My Sacrifice is worthless

My Sacrifice is worthless
Wolf Hairy Sheep Mother POV 5



His breath sounds rang out, he approached and got closer. I'm so scared that this is a robber who could have hurt me and the kids.


A touch landed on my hand. I flinched and then woke up. The dim light of the lamp made it difficult for me to see who was in front of me. The body of the person in front of me stiffened when I saw what I was holding earlier.


"Mr???!!" my screams choked. My brain was quick to think, what was my in-laws doing here and how did they get in and all the doors and windows were locked?


"Quiet, Na. You have no intention of evil, you just want to accompany you," he explained that makes me more afraid.


"What do you mean by Father? I'm your son-in-law, sir?" my answer is almost hysterical.


"Step-daughter-in-law to be exact," with a scary grin.


"Father get out of here before I shout and people will come here" I sobbed.


"Well, if you change your mind, just say it" he said without burden.


After my father-in-law's departure, I immediately locked the door. I'll ask bang Adi to replace all the keys. I'm afraid he'll come back when my husband isn't home.


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Your husband came home today.


"Assalamualaikum the children of Dad, are you already in the fragrance?" Ita and Fitri are very happy that her father is coming home.


"Vaalaikumsalam. Healthy Bang? long time very bang like bang Amat?" tanyaku pretended to pout.


"Do not have to mengumpulin first deck materials as much as possible, if not yes loss. By the way how to bang Amat, deck?"


"Yes, Bang Amat bang, very long, very catapulted, all very bang," I replied giggling holding his stomach.


"Hahaha, can you please deck??" my husband laughed.


"Yes, Bang. Can you add door and window locks? Make it 2-3" I asked.


Bang Adi fused his eyebrows together. Maybe he was confused by my request. " What's up, Deck? Is anyone intending to be evil to you?" tanyanya.


"No, Bang. Just in case, are you rarely at home," I say. I don't want a second world war. Let me keep this secret myself.


"Oh, yeah. Tomorrow we go to the market and take the kids on the road" he asked. I just gave you a thumbs up sign of agreement. "Let God show his power in the future without me revealing it now. They don't believe me because I don't have any evidence, let alone witnesses?" bathinku.


Tonight we were joking together. We rarely do this because of my husband. Suddenly someone knocked on the door and said hello. From her voice, I know it's mom, hopefully not with dad. "Let's Mom, sir come in," asked me restlessly to see my father looking at me.


"Home home, Na? ask mother.


"Mommy was this afternoon,"


"Kok, haven't you been to Mom's?"


"Maybe still tired, Mom,"


I walked in without speaking again.


"Well, you son?"


"Alhamdulillah, healthy son. Mother and father plan also want to go to work upstream. We'll make the sampan "obviously he.


" That's good, Mom. You and I can make a sampan, so what's wrong with trying?" welcome my husband enthusiastically.


"Yes. That's why we came here to borrow money from you, son,"


"There it is, Mom. But our savings to set up a house. Anna was two months pregnant, before the birth I wanted the house to be standing, ma'am" my husband explained carefully.


"Well parents, what are your calculations? If the boat sells, I'll change your cash!!?" sahut mom's angry.


Feeling increasingly uncomfortable, I tried to dilute the atmosphere by inviting dinner together.


"It's okay kok Bang, let the mother use the savings first, the baby is still 7 months ntar also replaced the mother really," I said to my husband when he sucked into the kitchen.


"Is it really okay Deck? Brother just pitying you and the children living in a house is not worth it like this" replied my husband.


"That's okay, not long, is it? Let's go to mom first," I gave her some encouragement.


"This ma'am, our savings are three million rupiah, hopefully enough ma'am?" my husband handed me the money.


"Well, that's dong. Do not stingy with parents ntar kualat," greet my in-laws with a face sumringah.


"Yes, Mom, sir. We eat first, right? Anna cooks all favorite spicy sour fish,"


We ate it with great pleasure that night with spicy sour fish dishes and sambal belacan. After eating my in-laws leave home, because tomorrow they will shop for the necessities to go to Hulu to ride my husband. There's a sense of relief that my father-in-law won't be here as long as my husband doesn't come home. Allah is Wise.


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Three months later, my in-laws have returned all the money they used. Thank you for the materials and materials to build our house.


We built a house next to uncle bang Adi and rented our land from Pak Rt. My husband will buy it. Turns out, the in-laws will also build a house right next to our house, no matter what I think let it not be far apart.


One month, we were ready to move. A simple house with a flat floor, a nipah leaf roof and semi-board walls and nipah leaves at the top. Cooking using a wood stove. Thank God for His sustenance we can also install a 450v list.


Since my husband worked there, we have been able to save and live more decent lives. I decided to go down and plant rice so I could help my husband. My kids brought them along because no one was keeping them at home. My gestational age has entered the age of 6 months. There are many things I can do before I give birth.


His uncle's rice field wife was close to me, so we could go and go home together to look after each other. Apparently, his aunt is quite nice and funny, especially his laughter that has special characteristics. We would laugh if he laughed.


Without feeling, I will soon give birth. Hopefully this time our boy will be able to use KB.


That morning my stomach had been feeling heartburn from dawn, My in-laws happened to be not home, still at work. We had to call a child shaman named Mbo Minah. Famous children shamans in our village. Heartburn is increasingly becoming, the birthmark has also come out, just waiting for Mbo Minah to come.


Before long Mbo Minah came, I could not bear to not push anymore. Three times I pushed, Alhamdulillah was born our third daughter, beautiful and white, we named Nurjannah which means the light of heaven.


A few days after giving birth, came a married couple who still have a kinship with my husband. After a moment of small talk, they declared they wanted to adopt my 1-new-born son. How surprised I was to hear their request.


"We came here, intending to adopt your baby. You know we were married for 10 years. But God has not yet cast an eye light for us" explained bi Eko at length.


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