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instead of being silent Gia even went from that place to the door, before she stopped, "I hope you can think more! not only about my feelings, but also about my feelings! I also never asked brother deket same me, brother dateng so to my life, deket same me, take me up high, even very high, saking height I forgot. forgetting that I'm not who" said Gia holding back tears and slamming the door and leaving.

flashback off

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for almost a month Gia tried to stay away from Rian, even though he was always present in the store, but did not reply to each other, no chatter, no escorting each other and fortifying themselves. several times Rian invited him to talk but Cave only answered as necessary and continued to avoid, Awan who knew the situation was always trying to remind Rian not to press too much Gia so that he was not too stressed, so he was not too stressed,because of the incident yesterday Gia's condition is slightly weakened and easily tired, especially Gia now works alone because the age of Risa content that has entered is not ninth in the first week, especially in the first week, in the second week the end of Good had started off as a husband on standby.as a result made Gia handle all by herself, so Awan Sangan asked her best friend to give time to Gia.

that afternoon after delivering the order to the table Gia felt dizzy until the firefly, she tried to walk towards her room to rest, so she could not help but,Rian who just came to see the way Gia's strange path immediately realized that there was something very strange, not long! Rian saw the body of the Cave that would be body down. The body almost fell touching the floor if only no lover did not immediately catch it,the few employees who saw it instantly helped Rian to bring Gia into his space, the rest back to their respective jobs.

"the rich rarely eat these children! soy sauce too, too in the forsir. try asking each other. "said Awan after examining the Cave that was lying on the sofa of his room.

Rian called Ika to make sure, after asking the one in question Awan earlier Rian was a little upset with the answer obtained from Ika. "mba Gia rarely touched the food sir,we always remind Mba Rina kok to eat but sometimes he just said responsibility" said Ika tried to defend himself.

"it's okay, you work again gih" Awan ya g replied because Rian who called Ika even diem.

"well doc, I'm sorry sir. "that Ika answered nodding by Rian and the smile from the Clouds.

"loe told you Tisa was good?"

"yet"

"let me tell you"

"don't.. "hold Rian, "let alone, their kasian is also a song 'standby' do not be burdened this same, the cave is sure Cave also would not want them to know" Ria replied again.

"sure yes, anyway if it happens what do not mistake the cave"

"is it as serious as it hurts her?" rian asked back, "you don't make the cave worry again." he continued while hitting the arm of the clouds.

"yes, this is the liver"

"seriously? " ask Rian with a sad look, "this is serious ga Wan? if so make the prescription of the drug let me redeem it."

Awan handed the recipe to his best friend, without reading it again Rian called vicky, one of the store employees to buy the drug that had been recorded by the Clouds and the money. Vicky immediately left because it was in the interests of the boss who was very kind and generous, *ya. that's the picture of employees about Risa and Cave, they were very lucky to have a boss like the two of them*

The clouds came home, before he had asked Rian to take Gia to rest more and consume the medicine he had prescribed.

Vicky returns after half an hour of Cloud doctors saying goodbye, Rian waits for Gia to come to her senses with a very flogged heart, until she hears Gia calling her, rian quickly approaches but Gia calls Rian.

"wake up baby..I wait for you" said Rian while stroking this woman, before long Gia mumbled again to say that Rian was evil and did not assume his existence, Gia while crying said that. describing his sadness is not recognized or considered non-existent by Rian.

"eeehhmmmmm... " Gia's awake.

"why so bad? do you know your pain for a long time? " ask Rian directly without giving Gia a chance to think what has happened, not answer Gia just silence but silence Gia makes Rian think that 'liver disease' the one who said Dr. Awan was right.

Rian immediately took her home and left the store to Ika and Yuni and asked them to bring the bookkeeping to the house, two Gia and Risa confidants agreed to it. actually Rian and Bagus have asked Gia and Risa not to jump directly for their health but the duo wonder woman refused on the grounds 'already used to move, if not move instead lemes'

*****

upon arrival at the house of Bagus, Rian immediately asked her to rest while Rian took water for Gia to take medicine, Gia took the usual medicine she took while waiting for Rian to take a new medicine, Rian was confused when he saw the drug in the plastic because of all the contents of the vitamin, there was not a single drug with a serious disease. Rian came back closer with some vitamins in his hands with a puzzled face, but after that he regained his senses and immediately smiled understanding the meaning of the words Cloud said, "the bottom of a goat boy! I'm serious about it! "

it turns out that in the 'LIVER SEVERE/CHRONIC' pain Gia hurt, not pain in the real sense, in the heart of Rian was very grateful with that, there was a very deep feeling of fear.

"you're not coming back? " Gia broke her daydream, Rian approached Gia and sat down on her side mattress.

"would you be my wife?" he said he arrived while clutching scissors on the bedside table Gia.

"what's that?" tanya Gia pointed at the scissors.

