My Sacrifice is worthless

Wisdom Behind the Mother Pov Exam 12

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20 Minutes on foot, we arrived at the Neneng midwife clinic which was my subscription during my stay here.

"Mom Anna, last month came remember?" ask the midwife.

Deg, I'm surprised. I almost forgot it was supposed to be the third week of every month that the guest came. "It was supposed to be last week, midwife, but not yet" I replied.

"Well, that's my guess. 7 Weeks pregnant. Nausea and dizziness are commonly experienced by young pregnant women called morning sickness," explained the midwife with a smile.

"I'm positive about getting pregnant from midwife?" I just can't believe it.

"Yes ma'am, HPL june 25, huh ma'am? It's vitamin and anti-vomiting. Increase eating fruits, vegetables and drinking water. reduce the caffeine found in coffee and tea, if you can drink milk pregnant women only," explained the midwife.

"God, Alhamdulillah.. Thank you, midwife" I replied sumringah. "It wants to have more ado, son, no cuddle?"

"Really mom? sister girl what boy mom?" tanyanya enthusiastic.

"Yes don't know, baby, it's still God's secret. Later if we are born again we can see, girls like his brothers or become princes,"

"Hore got another grandpa.hore got a baby grandpa," Ita jumped up and down happily patting both hands.

My mother and I laughed at her behavior. I pay and say goodbye to the midwife. "This is a young mango bu Anna, happened to be a mango behind my house fruitful, maybe the sustenance is Anna," said the midwife while handing a crackle full of young mangoes.

"God, thank you, midwife, so bother,"

"Nothing Miss Annak, I am happy to get pregnant again and hopefully as expected, healthy all," said the mother midwife.

"Aamiin. once again thank you ma'am, I'm sorry, Assalamualaikum,"

"Waalaikumsalam," replied the midwife.

Thank God, hopefully according to what we have been waiting for so far.

When I got home, I saw my husband coming home and chatting with my mother.

"Bang, adek positive pregnant bang," said I'm happy.

"real deck? Thank God. Brother is so cute on the deck," my husband hugged me.

"Alhamdulillah, may this time be a man?" mother said expectantly.

"Yes, hopefully. Help me with prayer, ma'am?" sahutku.

"Yes, but yeah? If it's a girl again, I'm going to nyariin Adi a new wife, let's get a boy" she said.

The smile that had been gracing my face and bang Adi suddenly dimmed.

"Why are you talking about that, Mom? Is God's sustenance good, Mom? I don't have a daughter but I have a good daughter-in-law. Is it the same mom?" deny husband.

"Well, Adi, what are you? Not being able to give birth to a boy is useless!" fawning mother.

"Oh God, Mom. Anna wants to make mom and bang Adi happy no matter what. Anna also wants to give the mother a grandson, but God wills another ma'am" I said.

"That's your reason. Already, I don't want to know, anyway this one must be a man if not yes want you to have honey. You're sick anyway" mother jolted.

"Oh... So you're wrong mom? It's good of you, your wife's base is a disease why is it wrong mother? Want to be your bad boy?" sergeant.

"I'm not guilty of motherhood, but it's actually like that," said bang Adi.

"Bang, mom. Yes huh? No need to worry anymore, I am sick because God loves me. And if I can't give you a boy, you can get married again bang, after 40 days I give birth later so that I can accompany you kabul ijab," I said. I smiled, but my heart cried out in pain.

"No deck, no matter what happens, you're my only wife until death do you part" my husband said.

"I.., um...,"

"Ah drama so much you husband and wife. I want to go home first" said mom.

We breathe seeing mother's behavior. "Udah ya Dek's. Don't think about mother's words. You take a shower in the afternoon, pregnant women are not good to take a shower in the afternoon," asked my husband gently.

I took a shower and took care of my children. After dinner, my husband decided to leave the house.

"Dek, brother came out and wanted to go to the cement house," he said.

"Yes bang, be careful. Don't be late for home, are you?"

He also passed away. Lately my husband has been out at night, sometimes in the afternoon. Go home late. I was very worried and curious about what he was doing and where he was going. Wanting to follow her, I could not bear to leave the children at home.

The clock has shown at 12 past midnight. Where is my husband? I can't close my eyes waiting for him to come home. At 2 am I heard knocking on the door and greeting. I hurried to open my husband's door. His eyes flushed with sleepiness, not the smell of alcohol or wine. Thank God he was not influenced to drink hard with his friends.

"Well, what was the night of his return? Not tired of you?"

"Udah, brother sleepy. Don't ask too many questions" he said.

What's wrong with my husband? It's not usually. Is there another problem? Tomorrow I'll find out what exactly happened.

"Bang, adek want to ask for money to shop. Rice, oil, electricity, and side dishes too" I asked that morning. Bang adi reached into his pocket handed him 1 piece of money in red.

"dude? This isn't enough?"

"Buy the potluck first Dek, brother's money lives that way," he replied.

"Loh, you just came home yesterday from work, usually giving five hundred bang for a week shopping," I asked again.

"Yesterday I asked for the same two hundred thousand money last night brother gather together friends will need snacks as well as deck," he said. I don't mind him giving his mother money and treating his friends as long as the kitchen money and the children's snacks are not disturbed.

"Bang, our son is three. Electricity needs to be paid, pregnant again. Is enough of this hundred thousand for the next week?" my lament.

"Buy it first sober, ntar brother addedin again. Don't be chatty, be grateful for what your husband gave you" she replied.

"Not that I'm not grateful Bang, but?"

"After all, just talk to you! I'm gonna go out, get dizzy," he jolted.

Oh God, only this time my husband yelled at me like that for 7 years of marriage. "What's this?" bathinku. Did I do anything wrong to her?

With a hundred thousand dollars, I spent 2kg of rice, half a liter of oil, salted fish and vegetables. Hopefully enough for us these few days. I have to solve this problem, I can't stand it for long without knowing what the problem is.

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