Not my fault

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Chapter 22

In his silent times, Habibi often lamented and regretted his own destiny, stared at the wounds of the past, and then looked at the wounds of the future, sometimes Habibi feels his life is always filled with invisible wounds. 

Everyone will always praise him just because Habibi has a number of riches for his own achievements, in his silence Habibi has gained a lot of achievements that others may not realize. Producing rupiah coffers with his own two hands. All of that is quite proud for everyone who knows him, but, in spite of it all, Habibi also realized one thing, that some people also leave it just because of the uncomfortable, but also many people, Habibi has a physical deficiency, according to other humans, Habibi's physical deficiency is a disgrace, and all that makes Habibi worse in silence, born different indeed painful. 

Unquestionably the insults and bully an that Habibi got from He was small, but Habibi always tried hard and always ignored with what they said, he said, trying to be a child who looks cheerful in front of Mama and Papa so that they do not always worry about him. Habibi realized Mama and Papa always cry over his destiny whenever someone insulted his physical, so silence and hide his pain alone, it might be the right choice. 

Habibi circled his eyes around him, seen at the door there Ratih was walking towards him, smiling gently and looking so sincere, from a long time ago apparently Abi just realized, and then he was just conscious, only Ratih could accept it that sincerely. 

“A long time?” Ratih sat in front of Abi, then smiled gently as usual, only Abi was able to catch one thing, in the eyes of Ratih looks a deep sadness, Abi was so sensitive to such things. 

“Newly” Abi lowered his head in lethargy, again considering how many problems are approaching his life lately. 

“Happy you will be a Father” Ratih rubbed Abi's hand on the table for a moment, then immediately let go then, the girl realized now Abi already has a wife, Abi, it was not good for him to make physical contact on purpose like that. 

“Hmh, I don't know what to do with Naina Ra anymore, she's too stubborn” Abi holds her own head feeling dizzy. Of course, Ratih already knew what Naina's attitude was like all this time, not Abi who deliberately told her, but Ratih had discovered how bad Naina's attitude was.

“My best friend Abi, she always be patient for all the things that happen in her life, now where does my best friend's patience go?” Ratih smiled seductively. 

“I was tired Ra” Abi lowered her head, remembering the incident earlier this morning when Naina threw the plate containing the food given by her, made Abi again angry, and regretted everything after, after that, being close to Naina would only make her let out an exploding rage. 

Ah ... Abi has a trauma to his childhood memories, about the story of Mother and how cruel Abi's father who could leave her until Mother had to die, Abi does not want the fate of his son like himself. 

“Even this test has just begun, why do you feel tired? Patience Bi, I'm sure someday Naina will definitely realize and regret her own attitude” Naina again said softly. 

“Thank you Ra, you always get my complaints. From the past even to today, you are indeed my best friend Na” Abi looked at Naina gently with her shady gaze, instantly Naina almost drowned with Abi's gaze like that, she said, but Naina soon regained her own consciousness. 

“Oh yes, it looks like I want to continue my studies Bi” 

Quiet ...

Hygiene ...

Abi raised his head for a moment, looking at the smiling Ratih looking at him. 

“I'm proud if you keep wanting to learn, you're great Ra”

“Autside negri”

Abi was silent again, why suddenly? Inner Abi asked, Ratih is one of the important people in his life, far from Ratih of course Abi felt his life was lacking. Then how could Ratih want to go far this sudden way?.

“Today I was fiddling with the scholarship form, and it turned out to be a good result, I was accepted! I'll be leaving in about a month, I hope you're okay here”

It hurts! That feeling that is felt by Ratih at this time, how could he possibly have to suppress his love for his best friend every day? Seeing him grieve would make him even more sad, so going to a faraway place Ratih felt it was the right choice for the good of everyone. 

“You sure? No, I mean I'm glad you're continuing your education, but why go abroad? Isn't that too far? Your parents also usually don't agree if you're too far away from them, so isn't Ra?” it looks like Abi is trying to block the departure of this one and only friend. 

“It won't be long, just briefly, if there is time off, I will also often go home, now the era is all sophisticated, remember that Bi” Ratih chuckles, no! Abi saw that it seemed like Ratih's smile was being forced so much that her face looked strange. 

“Ah yes, this is not because you are too busy by Naina, you so forget this” Ratih thrust a few jars of medicine on Abi, his best friend was not to stop taking drugs for his survival. 

“Ah, honest problems lately made me forget about my medicine, but I am fine Ra” Abi smiled receiving medicine from Ratih. 

“Hmh, do not repeat, this is too risky for you Bi, do not be late again, make sure you drink it regularly”

Abi nods with a sincere smile on his lips “I hope you soon find a companion Ra, but please don't have a crush on Caucasians later abroad, you know for yourself right? I do not like bule men, haha” Abi chuckles to herself considering her own ridiculousness that does not like humans who come from foreign countries, even though her own clients are many from abroad. 

“I still like local Bi” Ratih replied wistfully.

“O yes? Wh who? Tell me, I should get to know him first” Abi said enthusiastically, making Ratih only smile faintly, his face growing more sorrowful. 

“Who?” Abi again asked as Ratih simply fell silent. 

Abi did not continue to ask when his phone rang, peeking at who was calling him, Abi sighed and just lifted him up. 

The look on Abi's face immediately turned crimson when he heard the words that were thrown from across there. 

“What?” it seems like Abi looks so angry. 

Abi hurriedly hung up the phone, looked at Ratih then immediately got up to his feet. 

“I'm going Ra! Thanks to everyone, please pay for my food and drinks first, later I change” without waiting for Ratih's approval, Abi rushed to run as hard as he could, so I could not wait, even without realizing the man had hit the door of the cafe made of glass. 

Abi ran to the hospital, drowsiness due to lack of sleep, fatigue, and pain that he had felt immediately evaporated when talking to Ratih, but again the discomfort appeared when hearing the news delivered by his mother-in-law. 

Naina falls out of her patient's bed, and the girl bleeds. 

“If it was intentional, then you will never I forgive Naina!”