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last story #2 (still Risa)

hiks... hyks.....

the son paused for a while in front of the room, he heard the sound of crying from inside,at first he hesitated to enter but because he did intend to talk to Risa and apologize finally he still entered the room and found Risa crouching holding her knee with a sleeping position behind her.

"sa. " call him while sitting on the bed,because the one who was called did not turn his body at all finally put a glass of milk on the bedside table then went into the same blanket and hugged him from behind. "sorry... I don't mean to scare you! they put stimulant drugs in my drink and I don't want to be stuck with them" he said and then kissed Risa's hair on the back, the son still felt Risa's body vibrating very much,after almost 10 minutes they fell silent in that position and the son took a glass of milk that was almost cold,he walked to the front Risa gave the milk glass to Risa and asked her to drink it but Risa did not budge at all. the son put the milk on the table then came out and entered his study, he slammed the door very hard, even Risa who was in the room can hear it.

the son was very angry but not because Risa more to himself, he was upset because he could not keep his promise. "aaahhhh.." he cried frustrated, frustrated,he saw the clock was almost 2 in the morning but he could not sleep at all because Risa who was silent and because of her own behavior is very annoying, because of her,time continued to run until almost 5 am but his eyes had not been closed, finally he came out of the room and went into the room, and then he went into the room,he saw Risa sleeping with her face puffy and there was a wound on her forehead, "it looks like she's banging her head again" he said as he took a plaster in a drawer pasting it on the part where the wound had pecked at her,then go again to his study room with a pillow and blanket. The sofa is actually big enough to sleep considering since the departure of his beloved sister, the son of a man who changes partners every time and does adult activities wherever he wants.

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the son's alarm went off lazily he turned off the alarm on the table, it felt like he had just fallen asleep for a while but had to get up again, he walked towards the room to clean himself up and was ready to leave,up to Risa's room was not there, but there was a pair of clothes on the bed that Risa prepared for her. The son entered the bathroom to clean himself and immediately went down, and then came down,because she thought Risa was already downstairs, although Risa never cooked for her but Risa always accompanied her to breakfast, without the son realizing.she was getting used to Risa's presence by her side.

"where is Risa bi?" ask the son who is tidy and ready to leave.

"non Risa out den!"

"where out?"

"you know den! aunty asked but non Risa just said go for a while, bibi ga dare to ask again den"

the son when he did not find Risa, immediately called Hp Risa, unfortunately the voice was heard above, meaning Risa did not bring her phone, it made the Son even more angry,he went upstairs to take Risa's phone and went straight away without breakfast first. The son called Lina but said there was no Risa there, he did not know where to look, he did not know where to look,finally he took his car looking for Risa to a nearby park or lake, he remembered Risa once said that Risa really liked the lake.

"why the hell could be gini 😭" said Risa spoke to herself, she was in a lake not far from RS, she was waiting for Lina to go so she could see Rahma,then he would return to the son's house, he intended to calm down, but he had indeed forgotten his farewell to the son. "Lord I'm afraid of that man! I can't see him anymore" he murmured sadly.

almost two hours Son was running his car finally he found what he was looking for was sitting facing the lake while throwing stones into the water, the son walked slowly towards him.

"did I make you mad until you left unselfish?" he said he stood behind Risa, but the one asked did not answer. "do you not have a mouth?" ask her again because Risa did not answer anything.

"i just want to exercise." she replied quickly.

"do you think I'm stupid, huh!? where's there been sports so far!!" snapped at Risa so that several pairs of eyes had already started to notice them.

"i don't think so, you are too sensitive" he replied trembling, he was already beginning to fear the snapping of the Son.

The son who was aware of what he had done immediately reached out to attract Risa, who was immediately patted by the owner of the hand "don't touch me!!" he nodded with a trembling voice.

"Risa. We have to talk and I don't want to talk here, I beg you! come with me" he said overtime with a slight plea.

"i'll come but don't touch me!"

Risa gets in the car but she prefers to sit in the back and the son drives alone, all the way there is only a soft radio sound..

"thirty minutes we're here, no sound and I'm afraid I'm gonna have to wait a long word from you. It might take a word-stringing course to talk to you and I hate being honest with you about all this"

The son who heard the song smiled because he actually started to feel different about Risa.

"what do you want to say? I'll be back to see Rahma!" he said when he arrived.

"sit down first, luncheon in a minute, don't you want to eat? we'll go to the hospital together."

"tell me what you want to say, so I can go!" he said flatly, although in fact his heart was very happy that the son was looking for him but he was angry because the son broke his promise.

"why did you leave? didn't I tell you I was framed? even I tried to get rid of it without hurting you!!"

"without hurting me? what did you say? without hurting me?" risa snapped with a full fury then pulled the scarf around her neck, and pointed at all the red marks that Son had created. "this is what you said didn't hurt me?"

"Risa at least I didn't do anything more than that I should have done in the first place because I paid you!" snapped the son back to Risa who immediately made him regret saying that, the time was the son himself who asked Risa not to discuss the matter of being paid or anything because the Son was very comfortable with the existence of Risa,actually Putra wanted to say that she started to love Risa but she was too proud to say it.

"you remember not saying that if you break your promise not to hurt me, I can walk away from your life forever without taking your money for a dime?" said Risa with sobbing because really after living with her Risa was comfortable and maybe Risa began to like it.

The son was stunned, even he had forgotten that he had said that.he wanted to ask Risa to stay but Putra did not know how to do it,he also wanted to say that he loved her but he was confused where to come from.

because there was no answer from the Son he decided to leave, when he lowered his head to take his scarf and close his neck, suddenly someone held his hand.

"Risa.. please...."

"i'm just running according to procedure, I realize that I'm just a paid woman you've brought home"

"silence Risa!! I told you never to mention that!" snapped the son with a very indescribable anger, he was very upset at Risa because he had asked her not to discuss the matter. "go back to the room and don't come out before I allow it!!!" he was too angry with the words that came out of Risa's mouth.

the son was stunned to hear a cry from Risa but she held him, her prestige holding him without explaining why he should be detained.

"i'm starting to love you Ris. Everything we've done together these two weeks.I want to hold you back but I'm afraid to hurt you again,I want you to stay with me but I'm afraid you don't feel comfortable with this" the inner son saw Risa's back go into the room.

even the ARTs who had wanted to prepare lunch were delayed because they saw their masters and mistress fighting, they greatly appreciated the privacy of their masters.