My Sacrifice is worthless

My Heart You Bring As Well

"Dek, Mas is going to your house" said Gio.

Tumben mas Gio sent me a message this early? "Yes, please," I replied.

It just so happened that today was a school holiday, so I didn't have to rush to get ready for school. I shower and dress up.

"Assalamualaikum," the voice of Mas Gio gave a greeting.

"Waalaikumsalam" I replied.

Deghs. Mas Gio was carrying a large backpack. Where is he going?

"Look Mas. Where do you want to go in the morning with such a big bag? manyau.

"That's the purpose of coming here. I want to say the same," he said.

I'm confused by the feeling of uncertainty. "Ah, what am I thinking? I'm not who Gio is. Just a friend," my inner self.

"Where are you going? Will it be long?" ask me to try as soon as possible to suppress my voice.

"Mas wants to work the deck. I've got a call, and tomorrow's the interview. It just so happened that there was a brother there, so mas could stay there," he smiled.

"Oh ... So anyway. Yes, yes, go. Adek support Mas really," I smiled softly. I'm starting to like it. Please, not heart. It belongs to someone else.

"Why adek? How moody is that?" tanyanya.

"Ah, not really. Adek even happy Mas has got a work call, so can be independent and help parents and siblings right?" comforted him.

"Mas guessed, Adek would be sad if Mas stayed," he said sadly.

"Certainly Mas. But they also have their own lives. Mas had to work, save, and help his sister Mas school fees."

"Ta, I'd like to ask you what?" he looked at me.

I was noticed like that so the wrong behavior squeezed the end of my clothes. "Please Cook."

"Did Ita not like Mas?" he asked in an almost inaudible voice.

I was floundering for a moment. Without daring to look at him. "Mas, did you never say, if you want to go to school first and pursue the ideals of Adek? If one day we mate and Mas seriously same Adek, Mas may directly propose to Adek," I replied still down. I was afraid to look at the disappointment in his eyes.

He breathed heavy breaths. Lean on his seat and play his fingers. "Alright Deck. They will wait for you no matter what happens. Mas asked after Mas left for work, Adek take care of the heart for Mas. I want us to keep in touch either by short message or by phone" he asked.

"Alright Mas. God willing," I replied smiling.

"Here, I have something for you. Wouldn't it be if I had already left, huh? Studying diligently and don't forget to pray" he said, giving me a gift.

"What is this Mas? Why bother with gini? He couldn't talk about anything" I answered almost in tears.

"Don't talk like that. Later Mas will ask for your willingness to be part of Mas's heart, if you are ready," he said, rubbing my head hump.

"Gio, so leave? There's no more buses in the morning?" tanya Good. I almost forgot to ask him to come into the house.

"Not going in Good? Even sitting on the porch?" my many.

"Gak ah, do not want to be a mosquito repellent," he replied cengengesan.

"Yes, did you leave, Dek? Where's Tok Bah going? How can you not look?"

"Tok Bah is still sleeping. Pulang angling almost dawn prayer, finished praying tok Bah sleep deh."

"Greetings with Tok Bah and Grandma. If Mas is off work, Mas will come to meet Adek, "his smile.

"Ehem ... ahem .. duh Romeo and Juliet want to separate, lest his work will not be long because it is far away and can not stand the separation for long?" seloroh Nice.

"Don't do it, Mas Gio has to keep working. Cook because of me he doesn't work? It's not funny" I pouted.

"Joking Ta times," replied Nice chuckle.

"Already, let's go, the sun is already high," lamented Good.

"Yes .. just take you like my girlfriend" replied Mas Gio.

"Mas Pamit Dek, take care of yourself. Assalamualaikum," she said.

"Waalaikumsalam, Mas. You're careful on the road, aren't you, Mas? Let me know when you get there,"

He smiled and waved his hand at me. I drove her away until she disappeared at the turn of the road. Something felt lost here as he left and he took it with him, which is my heart.

Am I starting to like it? I rushed into the room and opened the gift given by Mas Gio. It turned out to be a pretty bag and I could use it to go to school. I took my gawa and typed a message there. "Thank you, Mum. Take care of yourself" I said.

***

Missing the heart of complaining

Impliedly

Growing pink characters

Poetry room longing

My atmaku brews the pot

The kalbu constant

Love flowers seduce

Put it on the blue sky

Not in the gray sky

***

"Mas's at the destination, Deck. Don't forget to have lunch and prayer" Gio's message went into my salary.

I smile. "Alhamdulillah. You too, Mas," I reply briefly.

"Why is my favorite grandson Tok Bah smiling to himself? tanya Tok Bah is standing near me.

"Tok Bah, just ngagetin. This is Tok, Mas Gio has gone to work for the interview this morning," I explained.

"Good dong, it's just his name is a good man because he wants to try and work hard," jelaw tok Bah enthusiastically.

"When did he leave?"

"Tok rice, there will be a farewell here,"

"Kok Tok Bah doesn't know?"

"Tok Bah is sleeping, how do you want to know? Ita want to go to the room first Tok Bah," I hurried up to the room.

"Assalamualaikum Tok Bah. Is Ita?" Lia said her regards.

"Vaalaikumsalam. Ada, just go upstairs," orders Tok Bah who is cool to coffee and eat his snacks.

"Aw-uh ... who is cool to daydream? Did Mas Gio really go to work? tanya Lia suddenly appeared at my bedroom door.

"Kayak jailangkung aja anyway Lia? Don't need a cantilever or a canticle to call you," I stroked my chest.

"Much a Jerem? I'm sorry.exhausting curious, I had to go to the house mas Bagus nganterin breakfast, he said out nganterin Mas Gio to the terminal," said Lia while sitting and nyomot snack me.

"Yes, just stopped here first saying goodbye to me," I replied still coolly reading my favorite novel.

"Groff ... New bag? When did you buy Ta? Why not jump around?" tanya Lia flipped through Mas Gio's handbag.

"Don't buy, given Mas Gio earlier,"

"So sweet is given a gift? When will I be given Mas Bagus?" tanyanya expectantly.

"Pity ...," I replied giggling.

"Wicked ah you, even mated," he said.

"You're afraid to say matre ntar," murmured Lia confused.

"Don't dong, if he wants to give us no

we need to wait for love" I said.

"Yes anyway. Uh, Feni's making it to her house. Continue to the beach," Lia enthusiastically invited.

"Gak ah, I'm males," I said. Though I do not want to if Harua joined Feni out other than to school. I can feel something is wrong with Feni.

"Come on dong, Ta? I'm not sure Mas Bagus is also on the beach,"

"Are you just as good, who am I?" my murmur.

"How do we take Toni?" lia mole.