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104. I'm sorry.



Meanwhile in the bathroom Gia stared at the object in her hand filled with the sense of the day, but her mind returned to the photo photo she received last night. "Lord.: what should I do. "he murmured. "not wanting to accept the blessing you gave, only I fear it is not the right time. if he will leave me, do I have the strength to live it" he said.


Gia heard her phone ringing she hurried out to see her phone, actually she was not afraid if Rian picked up the phone on her phone because Gia never hid anything from her husband, she just didn't want her husband to slam her phone as it kept ringing.


...****************...


Two days after that Gia was still hiding the news that she got, Gia was confused, confused how to tell, let alone the number she did not know it continued to send messages about her husband, Gia said, the photo of her husband enjoying the moment together with Hanna even more makes Gia hesitant to tell him.


one hot afternoon Gia entered a restaurant where her husband was also there with Hanna who was happily beside her. actually it was not a coincidence, this morning the number sent out the name of a restaurant and this afternoon Gia made an appointment with Daffa to discuss the order Daffa would make for his office.


Rian was surprised when he saw his wife enter, he was more surprised by the song when he saw someone next to his wife, making him look at his wife with an angry but affectionate look that was only indifferent did not give any response. Rian shifted Hanna who was next to him, actually the scene of Hanna struggling was only Hanna's tactic because it had seen Gia who was about to enter, she deliberately put her pen together to look like Hanna was struggling spoiled.


Gia took two tables away from Rian's desk, Daffa who already knew Rian had greeted him but not with Gia he was indifferent as if there was no one he knew in that place.


"you don't mind if I join" asked Rian.


"objection... "


"no... "


gia and Daffa answer together.


"Thank you" said Rian directly sitting next to Gia.


"good afternoon mba... " The new "Jordan brought back the leftover files.


"sit down and start your work" he said gently to Jordan, causing Rian to glare in annoyance, as he spoke very softly to his assistant.


Gia unconcernedly tried to focus on discussing her cooperation with Daffa, talking about buffet orders and inviting Gia to enter the employee canteen to open land there. meanwhile, Rian is busy paying attention to his wife, while Jordan tries to focus on his meeting with Hanna.


Gia and Daffa finished first with their affairs while Jordan was still discussing something with Hanna.


"Jordan... This meeting you're the one holding, I'm taking my wife"


"no need. I exist... "


"there's no rejection baby. I don't give you a choice!" cut Rian.


Gia who did not want to make a fuss succumbed to her husband, saying goodbye to Jordan but not to Hanna, even Hanna like nothing from earlier for her.


"be careful on the road mba" who was greeted with a smile by Gia and a sharp look from Rian.


"just finish your job and don't look at my wife! your bonus won't go down this month, remember that! "


when Rian was about to leave, Hanna hugged him and kissed him on the cheek, not only was Rian even surprised by Hanna's courage, Rian immediately pushed Hanna so hard that her hand hit the table.


"i told you to keep your attitude!!!" rian said then threw his suit. "Jordan canceled all cooperation with him" Rian handed him over and pulled his wife away.


before getting into the car Gia still had time to joke with Daffa before finally making a chipiki and getting into each car, respectively, Rian who initially wanted to get angry finally let in because he knew what his wife would answer if he reprimanded it.


all the way to the house filled with silence no one spoke at all, they were both the same as not the type that exploded in a public place, arriving at Rian's house immediately warned his wife to be more worthy of Daffa so that Daffa did not hope with Gia's late attitude 'welcome' according to Rian.


"what's different about what you do?"


"mas did nothing! "


"believe in! what the hell are you?" rian snapped in a high voice, which indicated he was very angry, his patience had run out. "from the beginning I said the same you used to talk Gi... " Rian has started to wiggle Gia's shoulders, "you're out for lunch with a boy, say the same I'm not! I'm your husband, right? you have cooperation, say also! what did Pake open in his canteen for? to meet you!? from my return here you're not clear Gi" Rian was blinded by the flames of jealousy,what else saw Gia's treatment of Daffa so that he was angry angry because even he did not realize he had yelled at his wife until the wife let out tears.


