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"God... Is the decision I made right? how special she treated me, how much she appreciated me, I was afraid of disappointing her, I was afraid of hurting her" Gia said without feeling her tears flowing and felt unworthy to be with Rian, Gia cried silently until tired with tears as well.

Rian who woke up first was a little surprised because he felt there was a hand on his stomach, after seeing it he immediately sat down to see the owner of the hand that was still sleeping, but with eyes moist. Rian stood up, then moved beside Gia, in the same bed. Rian pulled Gia slowly in his embrace, took Gia's hand to circle around her waist and leaned Gia on her chest, as if that place was the most comfortable place Gia tightened her hug gave Rian a happy smile and went back to sleep with Gia in her embrace.

so comfortable that position even Rian did not feel if the woman in his embrace had moved from the side, Rian immediately sat while not squirming and found no one beside him. Rian saw at 10:38 "it turns out the most comfortable position will make you sleep comfortably too" he said in his heart.

after bathing Rian out looking for Gia but he did not find her anywhere, Tian even looked for her until the backyard that had a swimming pool, Rian panicked and Rian's mind started where, where, she is afraid that Gia kidnapped her cousin sister, she is also afraid that Gia is angry because she sleeps while hugging him. Rian has circled the villa twice but Gia is not there, but Gia is not there, last time a villa guard asked about Gia said that if Gia came out, Rian went back inside to get the car keys and moved out, when he was about to reach the gate Rian saw the lover enter by carrying groceries.

"where you? he said three days" he asked confusedly

"the next time you go out and say" he answered briefly and took the groceries.

"gold you look for me? " he asked with a laugh, Rian who was upset at laughing directly manyun. "sorry, you were so good, I was not good to wake her up" he continued.

they returned to the villa and brought all the groceries to the kitchen.

"no more gi.. I'm surprised" said Rian really mean, "some of you know just where to buy gini" he continued.

"i asked his wife who keeps the villa in the anter walk, but I bought it for us one day, tomorrow home right?"

"yes, I'll be home tomorrow" she replied, "I'll cook?" permission on Gia.

" can? " ask her back.

"can dong."

"i don't have stomach pain medication... "

"your watch, yeah, it'll be addictive."

that afternoon Rian cooked and Gia just helped, then asked to sit at the dinner table, without being allowed to help anything else.before the food was ready and they had lunch together, he said, throughout the meal Gia continued to praise Rian's cuisine that was second to none, the taste was very fitting for Gia's tongue. After eating Gia read a book by the pool, with Rian who was a hobby of reading, Rian who was a hobby of reading, as long as they are familiar, sometimes they just go out to find a quiet place and read, even though eventually the two of them just read without talking but sometimes they both do not need a voice, only each other, there is one another, they're already happy.

all that Rian had prepared had come, in the help of tea Narti and and kang roy the guardian of the villa belonging to the doctor Awan, Brian prepared all his own, and, not because there are no funds but he knows his woman is not a person who likes luxury, then Rian prepares as simple as possible with his own hands. eventually become the atmosphere that Rian wants, Rian,the one she was sure Gia liked with everything she prepared, this would be a surprise for her, a surprise she would never forget.

19.30

Rian who was neat in the living room turned his head when he heard the sound of the door opening, his mouth opening as the woman he was waiting for came out, although with casual clothes but very beautiful with thin makeup given by his men that he specifically did to spoil Gia today.

dinner went very successfully, until finally at the top of the show Rian clasped Gia's hand very tightly and re-applied to Gia and expressed his sincerity. "I may not be as patient as your sister, as well as your sister, is, but I will try to make you the best in my life. Do you want to be my wife? " said Rian without breaking.

"mas... " Gia was worried, confused, astonished. "i can't mas. sorry" he said getting up from sitting and leaving. Rian was glued, silent, still surprised by the rejection, Rian took out his HP, "ga so. in rejected," send.he sent the message to Bagus. "calm... it's not a rejection, he's just not ready, make him as comfortable as possible to tell it. He's got a trauma that neither I nor Risa can tell, that tells it must be her own, she said, because he's a natural and really knows what it's like." Good reply.

Rian tries to control himself, he tries to calm down, after he feels quite calm he catches up with Gia to the room, the room that the night before his two. "non. open non" call her while knocking, "i want to change clothes, I also cape" call her again, long enough process until finally the door opens. Rian entered without saying anything he entered the bathroom, took a shower to cool his head.

meanwhile outside Gia who felt guilty even more unpleasant to see the attitude of Rian who even became very indifferent, Gia lay avoiding to meet Rian. twenty minutes later Rian finished the bath and directly stretched the extra bed and went straight into the blanket, then they were immersed in their respective minds until finally.

"Non... "

"heemms"

"you know ga? I accept you for what is? " ask Rian, Gia just kept quiet did not answer. "you can ask the same Good, I'm not a person who is easy to be serious with people and me if I love it I will fight." connect her again and then pull Gia's hand and hold her.

long enough in silence after the conversation, until Rian closed his eyes and fell asleep, Gia turned to face Rian whose breathing was regular, which meant that he was already asleep, with hands that are still holding each other Gia tried to vent it with a slightly tighter grip than before. "i also love you mas, mas, I'm just afraid I can't give you the best, you're much better or even too good for me." Gia said in her heart, without feeling her tears fall. Rian who is really not really sleeping really opened his eyes, even almost every movement of Gia he knew.