My Sacrifice is worthless

My Sacrifice is worthless
Always Wrong





"You know that man, Ita?" ask me cold.


"Yes Well. He's my Junior High friend" I replied.


"So, it's all your fault, isn't it?" cerca dad.


"What is Dad saying?" my question is not to understand.


"It's because you introduced Fitri and the guy, isn't it?"


"Well, I don't know how they know either?"


"Not many reasons, Ta. You never liked Fitri better than you. Answer honestly ...!" his yell.


"For God's sake, Dad. Fitri the sister I love the most, there's no way I can hurt her even with the tip of a fingernail" I cried. I didn't think my parents had this kind of mind. At times like this, they can still blame others, even my children their grandchildren.


"If not you, who else?" timpal granny.


"I don't know, Grandma, am I the only one in your eyes?" my tears.


My father and grandmother were silent. Staring at me with a dislike look.


"You are indeed a child who does not know in profit, an ungrateful brother. If it wasn't Fitri who sent you to Junior High, you wouldn't be like this right now" read Dad.


"I thought you were married. From now on you don't have to go back there for school" she said.


I was silent to Grandma's words. Why are all the mistakes being made to me?


"Who can't go to school?" ask me Bah suddenly. He stood in front of the door, holding her. Showing her unhappy face.


"Who can't go to school?" rework tok Bah.


"If you're not happy about Ita's presence here, let me take her home immediately" tweeted Tok Bah.


"It's not so Uncle. But the man who brought Fitri that night, was a friend of Ita's. If it wasn't for Ita's friend, there's no way she would have dared to bring Fitri along" the father replied.


"Why are you so sure? Have you asked that guy? Is it really Ita who introduced them?" search tok Bah.


My father and grandmother were silent.


"Can't you, don't give everything to someone else? Have you as parents corrected your own mistakes? Have you done your job and role as a parent? If so, why are your grandchildren one in the east and one in the west? can you explain it to me?" tanya tok Bah at length.


I, who was uncomfortable with the situation, tried to melt the atmosphere.


"It's okay, Tok Bah. Maybe, all this time Ita has not been able to be a good child for Ita's parents," I explained.


"After all, parents have no right to judge their children that way, Ta. Yes, you are ready, come to Tok Bah home," orders tok Bah.


Hearing that, my father and grandmother looked confused. They remained silent for quite a while.


"Don't bring Ita first Uncle, what will people say if Ita isn't here? let him stay here for a week," father asked.


"Yes Bah, what will people say?" continued grandma.


"Well, that's shameless of you too? Have you been busy thinking about other people's thoughts? When you revile and scold your grandchildren in front of others, you don't think about it?" ask the Bah.


"We didn't mean it like that uncle. We just ...?"


"Have ... already, I don't want to hear any excuses. Learn to be a good parent. Make the calamity that befalls Fitri as a blessing to yourself. Take his silver, for nothing will be eternal. Including your pride and arrogance towards posterity," explained Tok Bah.


The faces of the father and grandmother instantly changed hearing Tok Bah's words.