My Life Light

17. GIA and the Past

after a good incident and Risa their relationship improved, Risa also agreed to take a small kiosk contract to make a restaurant separate from their contract, which was also made,good actually want to help but Risa and Gia refused because it was for their efforts to use their own money to easily arrange the bookkeeping. over time their efforts improved but Gia and Risa did not dare to open branches, even to shop and make spices they still do themselves, so that the taste does not change.

"gi... you why the hell de?" risa asked when she saw her dreamy gia again, who was only answered with a smile by gia. Risa was very surprised by the change of gia, already two days more often daydreaming, even had a wrong change of love and now the seasoning has been given salt and then she sprinkled salt again, he sprinkled salt again,I don't know what that spice is now. Risa and nice are aware of the change in gia but none of them can open it.

FLASHBACK.....

"heh gia!! stay where you are now huh!!" ask someone who turns out to be 'DENDI' he's his cousin's brother who used to almost rape him.

"woe!! if people ask questions answered!!" he said again because the gia did not open his mouth at all, he just remained silent not because of fear but because he did not want to be a spectacle of people.

"oh... Now you're mute? why can you be mute! kualat loe has killed my bokap"

"please don't bother me anymore, I've been away from my sister's life, I haven't even repotted you guys anymore so you don't have to bother finding out where I live" finally, Gia voiced out after her om case was brought by her cousin's sister.

"gw see how good your life is now! nice dress.. wear hp, nice bag, a little clean again now! anyone take care of Loe?? where is dr?? ngejablay loe huh??"

"do not disturb the cave ka.". " actually many want to get out but all are restrained, he does not want his cousin to know where his whereabouts and where his current residence.

"hey!! still dare you same Iw??? inget hi. inget. loe is the man who killed bokap gw! because of all that loe cepet nyokap nyokap I became a widow and Ade Ade I gw so an orphan." how hurt his heart gia when he heard that,did not feel gia also shed tears and walked away, even gia ran to avoid her.

FLASHBACKS OFF....

"gi... you rest gih.. let the mas change you help ka Risa" said good after seeing the gia continues to daydream, even occasionally wiping her tears.

without saying anything gia went back and entered her room, karna is now a separate dining place from private rent so she has her own room as well as Risa.

after entering the room gia again shed her tears, she tried to close her eyes to sleep but could not, the shadow 'joint' again appeared on her ship, the,the words that Dendi said were like a needle stick to her heart, she sat back down to pick up a book and a pen that was always on her desk and she started writing.

...*just by shedding tears all this is done maybe I'll let these tears keep coming down......

if by complaining all of that would be gone, I would continue to complain...

if it were with anger, it would all disappear....

in fact, it doesn't.it just keeps shadowing and haunting me...*

after that day more silent gia, even occasionally Risa caught wet gia was smoking in her room, Risa had tried to ask but gia remained silent and kept all her own. Risa never forbid gia smoking.karna Risa also used to smoke but Risa was too shocked by the fantastic gia changes, which were so fantastic,Risa is only afraid that she will be more determined if she is forbidden so Risa also let her but remains in Risa's watch.