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story of the past #3 (END)

I'm starting to love you Ris. Everything we've done together these two weeks, I want to hold you back but I'm afraid to hurt you again,I want you to stay with me but I'm afraid you don't feel comfortable with this" the inner son saw Risa's back go into the room.

even the ARTs who had wanted to prepare lunch were delayed because they saw their masters and mistress fighting, they greatly appreciated the privacy of their masters.

"take lunch to the room!" he told his ART that was preparing at the table, Sutra went into another room to clean himself as well as calm himself.Today he had an important meeting but he left because his woman left, because she left,after the shower she calls Robert her confidant, talks for a while and returns to the room where Risa is.

"you're not eating?" he said when he saw all the food was still intact.

"i'm not hungry!"

"you're not hungry? have you eaten anything this morning in the park? does the wind make you full?" asked back, not long ago the voice of Risa's stomach was clearly heard in her ears. "eat! or do you want me to bribe you with my mouth?"

Risa was shocked to hear what the son said, she went straight to the table in her room to eat and it made the Son smile, "why are you so worried about being angry like that?" his inner.

after eating Risa sitting on the sofa in the corner of her room, she had a glance at the son who had been submerged with his laptop.

"what do you want to see on my face, if it's not visible let me get close" said the son without taking his eyes off the laptop.

Risa gasped at hearing that, she was embarrassed to be caught looking at the son, but the son was very anxious with his attitude.The son walked to the sofa where Risa was sitting,

"Risa.. listen to me, I'm sorry about what happened, as I explained yesterday they mixed the medicine into my drink"

"why are you still drinking it?"

"i don't know, if the drink was mixed, I'd have my self-control not to do more than that"

"what did you do to me yesterday that would make me pregnant?" the tananya plain, which was immediately greeted with laughter by the Son and it made Risa pout.

"Risa take it easy. You'll be fine! that's why I said I took it out without hurting you" said the son then reached into his pocket to pick up a bracelet he had prepared. "Risa I'm very comfortable with you! I want you to accompany me from the moment I wake up until I fall asleep" she said, putting the bracelet on Risa's hand.

Risa who was surprised by the son's gentle demeanor, she could not answer her glassy eyes, she was confused as to what to answer, then....

"i can't." she answered, pulling her hand that the son had already held.

"i know. I don't need an answer now, I'll wait for your answer, but this isn't for you to accept me! this is a small gift from me because you want to be friends with me." he said again pulled his hand and put the bracelet on Risa's hand. Either consciously or not Risa nodded approvingly to what the son said,greeted with a helping hand to hug Risa.

since then they are increasingly familiar even not even a month Son has returned Risa to the house on the grounds that she will take care of what Risa has been guarding, he said,sometimes they go to the hospital together to see Rahma who never woke up from her sleep after being declared in a coma after surgery that time. Risa was so devastated that she did not want to meet anyone including Putra, but the son managed to persuade her until Risa finally returned cheerful and continued to look after Rahma, Risa is still working but this time not in laundry, but this time not in laundry,she works in a bookstore, the son had refused and asked her to join Putra's company but Risa tried to refuse him not to go to school like everyone else,he did not want the son to be considered favoritism by his employees because a Risa who does not have any degree received a job there. the son relented and let it be but on condition that the son still deliver and pick her up, Risa agreed because she did not want to be a bitch for the Son, he said,moreover, the son continued to ask to unite their relationship with the engagement but Risa withdrew it on the grounds of Rahma's condition.

because there is no good news from Rahma, Risa finally agrees to the engagement with the Son, especially the son has surprised her by visiting Risa's family in poor and proposing to Risa directly to her family without Risa's knowledge. The son has also reunited Risa with the mother who is in the mental hospital, the, although he had time to hold Risa because he thought Risa was the younger brother of the son but finally he accepted the existence of Risa who visited him every Sunday.

the day of the engagement, Risa has left Rahma to Lina and asks Lina to tell her whatever happened.

"with this I as the guardian of our son Antonius son tafarie came to meet the family of the late father Djunaedi with good intentions Want to bind the relationship of our son Son with sister Risa Thanaya Cristy around his father's family received our proposal." said the uncle of the son because he had no one so he asked the sister of his mother to represent.

"i as the family of the father of Djunaedi or the guardian of Risa received the full goodwill of the beloved ananda Antonius Putra tafarie, the son of Risa,but our decision was to return to sister Risa whether she received the goodwill of ananda Putra." replied the uncle of Risa representing Risa's father who was gone.

after saying a few words, Risa came out of hiding she stepped up and sat before the Son, the son was so fascinated with Risa tonight that he could not say to see the future wife. "Risa Thanaya Cristy in front of your whole family I Antonius son of tafarie want to ask you to be my life companion, accompany me in times of joy and sorrow, healthy and sick, healthy, and I promise I'll do the same to you. Do you accept me to be your future husband?"

"yes I want to" he answered sobbing.