Gia who did know the mistake she did so she did not return angry at her husband, she knew she had cleaned up indifferently to the husband, which is the same as not appreciating her husband, she did not respect him, nor did she speak well of her household matters to her husband, which offended her husband, but all she did was because she was afraid, deep fear because he got a picture of the husband with another woman, while in his stomach there was a baby.


gia's vision was blurred and before long he fainted, Rian immediately carried his wife to the room and laid her down, he took wind oil and unbuttoned his wife's pants and bra for blood circulation, then rubbed the oil wind almost the whole body Gia because her body immediately cold almost like ice.


Rian waited for his wife to come to her senses without calling the doctor or telling Risa, Rian turned to Gia's phone which had been sounding and still the same person 'mas Daffa' some messages he sent because he was worried about Gia, flatly asking whether Gia's condition was fine because he saw Rian who had looked angry when he brought her back earlier.


almost an hour waiting, finally the wife realized deftly he immediately took the drinking water and medicine that Gia used to consume at a time like this, she painstakingly wiped away the remaining water on Gia's lips, kissed them briefly and then placed her forehead against Gia's forehead.


"sorry." he said, closing his eyes, Gia did not answer that he took her phone and showed her some photos that he got from the unknown number, seeing that Rian clenched his jaw, and then took it, he looks emotional looking at it. 'definitely Hanna' said Rian in his heart. "are you angry with me because of that? " tanyanyand Gia nodded. "when did you take that photo? " ask again.


"the second night you were there"


" do you understand you can't talk about this with emotion? "


"yes, but all I see is that you're quite enjoying the woman's embrace, however long you've been in a relationship, I can't forbid that either"


Rian immediately sat down in front of Gia and lifted her chin and kissed her again, a soft but deep kiss no lust in that kiss was just an outpouring of my great taste.


"i'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable, I'm sorry I didn't say anything to you either, I just found out after I was there that I was working with her,after I asked Jordan to find out about the Hanna family that I did not know.it turns out he is the real father of Gia and the father that I have known all along is his stepfather. to hug it because they took sides from the other side so it looks like I am enjoying the hug, nor do I hug him at all but he hugged me," Rian tried to explain. "if you don't believe me I'll ask Jordan for CCTV footage over there"


"It's not necessary to get there like that"


"sorry yeah... "


"yes, it's okay, I know you! " he said with a smile.


as they chatted, Gia's phone rang, Gia quickly turned to 'mas Daffa calling' not only Gia who was surprised, Rian also experienced the same thing especially when he saw who called. Gia moved to pick up her phone, it was Rian's approval.


...****************...


*Gia are you okay? *


*what is mas*


*Gi.. terrorize me. You have to say that to him, if he is horrified from others he will be disappointed, especially if he knows you by all means do not tell him, he said, you can't be selfish Gi! * Daffa advised Gia for exchanging stories with Daffa on the road to the restaurant.


*yes.. thanks yes... *


Gia comes to Rian, suddenly the idea of her ignorant appeared, she invites her husband to sit down, then....


"mas.. I apologize in advance to you, I have to say this, I know for sure you are disappointed with this decision, but I beg you to be sincere and you must be willing, he said, willing that 'I should share my love' "that speech is like a sword piercing through his chest.


"so you finally like her"


Gia did not reply, she walked up to her closet and took some pregnancy test kits she used yesterday and all showed 'positive' results she gave all those tools to Rian and came back saying. "I must share my love with him" while holding my stomach.


Rian cried with the news that his wife gave him, he immediately stroked his wife's flat stomach and said a prayer for the baby to be healthy until later to meet us in the world, Rian immediately laid Gia and hugged her.


"Thank you dear... Thank you" he said while idling.


happiness that cannot be measured by any of their waiting is not in vain because finally God entrusts something extraordinary to them, there are laughter and a sense of day that includes. Rian hugged her all the time without doing anything he wanted, but he didn't want to hurt her.