Not my fault

Evelyn's Decision

Pleasure of love lives but a moment, Pain of love lives a lifetime

It really hurts when you, expected so much more from the person you once loved so much

The happiness of love lasts only an instant, but the disappointment of love lasts forever

What hurts is actually, when we expect too much from someone we love so much

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I don't know what Evelyn was thinking, which clearly she was on her way to the office of her friend.

His heart was so muddled with reality, that again he knew.

The beginning of the Engagement, why it can happen and the reason the President hides the Engagement, only because the President does not want to lose it.

His thoughts were chaotic, while recalling his words to the President.

But he has decided to end the game of the President, he is a woman and woman who will accept, when men, especially prospective husbands insult only because of their own selfishness.

The last thing before he left the office were shards and shouts from the President.

He cares about his hearing, he does not care about his work, when he himself cannot control his emotions.

"This is right, I don't want anyone to get hurt anymore" Evelyn recalled earlier, before she hurriedly left her office building.

A glimpse of his speech, a speech that made himself sick, as he remembered it.

The flasback

Evelyn pov

I focused as much as I could on my current job, forgetting a moment of personal affairs, which had absolutely nothing to do with my work.

Chequek!

As I focused on my laptop screen, the door suddenly opened making me bearded in shock, as I saw Arlan standing at the door there.

It's my fault, which gives me hope so that I myself am devoured by hope.

"Lynn!" he shouted while approaching me.

I didn't look at him, I kept looking at the laptop, which I didn't notice.

"Lyn, listen to me!" he continued and I stayed in my mind.

For God's sake, I don't want to talk to him right now, I still set my heart.

"Lyn, I'm mo-

"Is there anything you can help, Mr President?" as it is, with the usual tone and eyes remain focused on the laptop screen.

"Lyn, we need to talk" he said stubbornly.

That's his nature, coercive and selfish.

"Say, what job, what should I do," I reply still without looking at him.

"Lyn, look at me. I'm talking to you!" shouts force.

With all the emotions I was holding back, I looked at him, with watery eyes without even being aware of myself.

No Evelyn, you can't be weak.

I want it that way, but dear tears, more following my natural instincts.

I saw him stretch out his hand, about to touch my cheek. But I immediately dodged, not wanting to come into contact with him anymore.

"Lyn," he called out with eyes trembling.

I could see sadness and regret in his eyes, but too late, I was already disappointed by this.

I don't remember how it could be, which is obvious that he is pulling my hand, to carry it into his room, to leave a strong pounding as I try to rebel.

Brak!

"Arlan's off!" I cried with a high tone.

I rebelled as hard as I could, but dear in vain.

He cared for his hearing, he still blocked my hand and tried to hug me forcibly, but I still tried to resist.

"Arlan! Unhand me!"

Again my cry was not heard, the pain in my hand was not comparable, to the pain in my heart.

"Help me, Riki,"

I even mentioned the name of my best friend, who must be busy at work.

Erat ... The more I tried and asked him to let me go, the more strength he held me.

"Arl

"No!"

I bearded in shock then kept quiet with a stiff body, as he interrupted me with a high-pitched clash.

My body trembled in fear, only then did he yell at me with a high tone like this.

"I'm gonna listen to me, Lyn, please,"

But then she whispered softly and softened her voice, making me come back a little more in control of my fear.

"Nothing to hear, Arlan." I replied, still trying to let go of his one-sided embrace, but alas, my strength was not worth it.

I was still in his arms, then I suddenly felt strange, as I felt his body tremble.

"He's crying?" mind shocked.

I gasped and fell silent, as my ears heard a soft whisper, from my frustrated President.

"Listen to me, Lyn. I beg you,"

I was silent when I should have left here again, but I can't, I have to finish this.

Finishing the heart game he and I made.

It's not my fault or his fault, it's just a game of fate, when destiny is talking about life, for us to live it should be.

I stopped rebelling, trying to hear every story she explained, with my heart ready to let go.

"Lyn, I'm engaged to her, but I don't want her" he said, muttering in my ear.

I still haven't answered, I'm still listening to what he's going to say.

"Listen to me, please" He continued and I nodded.

"Take me off" I said, but he shook his head and hugged me more tightly.

Then I'm afraid my defense will collapse, and then I'll follow my own selfish side.

"Arlan, lep-be

I was silent again and I let out a tired sigh, he was selfish and he wouldn't give up if he hadn't gotten what he wanted.

"Well, explain Arlan."

Still hugging me, she told me about the arrival of Tania's mother, the Family meeting, and the agreement between her and Tania.

"I can't break that promise, Lyn. What am I supposed to do? If only I hadn't met you, maybe I would have taken it for granted" she explained after telling me the beginning of the engagement.

I was confused as to what to react to, I just kept quiet, but somehow I cried again and I knew only one way out.

"What does this have to do, with the question to my mother, when she plays and talks to my mother," my mind asked.

Hicks! Hicks!

I unknowingly let out my sobbing, no ... I cannot be weak.

"Lyn, I'm moh-h

"Leave me, Ar."

I interrupted him again quickly, I had decided and I was already well-rounded with my resolve.

I'll step back and I'll forget it.

"What?"

He let go of me quickly and looked at me in disbelief.

"But I don't want this, Lyn. Ak

"No!"

Again his words I interrupted quickly, making me more rounded with what decision, which I will convey.

"why, Lyn? Why?" ask her with a tone of heart.

I'm sorry Arlan.

"I love you, Lyn!" Frustrated continue.

"But your mother has chosen Arlan, your mother already wants you with another Arlan."

I give one explanation of the fact, if indeed this is all the wishes of his mother, he himself even promised to fulfill it.

And my mom said, if a promise is to be kept.

"No, I'll still call off this engagement!" The thrill doesn't matter.

"I, only, love you," He continued to press on every word.

"No Arlan, no!" Refused refused.

This was wrong, from the beginning our relationship was wrong.

Then let me finish, rather than me and him go further, hurting the innocent woman.

Fiance's heart.

"Why Evelyn, don't you love me?"

I saw him startled, when he asked me how I felt.

I really love her, but love alone is not enough for our next life.

"Have it been just me, who loved you, Evelyn? Am I the only one crazy about you, Evelyn?" Ask in a high tone.

I looked at her with tears flowing, as I felt I was as selfish as she was.

He loves me, I love him, but fate doesn't want us to be together.

I should what?

I shook my head, looked at him fearfully, afraid that I would again make a mistake with the words I was about to say.

"I'll be p

"Don't!"

He looked at me in shock, when I said not to be loud.

"Don't cancel, Arlan."

I looked at him seriously, while he looked at me in disbelief.

"What do you mean, Lyn?" Ask.

"You need to continue the engagement with Tania, I don't want anyone to get hurt again. Enough of me, Arlan, enough of me," I said withstanding my sorrow.

"Promise, Arlan. There will be no annulment or I will move further away from you" I continued and I could see a look of disappointment and disbelief, clearly imprinted in both eyes.

"What!"

Evelyn pov end

Flasback end

The normal pov

Here he is now, in front of his friend's modest office, with the family name as an identifying mark of his business.

Gandhi Interior Design

He walks into the lobby, greeted graciously, by a receptionist who happens to already know who he is.

He just nodded and continued walking, towards the closed door of a friend who was considered brother and knocked on the door slowly.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

The door opened, with the friend looking at him worried.

"Lyn?"

"Ricky."

Brugh!

Grep's!

Hicks! Hicks! Hixes

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