"this engagement is our initial journey to build the family we dream of" said the son firmly while pinning the ring on Risa's finger and Risa also did the same on the Son's ring finger.

after the happy day that Risa and Putra returned to the capital, Putra decided to use the car because there will be a place that he visited and it will be their prewedding photo place. almost to the capital arrived Risa got bad news, Rahma died after this morning Sadar and had time to look for her, Risa gave up sobbing,even the son had stopped to calm him then he ran his car back. It was close to the RS just stay past the traffic lights they had arrived at the RS, the police said,because the lights never go green Risa down and run towards the RS that is already visible,when he was about to enter the gate of the Hospital arrived Gia heard a loud impact sound and when he turned his head turned out that the car he was riding with his son was hit by a truck,Risa ran towards the son without thinking about the many vehicles that almost hit her.Many people were trying to get the son stuck behind the wheel,even when successfully removed the son in a conscious state and had called himself several times, until finally he was unconscious.

rahma's family came to Jakarta and had her buried in Jakarta, that was the first time I saw her sister and mother, they never knew that Rahma was a woman of the night,he only knows Rahma Working in a cafe even they just found out that Rahma was sick. Rahma's departure became a hard blow for Risa,just finished burying Rahma Risa again got a phone call that made her fall unconscious to help some of Rahma's friends including Lina.

"hello good day with Risa's mother? is it true that the family mother of the father of the son who yesterday had an accident not far from the hospital?"

"yes my sus Risa"

"so much apology for interrupting the time, Mom, we from the RS just want to convey the news that the father of the son had breathed his last at around 14:40 WIB "

hearing that Risa was immediately unconscious, after realizing she strengthened her heart to go to the Hospital, before she called the RSJ to take the mother of the son to the Hospital to see the child .

" mas.... Why don't you take me? I'm alone now! why didn't you take me? why did I come out yesterday? usually mas always hold, why did I come out? I have no one in Jakarta! Rahma doesn't exist either, you know that! why are you staying with me?" he said while crying ?sobbing sedu. "mas don't stay me mas! you say we want prewedding next week,ayo mas wake up. don't gini mas. mas I beg you.don't stay in Risa mas! wake mas! you have a lot of promises with me." he shouted then unconscious.

soon the son's mother came.

"bull... handsome kok bobo? handsome why here? " call his mother to the son, does he always call the son by that title as long as the son comes to RSJ. "cold handsome? cold-assed huh?" he said again while holding the body of the son who was cold, he opened his jacket and gave it to the son of the sister from RSJ who tried to explain the state of the son to his mother, who was trying to explain the situation of the son to him,but her mother even rampaged uncontrollably to make Risa aware of her stupor,

"mother" he said kissing the son's mother's hand.

"sweet... handsome! handsome cold." said the son's mother when she saw Risa, but she just smiled at hearing that, then she tried to explain slowly at first mother could not accept and raged but the next second she was silent, then she tried to explain slowly at first mother could not accept and rampage but the next second she was silent,continue to hold Risa wherever Risa goes. the departure of the son has reached the ears of people in the village of Risa, some of the people went straight to the capital.The funeral process is very blue, the funeral process is very blue,because the Son's mother who held the man who wanted to close the son's chest, she asked Risa to scold the man, even she had time to run when the son's chest would come down to the ground, all who saw it repressed the bitter stain,some of the men's employees prepared behind Risa who had previously continued to fall unconscious.

"bull... handsome in tanem! there will be a tree, then the handsome appears" he said when he saw Risa was aware.

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days passed after the departure of the two people he loved, sister Risa stayed with Risa for a while until the situation improved.but instead of improving Risa even like a depressed person, talk to himself, laugh, jump, jump, she rarely eats her body and becomes very thin.

"eat Lo! don't get rich gini! I know you are sad, and sad my best friend left! but they'll both be sadder to see you like this! you should get out of your grief" Lina snapped at Risa.

"let me work together loe!" risa said when Lina was angry with him she was also stressed with all this.

"don't be crazy Lo!"

" loe herself said I have to get out of my grief" she replied again and it made Lina leave even without drinking the tea that her sister Risa had made.

a month passed by Risa's sister returned to the village and Risa really entered the world of Lina, Although the shock was finally Lina was silent because Risa would not be banned, hardened her head exactly like Rahma.

Risa does the work that Rahma and Lina used to do, Lina who knows Risa deliberately gives customers who only need friends to chat/just walk around, including Bagus

so during her night as a woman she just accompanied, not at all doing the relationship like husband and wife and Risa also promised that it would give to the future husband.

"*when there are still many men out there who are single, why do you want to be with me who is a widower? there must have been a lot of men who wanted you at that time." Inner Good said so while stroking the head of the wife who had fallen asleep with the story earlier. "trust you will be the last port for me" then kiss the wife's lips briefly and then fall asleep with the others.

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temen temen... I'm really not healthy so sorry if there is an error, please understand 🙏🙏*