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long enough in silence after the conversation, until Rian closed his eyes and fell asleep, Gia turned to face Rian whose breathing was regular, which meant that he was already asleep, with hands that are still holding each other Gia tried to vent it with a slightly tighter grip than before. "i also love you mas, mas, I'm just afraid I can't give you the best, you're much better or even too good for me." Gia said in her heart, without feeling her tears fall. Rian who is really not really sleeping really opened his eyes, even almost every movement of Gia he knew.

"hey.." call Rian who makes Gia surprised because it turns out not to be asleep. "why is the nangosteen? I was wrong, right?" Rian sat on the bed that made himself parallel to the face of the woman he was currently covering. "Gi. "call him again, "hey. come on, don't gini" this time he gently pulled Gia's hand asking to look at him and this time Rian was already sitting on Gia's bed.

after Gia sat down and looked at Rian her dikes even more uncontrollable, spontaneously Rian hugged her, just hugging without asking what? wh why? or whatever, until Gia fell asleep in her embrace, Rian lay still hugging Gia, she did not do much movement so that Gia did not wake up.

drowsiness that was felt by Rian immediately especially when Gia's legs stretched nudging nudge something that had begun to harden because his body was attached to Gia, this makes Rian's mind drift in no direction, a subtle snoring from Gia that stated she had been quite sound.15 minutes passed Rian still could not sleep, yet, how can I sleep because already from three minutes ago it is not the foot that is lodged there but one of Gia's hands grasping the junior, Rian who could not bear to finally try to escape from Gia, it seems like he will complete his desire in the bathroom.

Rian who will return to the mattress after finishing surprised to see Gia who bathed in sweat when the AC was on, he immediately checked Gia's body temperature which was warmed and her body was flushed. "non..." call Rian soft, Gia who was awakened surprised because Rian only wears a towel covering his waist, Gia reflexes see his own body which is still wrapped completely. "you why? " question Rian pointed at Gia's red hand, while contacting Awan. "whose phone? " tanya Gia did not answer Rian's question.

"gw don't like it on male video calls" Cloud replied after raising the video call, "shit... You want to show off? abis how many rounds are you?" hearing Cloud's statement made Rian aware that he had not worn anything, Space pointed his camera at Gia. "do you wear full clothes de? " ask the clouds wonder.

"gw ain't gonna give you a look if he ain't got nothing! I want to ask her why her body?" ask the Clouds, then ask Gia to hold her HP because she wants to dress.

"are you allergic to something? " ask Awan, who is answered nodding. "what?" ask again with a smile.

"shrimp"

"hem. later ask your irresponsible girlfriend to buy allergy medicine yes, for a while you can drink coconut water"

"okay"

"how? " ask Rian who joined after wearing a full outfit.

"what did you eat?"

"a lot.. to the point why! don't guess the same guess" he replied while embracing Gia.

"he's a seafood allergy, you better avoid it"

Rian immediately turned to Gia, "why didn't you say?" tanyanya gently.

"stop! I want to vomit the clay" said Awan saw the sweet attitude of Rian.

"drink milk yes." asked Rian again without caring about the clouds.

"he doesn't like milk" The cloud replied, Rian had a glance towards his HP. "many also know this demon child" Inner Rian, when the cloud will answer again its HP immediately turned off.

"walk sir" Rian insisted

"do sir" replied Gia no less resolute but as she approached Rian and took his hand, making Rian die a flea, seeing that the villa guard went and returned to rest.

Gia brought Rian back into the room, Cave was determined to tell Rian about it, somehow he felt safe as when he was with Bagus. until Rian's room immediately lay in his place and opened his HP, Gia also did the same thing she returned to bed, the difference is Gia directly asked for her cellphone held by Rian.

"what time is it?"

"wild"

"what time?"

"4 o'clock"

"SUH at 4 am, people are still resting mas, the dispensary that is decket must also have closed" he explained in the room that turned in the other direction. "liat here deh mas, " call Gia again for a few more times finally Rian turned his head, "kasian kasian kamang his mamang again rest, tomorrow if it was morning just tell him yes, do not be this hour, not this time, later if he why why would you feel more guilty, yes? " Rian answered him with a smile, he was pleased with the mature attitude Gia had.

"non... Can I ask you something?"

"hemm?"

"may I know why you rejected my proposal?" rian asked curiously, because Gia was silent, Rian was not even happy because he asked that. "what if you do not want to answer it yet, sleep again gih.." Rian replied again.

just as Rian turns his back on her, Gia calls, asking him to sit down and then Gia tells him all of her fears in hopes that Rian can accept her, with all her flaws. he tells all his fears and why until there is fear, starting the story with a blank stare, mid-story full of emotion, until the end of the story that tears.

finally they spend the dawn with each other chatting, even his hands while embracing Gia, under his hand Rian still felt how Gia was trembling with the embrace he was doing so Rian asked for permission to hold his hand and everything Rian did with the permission of Gia.

Gia feels so grateful to have Rian actually accept her for who she is, even after Gia recounts the trauma she suffered Rian instead said.

"i can't promise you a cure, I can't promise you'll be as normal as other women in general because what you're going through is too hard and too painful for you. but I have one promise you can keep that I will be there for you, to get through that time, all you have to do now is believe that we can get through it together. "

for some people the word may be ordinary but for Gia it's a sign to destroy the wall she's been building.

after Bright Rian immediately asked Gia to improve the road as well as return to Jakarta, do not forget he bought a cure for allergies in natural Gia. there is a heartwarming moment when going into the car to get back, Gia apologizes for everything she did by arriving and unreasonably and Gia accepts Rian's proposal the day before, Rian who was deeply moved still had time to ask Gia 'was she allowed to hug, which Gia answered with a nod.