My Sacrifice is worthless

Back To School's

Today I went back to school after a week I was in the village. I was ready to leave when Lia came to me. "I'm sorry, Ta. I wasn't there when you were sad" said Lia Lirih.

"It's okay, Lia. I know the distance from here to my village is quite far," I replied smiling.

"Yes, yesterday there was Bagus and mas Gio to my house to serve. Mas Gio had an accident too huh?" my many.

"Yes, Mas Gio maksa Bagus to pray even though his feet are also in sewing loh. It's a pretty big wound,"

"It looks like Mas Gio has a crush on you, Ta," Lia said, smiling.

"I don't want to think of anything like that yet, Li. My life has been very hard especially in addition to the problem of men?" my exposition.

"Yes, the crush is not wrong, Ta. Can we blame the feeling of liking someone?" tanyakanya.

"Basar pujangga cinta. I'm hunted, later closed the school gate security guard again," I said as I accelerated my bicycle paddles.

For now I dagun want to think about a guy thing let alone dating, for me it will make my life more problematic.

Arriving at class, my friends expressed their condolences for Fitri's death. An envelope containing the condolence donation. God, there are still many who care. I cried when I saw their care. Lovely and Lia hugged me. So is my homeroom teacher, Ajeng ma'am.

The lesson went on as usual. Thank goodness I was able to follow everything smoothly.

***

Tonight I, Tok Bah and grandma sit back in the living room. Shortly stop two motorcycles in front of the house that turned out to be Lia, Bagus and mas Gio came to visit. They asked Tok Bah for permission to take me out to eat. Tok Bah allowed because he had known them with a note at 9 pm already back home.

We chose to eat at a terminal that if a night in magic became a place to trade street vendors. All types of food are there as we want at affordable prices.

I ordered my favorite meatballs. We ate while talking about school because I, Lia and Bagus were still in school. Mas Gio was still waiting for his work call.

"Ta, if you want to be more serious with you, how?" ask Gio suddenly. I choked with a red face.

"Well, someone was shot until he choked. chest tight as if breathing was spaced," joked Lia.

"What the hell is Lia? my tukas.

"Sorry, I don't want to answer right now. But, I'm still in school and there's a lot of things I still want to pursue."

"If Mas is serious, wait for me to finish school, I still want to go to college and work, Mas," I said slowly as I squeezed the end of my clothes, afraid he was offended.

Mas Gio fell silent, leaning back on his seat. "Yes, I understand, Ta. I don't mean you answer now, which I'll definitely wait for you" he replied, which I didn't expect.

"You have the right to pursue your ideals, Ta and mas are sure you can because mas can see your determination is so great," he said sincerely.

"Thank you for the support, I hope everything goes well. By the way, when do you work?" ask me to divert the conversation.

"Mas, still waiting for the call, Ta. Pray as soon as possible, it's only a good distance of about 3 hours from here" he said.

"Aamiin, hopefully soon, Mas, let there be activities,"

"The gas at home helps the mother really, it is the mother selling in the market so the mas help prepare the ingredients at home," he explained.

"The horror, Ta. Sons of Sholeh, dear mother," we laughed at Lia's curse.

The sweet black man, with curly hair and ginsul on his teeth, will attract anyone with his manners and manners.

Arriving at home, he drove me to the front door and said goodbye to Tok Bah.

"Tok Bah, I'll go home first, thank you for allowing Ita to come out with me" he said.

"Yes carefully. As long as not every night you bring my grandchild, yes I will not allow it," said Tok Bah laughing.

"Ta, tomorrow's Sunday, won't you go to Mas' house? I want to know you as a mother and father, Mas," he asked.

"InshaAllah Mas. I'll take Lia with you tomorrow, will you?"

"If you can do it, but if you're embarrassed you can take Lia," he replied.

"Okay, good night. Assalamualaikum,"

"The pamit, Waalaikumsalam," he said while starting his motorbike.

"Your boyfriend, Ta? tanya Tok Bah suddenly from behind and made me shocked.

"Astaghfirullah, tock Bah? Ita was so shocked..," I stroked my chest.

"Hahahahaha..who told you to dream and watch Romeo come home?" tok Bah laughs

"He's not dating Tok Bah and he won't be. If he's serious he'll have to wait for Ita to finish school and apply directly to the parents" I replied.

"Good, tok Bah doesn't allow you to have girlfriends either. The right school and so people managed to think about it" said Tok Bah.

***

The next day, Mas Gio picked me up at home and asked grandma's permission to go to his house. Coincidentally Tok Bah is not at home because he is going fishing which became his hobby.

"Mas, was Lia invited?" many of me who feel uncomfortable berbongkongan with him on the bike.

"Just take it, we stop by the house of Buleknya first," he replied.

Upon arrival at Lia's Bulek house, I said my greetings. Assalamualaik... Lia?"

"Waalaikumsalam, Lia is behind nduk, just go in" replied Lia.

I rushed in because I've been here so many times that I've memorized the location. "Li, come with me yuks."

"Where are you going? I've done a lot of work, Ta. I want to iron it for school tomorrow" he replied.

"To Gio's mas house, Li. I'm embarrassed to be alone and not good to see people. Then he thought of the macems again," I explained.

"Cie.. who wants to be invited to the home of the prospective in-laws?" candelessly.

"Make a joke." I said.

"Be careful, Ta. There are a lot of people who have a crush on Gio. Tuh girl whose name is Diana has a crush on Gio mas as well," explained Lia.