Not my fault

The Heart that is Hurt

Trying to survive in the midst of a storm of trials

Tired of stepping in holding love 'not reciprocated

The color of the rainbow is just a perceived pseudo

Lost overtook the roaring blue clouds

Forget all the memories and promises of the heart

Certainty has been given

But betrayal is the answer

True love is now tainted

It feels quiet in the soul

Waiting for hope to let go of dark times

Moving forward to a hope

True love is far away and gone

Passed by swallowed by time.

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Throughout the journey that this pair of Bosses and Assistants had traveled through, there had been no conversation like they always had.

Arlan's determination beside her, made Evelyn who felt a curious look, towards the President with a confused look.

Usually Arlan, even if just looking over, would definitely not miss twitching her eyes or also issuing seductive words.

"But why is he silent?" inner Evelyn asked.

Curiosity gnawed at Evelyn's heart, He wanted to ask, but He did not dare. Although they were close to more than just Astasan and Subordinate, but this was too presumptuous for him.

"What exactly happened to him?" The next is still in the heart.

Daydreaming about what had happened to her President, Evelyn did not realize that she was looking at Arlan with a frown, making Arlan who felt he was watching look at her with raised eyebrows.

"What's up, Lyn? Is something bothering you?" ask Arlan suddenly.

Evelyn gasped in shock upon hearing the question from Arlan, She hurriedly shook her head with her arms swayed, do not forget the stiff smile that looks funny in the eyes of the President.

"Liet Lyn. Didn't I tell you, You may ask, if there's something stuck in your mind?" arlan said with a small smile, although her face did not turn, but it was enough to make Evelyn feel a little relieved.

"I guess something's not right," Evelyn's inner voice with a small smile.

"There is," Evelyn murmured doubtfully.

"What's? Just ask," said Arlan, looking briefly at Evelyn and then back on the road, focusing on driving again.

"About that at the restaurant" Evelyn said.

"Hum?"

"Why are you in such a hurry? Is there something bothering you?" evelyn asked looking at Arlan curiously.

Ckitta!

Dugm!

"ouch!"

The car that Arlan was driving stopped suddenly, when he heard a curious question that made him hang for a moment.

He who was too shocked by the sensitivity of his Assistant, suddenly braked his car until the sound of a tire squeak and the sound of something bumping was heard afterwards.

He frantically looked to the side, where the assistant held the forehead of the victim of his sudden brake, accompanied by a ringing that made him worry for a moment.

"Lyn! We all right? Sorry Lyn, I-i-ak-

"Ukh! Tid-no ... Aw! It's okay, Ar,"

Evelyn was quickly joined in the ringisan interrupting the speech of the President, He was still holding his forehead as Arlan clutched his forehead in a panicked motion.

"We're going to the Doctor now, you har-

"No need, Ar!" evelyn interrupted again the President's speech.

He looked to the side, where Arlan saw him with a clear expression of worry and it made him amused, because of the excessive attitude of the President.

"But-but

"I just fell down, nothing more. Lookie! My forehead is fine, too, no need to treat, Ar." Evelyn interrupted.

"Better now you run the car again," continued Evelyn, when he saw the President was about to say another sentence.

Because he could not refute the words of his Assistant, he just nodded resignedly and returned to facing the steering wheel, moving the gears drove at medium speed.

"But it's true, are you okay?" asked Arlan not satisfied.

"Yes ... I'm fine, Ar," Evelyn replied with a small smile.

After that the atmosphere was quiet again, only the sound of saxophone instrumentation music from Arlan's mobile phone, which filled their hearing senses.

Not long after, the car that Arlan was driving arrived in front of Evelyn's boarding gate.

He turned off the car engine, got off first and opened the passenger door for his assistant.

"Thank you!" evelyn exclaimed in spirit, forgetting all suspicions of Arlan, for to him they were still nothing.

"Not necessary,".

"Oh yes ... Your forehead is okay?" arlan asked.

"Eh! My forehead well, it's okay. Look no longer red," Evelyn replied reassuringly, She pointed at her forehead with her right hand and gave a small smile.

As Evelyn pointed at her already improved forehead, Arlan's eyes unintentionally noticed a red rash on her Assistant's wrist that was supposed to be white.

"What's your hand?" arlan asked as she looked at Evelyn's wrists flushed red.

"Why is red like this?" Continue worrying.

"Gee!"

Evelyn immediately examined her wrist, where there was a red mark from the hand of the President when they left the restaurant.

"This ... It's nothing, it doesn't hurt!" evelyn exclaimed with a move of her hand, indicating that her hand was fine.

"Is it because of me?" arlan lirih.

"I hurt you, at that restaurant?" continues asking.

Arlan stretched out her hand, taking Evelyn's hands to watch her carefully.

Evelyn's white skin made a small touch leave a mark, that's why Arlan's hand grips when pulling it out earlier, making her wrist slightly leave a trace of red rash.

"Sorry," muttered Arlan softly, gently rubbing both of his Assistant's wrists.

"I'm sorry, I'm hurting you" He continued muttering.

Evelyn gave a small smile, upon hearing the regretful mutterings of the man in front of her.

This is not the fault of the President, this is his own fault that has too white skin, so no matter how small the physical traces, it will certainly be seen clearly.

"No, I'm fine. That was saki-saki

"No, you're in pain. I was wrong, Lyn, Ak-K

"Ih ... The explanation was once I, the honorable Lord President!" evelyn exclaimed anxiously, interrupting the regretful sentence that her President would say, making the President nod quickly.

