My Sacrifice is worthless

Missing Targets of Pov 11

My husband kept asking me to return the poison to him. I flinch. Could it be that my humanity should I throw away? Will they be able to heal me? No, Allah is the All-Knowing of the secrets behind this trial. I resigned to His Will.

"Bang, is it bad? Death is certain, but we don't know when, how and where. We all feel it sooner or later. All we have to do is surrender, endeavor and repent Bang. Don't you want to guide me to reach for His jannah?" tanyaku.

"Abang just wants you to heal. Deck. Brother just wants to be with you until old age, so please hold on for brother and children," my husband cried bitterly.

"Adek promise, will accompany brother until the end of life bang. However, if the promise of God has been charged, you must be sincere?" tergugu.

Bang Sifa and the rest of the family cried watching the scene. They can't force me anymore

"If Mr. Tuha can talk, the poison you're drinking, the wrong target, son,"

"I mean Mr Tuha? Actually, the poison wasn't for my wife?" ask my husband to be curious.

"Yes, but to your mother," Tuha stared deeply at my husband.

"No way sir, why would they want to poison my mother? And they are close friends?" my husband doesn't believe.

"Hair can be as black, but whose heart knows? They hold a grudge against your mother,"

"But why is my wife the one who can drink the poison Mr Tuha?"

"Because your wife lives without prejudice, Adi. Your mother once said rudely or offended the person who gave this poison. The grudge had long been imprinted, but only now could they carry it out. However, unfortunately your wife is the victim of their selfishness ", explained Mr. Tuha.

"The word is like two knives. It can lead us toward goodness and reward, but if we do not keep it oral it can make us perish. Your mouth is your tiger who is ready to pounce on your opponent or turn against you" said Mr. Tuha.

"So, what should we do, Tuha sir? Can the poison be tasted or treated?"

"It's hard, because it's damaged your wife's internal organs. We can only prevent its spread for now. This poison is so powerful, thank God your wife still survives to this day" he explained.

"Pak Tuha will give you an antidote, but this cannot treat an existing wound, but only as an antidote can poison it,"

Mr. Tuha also concocted various types of medicinal plants that are believed to be antidotes to poison lodged in my body. The look of pity I felt in all the eyes of my brothers. I smiled, saying I was okay. Even though there was some worry there, could I survive?

All the process we have gone through, I am more painstakingly taking all the drugs that my husband prepared for my recovery. Coughing more and more often day and night. Sometimes feelings of shame and discomfort are seen as a disease. My body is getting thinner, I have lost a lot of weight because sometimes I can't sleep all night and my appetite decreases.

Nur I stopped giving him Asi, not good for his health if I still suckle with my condition like this.

Ever since my husband found out I was sick from poison from people he knew, he became temperamental, often wandering and playing gambling. He often yells at children and often even those small bodies become the target of his anger that I do not know for whom?

It continues to work as usual. However, if he is not working he is rarely at home.more often spend his time outside.

I know he was sad and disappointed at my decision to choose to ignore not to reply, once my husband said to his mother. "It's all mom's fault. If only she hadn't hurt them, my wife wouldn't have been the victim" she just fell silent, either she felt it was true or vice versa.

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That morning, I felt unwell, Nausea and dizziness whack. My 6-month treatment was over, but the cough didn't stop. I'm trying to remember what's wrong with me this morning. Turns out..

All day I felt nauseous and dizzy, countless times I vomited. Sweet tea and eucalyptus oil have been drunk and bottled by Ita. His face was so worried to see how I was.

"Mother, don't get sick again? Let's have some tea. Here Ita kasih eucalyptus oil has Nur's deck," glared as she rubbed my back.

"Mother is okay baby, just catch a cold, later accompany the mother to the midwife well?"

"Yes ma'am, this is the first meal of the porridge," this little boy has been very painstaking to look after and take care of me.

"Mom, Anna Fitri and Nur? Anna wants to go to Neneng midwife first, do not know why the body feels bad from the morning," I said to mother.

"Yes, Na. Go, let me take care of you, be careful on the road?" my in-laws message.

I held Ita's small hand down the street. There were many things he told me along the way, about school and his ideals.

"Mom, Ita if you have grown up want to be a police ma'am," he said.

"Why do you want to be a cop? If the policewoman is not the police dear, but the policewoman," I replied laughing.

"Yes, polwan. Let Ita be able to take care of the mother of the bad guy like grandfather used to be evilin mother, and if people play gambling want Ita tangkep too," he explained.

When my heart ached to remember the past events my father-in-law did, it turned out that not only I was traumatized by it, but also my children. Why haven't I realized it had an impact so far?

"Yes, remember that night, son?" tanyaku carefully.

"Still dong ma'am, Ita won't forget. Ita's afraid of Mom if you see grandpa," she replied innocently.

"Darling, horrified mom. All humans sometimes do wrong because man is the place of wrong and sin. However, we as fellow human beings must be able to forgive each other and forget those mistakes so that our lives are calm and peaceful" I explained.

"Why should you forgive mom? Are evil grandfathers the same as us? Same for the crying mother," he asked innocently.

"Allah is Oft-Forgiving, so we as human beings must forgive each other, dear?" mylm.

Ita nodded her head in understanding, hopefully she can forget about the incident.

20 Minutes on foot, we arrived at the Neneng midwife clinic which was my subscription during my stay here.

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