did not give up, despite being treated coldly, but he was grateful to still be responded to.

"Tell me what job, what I have to do" Evelyn replied still without looking at the President.

"Lyn, look at me. I'm talking to you!" exclaim Arlan forcing.

At once Evelyn looked at Arlan, with watery eyes without even realizing herself.

The deg!

Jeez ... He knew this was going to happen, but he did not expect to be able to make his beloved assistant, take out a clear crystal, which he was very unwilling to see.

His hand was about to touch the assistant's cheek, but alas, his assistant dodged first.

Nyut!

Like in a dagger, his heart ached and ached more than that time, when he lived by the beloved facing the Divine.

"Lyn," call Arlan with her eyes shaking.

Evelyn avoided it, it was certain that she was very disappointed with him.

"Why do you like horror?"

"For no tears to come, I don't like it when the main cast brings out tears. Especially for treason, he-he!"

At a glance their chatter ringed in his ear, he pulled the hand of the assistant to be carried into the room, leaving a strong grudge as his assistant tried to rebel.

Brak!

"Arlan's off!"

Arlan cared for her hearing, she still blocked her hand and tried to forcibly hug Evelyn, but Evelyn still resisted.

"Arlan! Unhand me!"

Erat ... The more Evelyn tried and asked Arlan to take it off, the more Arlan's strength when hugging her grew stronger.

"Arl

"No!"

"I beg you to listen to me, Lyn" said Arlan softening his voice.

"Nothing to hear, Arlan."

Evelyn was still trying to let go of the President's one-sided embrace, but alas, her strength was not comparable to that of the President.

He remained in the possessive embrace of the President, whose body was currently trembling like it was holding back tears.

He again gasped and was silent, when his ears heard a soft whisper, from the frustrated President.

"Listen to me, Lyn. I beg you,"

Evelyn kept silent, trying to listen, though her heart cried out to leave immediately.

When Arlan feels that the woman in his arms is not rebelling anymore, he hugs her even more, inhaling the scent of his assistant that he might not be able to breathe as he recounts the problem.

Arlan pov

I know I've hurt her, but I can't give up before explaining.

Right now I was hugging her forcibly, who just kept fighting in my support.

I don't care anymore about that damn fiancee, it's my fault, when I can't refuse that death pledge.

Then after a while he fought back, he finally stopped and wanted to hear me.

Hearing my explanation, as well as my reason for doing this with him.

"Lyn, I'm engaged to her, but I don't want her" I said, muttering in her ear.

He hasn't answered, but at least he doesn't fight anymore and that's enough for me to explain until it's over.

"Listen to me, please" I continued and he nodded.

"Let go of me" he said, but I shook my head, I refused and hugged him more tightly.

"Arlan, lep-be

"No Lyn, I won't let go until I'm done talking" I said quickly.

He was silent again and I could hear a sigh from him.

"Well, explain Arlan."

I can be a little relieved, when he wants to hear my explanation.

I took a breath and exhaled slowly.

Still hugging her, I talked about the arrival of Tania's mother, the Family meeting, and the agreement between her and Tania.

"I can't break that promise, Lyn. What am I supposed to do? If only I hadn't met you, I might have taken it for granted, "I said after recounting, with nothing to cover.

Quiet ... Again he was just silent, but this time he was crying and I was the cause.

"Damn it," My mind cursed.

Hicks! Hicks!

"Lyn, I'm moh-h

"Leave me, Ar."

"What?"

I took it off quickly and looked at him in disbelief, what does this mean.

I've explained, but why does he still not understand either.

"But I don't want this, Lyn. Ak

"No!"

Again my words in the next morning, made me even more afraid of what reality I would hear next.

"why, Lyn? Why?" Ask me kalut.

"I love you, Lyn!" Further frustrations.

"But your mother has chosen Arlan, your mother already wants you with another Arlan."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

What does his word mean.

"No, I'll still call off this engagement!" My exclamation doesn't care.

"I, just, love you," I continued to press in every word I said.

"No Arlan, no!" The objection is stubborn.

"Why Evelyn, don't you love me?"

I could see him looking at me in shock, as I asked his feelings.

"Have it been just me, who loved you, Evelyn? Am I the only one crazy about you, Evelyn?" I streaked with high notes.

She looked at me with tears growing more and more flowing, making me regret asking in such a high tone.

"Damn it, I'm deliverance" My mind scolds.

I saw him shake his head, after a long time he just looked at me with tears streaming down.

"I'll be p

"Don't!"

I looked at her in shock, as she said not to be out loud.

What'an this.

"Don't cancel, Arlan."

"What do you mean, Lyn?" I don't believe it.

I didn't hear wrong, what does it mean to talk like that.

Is he ingi-

"You must continue ....

"Promise, Arlan,"

"What!"

It was his last words, before he left me alone, here, staring at the door he closed with a pushy look.

"No, no way," I muttered with my hands grabbing my hair in frustration.

His last words were still ringing in my ears and after that it was me who threw the vase, and then the sound of shards filled the room where I lost my love.

Prangs!

"Akh!"

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