"i'm not done talking yet" replied Rian "you want to be my wife? if you answer I'm not stabbing my belly scissors!" her threat is loud.

"eh... don't" hold Gia, "do you ask? not someone else's rich romantic"

"you know I can't be romantic"

Gua laughed at Rian's attitude that seemed childish.

*****

after the incident Gia and Rian get sticky, sometimes Rian is seen helping Gia in the kitchen of the tavern when Rian is off, Rian is, when he works he only helps at the cashier or waiters so that his clothes are not stained.

Nice and Risa already has a hero who complements her small family, which is named "NATANAEL BADARI KURNIANTO" which is very handsome combination of both the faces of her parents.not only Bagus and Risa, but also, Rian and Gia were also excited by the presence of NATANAEL in the middle of their family, seeing the happiness Rian several times invited Gia to get married but Gia considered Rian as joking, so every invited Gia only answered with a smile.

"we haven't accepted her proposal yet? " ask Risa while helping Gia tidy up the dining table, while Bagus is already in the TV Room with Rian.

"i'm confused"

"why hung?"

"i'm confused how to behave later"

"meaning?"

"ka.... if I get married, I'll definitely do the relationship later, but... brother knows for himself right if I'm afraid? brother inget, how hysterical do I see you undressing? you know if that guy gets too close I'll reflexively do something? I'm gonna be freaking out."

Risa heard it was so wrong, confused and did not know what to do, because she also knew how the trauma suffered by Gia, because she also knew, he also knew that if anyone got too close he would definitely tremble in fear.

"iya ka Gia knows, I'm just trying to get rid of all that feeling, it's too attached, too sticky, somehow it's rich it's not gone from my head, I've been trying to get it out."

"sister sure you can, yaudah yuk. later hunt them bosen wait for us"

"cut the fruit first ka"

all that in the living room.

"how? already accepted? "

"not yet! how ya? I'm so dizzy with him, he always considers my invitation to be a joke"

"patience.there's a time, maybe he's not sure if you're not a crocodile"

"bang***t you!! emang ade lu aja who can not see charisma and to the handsome gw"

"warteg!"

"but you agree, right? "

"all right, the important thing is accept him as he is, guide him, love him and his family"

"pastilah.emang gw look like you love the same" replied Rian while blinking his eyes towards Nice.

"snaw... "

before long the two great women present brought warm tea and fruit, joined to talk with them.

"when do you want to take your relationship seriously?" nice Fishing Rod.

"mas." said Gia and Risa simultaneously.

"gw always bring bro! but he is not ready" said Rian relaxed.

"how's de? why not accept it?"

"it's not in Accept mas, I just need time to Accept"

"when did Gi? what else do you think?"

"later ya mas" answered Gia still patiently, Risa who had asked it immediately stepped on the foot of Bagus.

"uh... why the hell? I mean, I mean, really ris! kasianlah Rian, especially waiting? Rian has not proven that he has Gia mainin, want a reason moreover?"

Gia who heard Good's last sentence immediately got up from her seat and left.

"non." call Rian.

"de. "call Risa and Good.

Gia tries to neutralize her emotions with warm chocolate milk and re-joins them.

"Gia just wants some time!"

"sampe when de?" good question

"why the hell mas? you're really gonna see me here? do you mind my existence? tell me, it's okay! tell me I can get out of this house! " gia said with emotion.

"non.. de." said the two men, rising from their seats almost simultaneously.

"if you and my sister have objected to me here, I can go out, do not always ask me so continue with me, I just need time not rest, no, there's something I have to lose and that's what I have to do on my own." snapped Gia back and this time went straight back to her room, slammed the door.

Rian and Nice were surprised by Gia's attitude. Rian was very surprised because Gia who he knew had great respect for these two brothers, Bagus was surprised because this was the first time Gia snapped at him with such anger. Risa who was aware of what the two men were thinking, Risa tried to explain to them so that later they would not respond wrongly to Gia's attitude just now.

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"Gi... how heavy should I actually be? why are you so scared when I know that? is it so serious that you lose your respect for your sister?" rian said while driving back to his house.

"why are you? I'm surprised you're that angry. "

Rian tried to send a message to his beloved woman.

long enough until he finally got a reply.

"sorry makes you surprised, if because you want to find another companion is okay"

Rian was quite surprised to get such a reply.

"that's not what I mean by non, I'm just surprised at your anger like that, because I know how much you respect your brother"

rian replies again but there is no reply until morning and Rian falls asleep.

deflecting her day at breakfast, the atmosphere was quite unpleasant, because only Risa spoke, Gia and Bagus just kept quiet. Gia knew Good must have been offended by her words last night, even Gia herself was surprised by what happened, so she did not even dare to look at Good. Gia was well aware of her mistake, but she was too emotional last night that she did not recognize the person she snapped who was, or who she was, Gia remained silent throughout breakfast even to the point of leaving and the silent action reached Rian's ears.