
With a step gontai kususuri a long, steep and winding road. I don't know until when I'll meet the end of the road that leads me to a place called happiness and even heaven. Could it be that my paradise is not in this mortal realm? Still hidden away in a faraway place? Soon I guess, I'll soon reach out with his Ridho.
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In the afternoon we arrived home. The children greeted us with their special chatter. "Where are your mom and dad from? where's get? How did we get left behind, ma'am?" Ah, miss even a day I leave them feeling like we're separated. I hugged my children tightly, as if yawning all the burdens when they smelled their bodies. So simple is happy a mother isn't it?
This morning, I started taking the drug with great difficulty, due to its size. It's okay as long as I can recover for my husband and my baby.
"Take what medicine ma'am? Is she sick?" ask my firstborn.
"No, my mother is not sick. It's a vitamin so mom doesn't get loose anymore," I lie.
"It's school yeah, breakfast is ready, mommy's ready" he nodded and finished his breakfast. I looked at my son and husband.
"Sir, do not daydream that way, not good for your health," Adi rebuked.
"No Bang, be well," I replied accordingly.
He took a deep breath, knowing when I lied. "How about we find another deck alternative?" husband propose.
"I mean Brother?"
"We went to your parents' village, I heard from your brother there is your uncle who can treat supernatural things" he explained.
"But Bang, it's far away and what about the kids?" shirihku.
"We take them with us, there's no harm, right?"
"Yes. When are we leaving?"
"Tomorrow, pack now. Very early in the morning we leave," he asked.
"Alright bang. Tell Mom first, will you?" My husband agreed with a nod and went to his mother's house.
I packed the potluck, more kids clothes. We don't know how long it will be there.
The next day, we left while it was still dark to get easy public transport. From here we use an ojek, then a bus. Moving again to the second public transportation, when we arrived in the district we will move another bus to be able to reach my parents' village. Tired for sure, but the kids enjoyed their trip. Ita invited her sisters to sing a song she learned at school.
In the afternoon, we arrived at our destination. We'll stay at my eldest brother's house bang Sifa. It just so happened that he wasn't married, so we were more free there. He welcomed us with love, especially to his nephews.
My husband told me all the stories I had. "Tomorrow I'll take you there, let's see what happens" growled Sifa. "Now you rest first, must be tired of the long journey" he commanded.
I slept with a question mark, as if it was hard to close my eyes. My husband, too, seems very nervous.
Without the feel of a rooster unpretentious without eyes closed. I woke up preparing breakfast and coffee for my husband and sister Sifa. After eating our simple breakfast, Sifa rushed to invite us to the house of the uncle we called Mr. Tuha which means the uncle we raised in the village.
He inserted several types of rocks and stirred them using a small keris. Me, husband and bang Sifa were amazed. It was as if we could see a lot of people in the water. I know who the shadow's owner is. I was surprised, too, my husband.
"You're in my son's poison, but it's not really for you" said Mr. Tuha.
"Can the poison be returned to the owner Mr Tuha?" ask my husband in a furious voice.
"Depending on Anna, does she want to?" ask me again, Tuha.
I thought for a moment. Staring in my husband's bead. There is hate and revenge there. Will it solve the problem by replying to them? Maybe it's my destiny.
"Bang, this may be one of the ways God shows his affection for our children and our families,"
"What's this way, Deck? You don't feel sorry for your little ones? ask my husband sobbing.
My husband kept asking me to return the poison to him. I flinch. Could it be that my humanity should I throw away? Will they be able to heal me? No, Allah is the All-Knowing of the secrets behind this trial. I resigned to His Will.
"Bang, is it bad? Death is certain, but we don't know when, how and where. We all feel it sooner or later. All we have to do is surrender, endeavor and repent Bang. Don't you want to guide me to reach for His jannah?" tanyaku.
"Abang just wants you to heal. Deck. Brother just wants to be with you until old age, so please hold on for brother and children," my husband cried bitterly.
"Adek promise, will accompany brother until the end of life bang. However, if the promise of God has been charged, you must be sincere?" tergugu.
Bang Sifa and the rest of the family cried watching the scene. They can't force me anymore
"If Mr. Tuha can talk, the poison you're drinking, the wrong target, son,"
"I mean Mr Tuha? Actually, the poison wasn't for my wife?" ask my husband to be curious.
"Yes, but to your mother," Tuha stared deeply at my husband.
"No way sir, why would they want to poison my mother? And they are close friends?" my husband doesn't believe.
"Hair can be as black, but whose heart knows? They hold a grudge against your mother,"
"But why is my wife the one who can drink the poison Mr Tuha?"
"Because your wife lives without prejudice, Adi. Your mother once said rudely or offended the person who gave this poison. The grudge had long been imprinted, but only now could they carry it out. However, unfortunately your wife is the victim of their selfishness ", explained Mr. Tuha.
"The word is like two knives. It can lead us toward goodness and reward, but if we do not keep it oral it can make us perish. Your mouth is your tiger who is ready to pounce on your opponent or turn against you" said Mr. Tuha.
"So, what should we do, Tuha sir? Can the poison be tasted or treated?"
"It's hard, because it's damaged your wife's internal organs. We can only prevent its spread for now. This poison is so powerful, thank God your wife still survives to this day" he explained.
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