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deflecting her day at breakfast, the atmosphere was quite unpleasant, because only Risa spoke, Gia and Bagus just kept quiet. Gia knew Good must have been offended by her words last night, even Gia herself was surprised by what happened, so she did not even dare to look at Good. Gia was well aware of her mistake, but she was too emotional last night that she did not recognize the person she snapped who was, or who she was, Gia remained silent throughout breakfast even to the point of leaving and the silent action reached Rian's ears.

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a week of silent action between Bagus and Gia, the two stubborn humans that will not be no one to give up. actually in the case of yesterday there was not a single person wrong, no one, it's just because their ego is too big. Gua felt too cornered by Bagus, while Bagus did not Accept with the words of Gia who seemed to object to the existence of Gia's home, Gia, though Good himself asked the sister to stay one house with him, so that there are guardians and no longer happen things that are not wanted like yesterday.

"why aren't you the rich you I know?" said Rian in Gia's room which was later more often in the room lately.

"what the hell!!? "

"you do not realize that your words yesterday can be either good heart or Risa? "

"know"

"keep on why are you doing it? you're not really Gia's rich"

"that's because you just saw my present wajud"

"you who used to be awesome, have respect"

"already." answered Gia, but her hand was immediately restrained by Rian.

"what exactly is non? you might not have a fight with your rich brother Gini! I didn't just know you."

there were tears falling, but Gia tried to hide her. The tears made Rian know that it was something painful, he pulled Gia into his arms and let the woman cry,Rian knew this woman was very good at storing her tears, if until like this it meant that it was really painful for her.

not until the clock closes, Rian has brought Gia home so that Gia can talk about this with her sister, even Rian did not come to stop by so that this will be their time, without Rian.

"kok come home spit?" ask Risa

"no matter what, just cape again" Gia replied with a smile, Gia turned her head towards the sofa where Nice felt.

"have a break" Gia went straight to her room, in the room Gia did not immediately take a shower, she daydreamed about the conversation she had with Rian in the car on the way home.

the flashback

"*Gi, I'm serious about this relationship, I understand that you must think I'm playing girls because I did it first,but I swear I haven't done it since I've known you." said Rian when he got to the car. "you don't have to answer now I'll be patient waiting" he started the car and brought Gia home.

"honestly Gi the anger that I saw yesterday was rich not you, I do not want since the same time I you even became rich gini, you even became a volunteer with your brother. I know it's not possible to think rich, but how about other people who see it? since I was together you've become rich now."

throughout the journey Rian advised Gia, without any resistance, Gia did not answer because honestly she did feel a little guilty but she was confused how the event let out her guilt.she realized, she was aware, even very aware that the word he said had hurt Good only he also did not like being too pressured to get married.

"i don't stop by, I want you to spare some time to talk to your sister, I don't want your relationship to be rich gini. All you have to know is, you know, what, I am serious about you and will accept what you are, so whatever your decision I accept and I will wait until you are ready.earlier tomorrow mama has returned to Malang, I hope you come home with good news for you there." said Rian when Gia would get out of her car which was answered with a nod.

"Mas Rian. "call Gia when Rian will run his car again, because the glass is open so Rian heard the call and immediately stopped the car. Gia returned to the car, took Rian's hand, kissed him, "thank you, ma'am" and ran straight inside.

Gia smiled to herself imagining the incident that had happened earlier, Gia picked up her towel and started to take a bath.

Gia was determined to accept Rian's proposal but she would speak to Good first, and apologized for offending him.

after neatly Gia went straight to her two brothers, unfortunately when Gia approached Bagus on the sofa, the brother even immediately got up from the sofa and moved to sit at the dining table, Gia was shoulder to table, Good to move from there, every good move, Gia followed.

"what are you two doing?" snapped Risa.

"he." answered them both at the same time.

"have not done with each other, he said what would be in the nonsense! I've also seen you guys diem dieman."

the word makes them both speechless because Risa if it has been said never to be answered if it will be long, even to stop the long train.

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finally that night there was serious talk in the little family, even they brought the little baby in the conversation.

"i'm sorry" said Gia really. "i have absolutely no intention to offend mas, I just don't want to be pressured to get married" he continued staring at his two brothers.

"you can't be selfish.you're young, but Rian, if you don't want to say no to him so he can find someone else who is better prepared, then you can find someone else,she must want to also have a baby, she also would want to see her baby grow up, the older she will be the more difficult to have children" replied Good.

"but mas, I. "had not finished Gia replied Risa had answered.

"i've told you all the same mas, if we think you still have to talk about it with Rian" Risa tried to convince Gia.

"iya de.. you have to talk to Rian about it, mas sure he will help you eliminate the fear, the trauma can certainly be lost as long as someone helps you to disappear. just like you brought Risa out of the night circle until you finally become a rich businessman now" replied Good again.

"yes de.. you can take your sister out of there, you can't afford to lose that trauma!" risa supports the steps of her husband.

"are you sure he'll accept me?" ask Gia.

"sure" Risa answered for sure, which made Gia smile, but that smile instantly disappeared when Bagus said.

"not necessarily. as a normal man he certainly needs it, he must also be confused, shocked.so from now on you must be ready with all his answers, he said, just like he must be ready with your answer" said Good mediate.

that night Gia could not sleep at all after the long conversation she had with her two brothers, said the last word Good deeply disturbed her mind,there was a feeling of hesitation and fear to talk about the real thing he rejected it because he was afraid of not being able to be like the wife of the wife they expected. Gia was afraid of not being able to 'serve' them well, a lot of things she thought about until she finally took her own decision for the relationship, a decision she took after she barely slept all night.

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03:43 o'clock

"mas... tomorrow there is a malem event? if we don't walk, then there's something I want to talk to Rian about" Gia sent a message to Rian, Gia knew there would be no reply after sending the message, he instantly put his HP down and attempted to sleep.