"It's not your fault. It's because my skin is too sensitive, okay. So do not be made complicated, finished," Evelyn said firmly.

"OK, Lyn," Arlan replied still with a guilty expression.

"then you go home, take a break" Evelyn said.

"I wasn't invited in?"

"No, next time!" evelyn cried quickly.

"is ... Okay," Arlan replied limply.

"You also need to rest, don't keep working," Evelyn reminded gently, making Arlan who heard her smile and nod in agreement.

"Okay, whatever it is, if you say it," Arlan smiled back.

"Hum ..Why because of Me?"

"Because of you, everything for me!" arlan replied firmly.

"Dnh ... The waves are inexhaustible," Evelyn replied with her small ruckus.

"Who's a tombal, I seriously know!" arlan did not accept.

"Serious man, in the ketawain," muttered Arlan.

"okay-okay ... You are no longer lazy, now you go home and rest," Evelyn replied after chuckling, her head shaking in wonder at the attitude of the President.

Outside of many who saw Him was a resolute figure with his aura of compassion, but looking before him, there were only Bosses with all sorts of combo.

"Maybe soon I'll ..."

"All right, I'll go home first. Greetings to Mother" said Arlan relented.

"Yes, I'll tell you!" evelyn smiled slightly.

"I go home first, see you tomorrow," said Arlan softly, rubbing the side of his beloved Assistant's face with great emotion.

Evelyn permeated the rubbing she received, it felt like her father's rubbing first, warm with big hands, giving a comfortable effect for her who almost fell asleep.

"Be careful," Evelyn murmured softly, smiling sweetly at the affectionate mouthful she received.

"Of course." reply Arlan.

He unwaveringly took off his hand, which he used to swipe, changing to gently pat his Assistant on the head, before entering the car and leaving the front gate of his Assistant's boarding house.

Both activities are witnessed by someone, who sees it from two different sides.

One from the car and one from Evelyn's window.

"Riki, what's wrong?"

Previously

Riki today there is a job outside the office, he must see the location that will be his responsibility, when his client asked for his design for the office lobby room of a famous company.

Because today only see and look for big pictures of his design, his work was not too time-consuming, so he decided to visit the boarding house owned by his best friend, just looking at the Mother of his Friend who has been considered like his own mother.

Too bad ... Looks like his fate is unlucky, because when he was on the road to Evelyn's boarding house, it turns out his car suddenly broke down.

But fortunately because the location is not too far from the kost owned by his best friend, so he decided to ride the co-jek online, while his car He left in the workshop.

Now that He was at Evelyn's doorstep, he knocked on the door and heard the voice of the voice he knew from within.

"Just a second!"

Chequek!

"Riki! You came! But, you didn't hear your car?" asked Mirna confused, because the sound of the vehicle in front of the boarding house owned by her son will certainly be heard.

Riki smiled with his hands scratching his neck awkwardly.

"Mother strike, the workshop person said Akinya was in trouble," Riki replied explaining.

"Oh! Yes, it's in, but Lyn is still in the office" Mirna said as she opened the door a little wide for the man, whom she already considers her own child.

"He-he, you know what Mom is. But it wasn't just Evelyn, who I had to pay attention to," Riki replied with a sigh of urgency.

Mirna's mother smiled at the sincerity given by Riki, her son's friend from their lecture.

"If Evelyn had seen it," Mirna's mind was sad.

"ah! Baby I'm old, try it when you're young. Mother must be your Kejer-kejer," teased Mirna, making Riki move misbehavior.

"Mom could have!" exclaim Riki shame.

"Yes already ... I made you a drink, mother-to-be

"Taraa! You don't have to bother going downstairs, just to make me a drink, Mom. I brought my mother's favorite food!" riki exclaimed in spirit, showing a plastic bag in his hand.

"Gee ... Mushroom soup, just know you want to eat it. Thank you, Riki!" mirna said cheerfully, as Riki showed her a plastic bag with the logo of a restaurant.

"Of course, Mom. H-he!" riki chuckled happily.

"If so Mother get the tableware and prepare the table well, this time let Mother prepare. Okay!"

"OK!"

Mirna left Riki at the end of the door, doing something as she said.

While Riki walked into the room and put the plastic, on a small table that has been prepared Mother of Evelyn.

When he was about to open a plastic bag, his ear accidentally heard the car engine being turned off from the front, making him curious about who the owner of the car was.

He walked towards the window, looking out with a frown.

Up ahead He saw with his eyes his head, as Evelyn's hands were held and as Evelyn's cheeks were rubbed by a man, whom he knew very well.

His heart ached immediately, when he had to witness for himself, how close two people he loved.

On the one hand, he loved his only cousin and on the one hand, he loved the woman who is now ruling his heart.

"What's with this, I have to give up?" Inner sad.

His clenched hands held back the emotions he felt, the facts one by one coming, making him realize one thing about all the reality in front of him.

Evelyn is not for him ....

"Lord, is this what I'm destined for? If so, let me stay with him, stay by his side. Let me give in, if it's for her happiness," Riki's mind with a heart slashed with pain.

"Riki, what's wrong?"

He was shocked when he heard the question from his mother, he turned his face and then smiled a little.

"There's nothing, Mom!" riki tries to stay happy.

Before him was Mirna, who was looking at Riki with a confused yet sad expression at the same time.

He knew what was going on, so he only showed a warm smile typical of a mother.

"Everything will be beautiful in time, Riki!"

Seriate

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