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LONGS

Gia... What exactly are you hiding? do you have a relationship with your sister? have you forgotten Risa's kindness ? Risa looks so loving to you!" Rian kept thinking with the affection of Gia and her brother who looked unnatural in his eyes...

why did my second step feel so heavy? though he already seemed to be quite accepting of my existence!!

gia & Nice's clandestine intimacy made Rian loosen his arrival to the store, he wanted to make sure of the relationship, he said,even Rian did not contact Bagus at all until several meetings were together in handel by the right hand, Halim.

one morning approaching Rian's corporate birthday, there was a conversation between a couple in a car driving leisurely to the store.

"mas.... You never met Rian?"

"no!! why the??"

"later Ade rich waiting..may begin to feel no one bothering him times, kekemaren DP catering also the anther his right hand is not him directly"

"you don't like Ade's rich soul mate! not necessarily also Ade likes, kasian right if forced so"

"don't know you! ade people are lonely and there is no Rian Dateng"

"Rian tuh playboy who, kasian Ade if only to play, you know Ade you have trauma.we just do not know the way we use to lose the trauma can succeed or not"

"but mas... Rian rich is seriously the same Ade"

"it's evident he's saying"

"yes too yes..why did he say.." Risa's inner.

Risa did not answer anything Good said because she thought Rian was like missing or avoiding them,but these few days the sad face of Gia makes Risa sure that her sister will start to open her heart to Rian.

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today is the H-1 anniversary 'tafarloza corp' Rian company, the day where the RI&GI shop team prepares the room where the event will be held, the important people of RI&GI store are already present there, the company said,minus Bagus because his company is preparing a cooperation project that will be introduced at the birthday event. tavern RI&GI worked with one of Risa's event organizers for the 'tafarloza corp' anniversary event'

"crazy.. funny bgt! who is interested in catering? how gokil!!" said one employee.

"great emang nyari catering, funny earlier that again decor, really sweet. I like tuh independent" reply the other employee.

the three employees continued to discuss about decor people who were said to be sweet, friendly, beautiful and actually sexy. it was so exciting to talk about the decorator that they did not notice that they entered the same elevator with the boss and his right hand.

"but I saw him talking to Henky again! the power will not get us!!" say one more.

"who was his name?" say second person

"Gia if it's not wrong! I stopped the acquaintance earlier, even using a shaman" answered again the first person while kissing his own hand, "perfume his hand is still in my hand" he continued and made his boss look sharply at him.

"new salaman proud! I got no phone!" said the third person while showing off the paper in his hand.

that made the latest Rian cough, making the three employees jump because they only realized if they were in an elevator with the boss. "Gia!!! can usually he give no phone to others but never give his phone no to him." Rian's mind is upset. Rian's hands have been clenched even he hit his employees when out of the elevator.

"Sir, we are waiting for a meeting" said Halim trying to resuscitate Rian.

Rian is aware of the road because he will have an important meeting with one of the big companies in Indonesia.

by the afternoon the room where the event is neat 90% is currently the decor team is tidying up all the goods and repackaging them to the car,Gia was carrying a few boxes of table cloth when someone she really missed appeared from the main door, a smile appeared on Gia's lips as she passed Rian but unfortunately Rian passed her just like that,there was a sick feeling as Rian passed by her, without turning his head at all.

"is it so embarrassing to me right now that she doesn't say anything about me??" inner Gia.

"that smile.... Do you miss me???" inner Rian saw the sweet smile from Gia, unfortunately Rian had not had time to return the smile that Derry appeared behind Gia with his cynical smile.

all the way back Gia silent a thousand languages even all the jokes of her friends like she does not care when usually she responds to all that with her silliness, they are all aware of Gia's change, Gia said,they did not try to tease or ask because they knew the second boss was more fierce than the first boss.

"will you stop when I identify myself with your existence?" Gia spoke to herself in her room while looking out the window. Gia picked up her book that was in the drawer and started writing something in the book.

***forgive me my indifference...

forgive my insensitivity...

forgive all my attitude...

all the attitudes that finally make you go away...

make you back off and make you disappear....

until I finally realized there was a sense of longing stored up for you

I don't know since when, but I'm getting used to your presence

I started looking for your whereabouts...

and I'm starting to miss your figure

if time could turn...

will you stay by my side?

will you be with me?

will you keep greeting me***?

~*rinduku~

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Gia closes her book, wipes her tears and smiles.she returns to the bed holding a black bracelet with R's pendulum there,it was a bracelet when Rian picked her up at school and they stopped by at a night market, they each held 1 bracelet with their initials. Gia holds the R and Rian himself holds the G