My Last Port (You're Not a Shit Carrier)

Ayah

From morning Emil was standing there waiting for his two children. Sometimes he was agitated, looking again into the street whether he missed or indeed the two children had not left for school?

While he was busy daydreaming, he saw a shadow that resembled his son.

Emil pranks, right. Right it was his son and daughter were heading to school. The distance between her and her two children was far.

Upon seeing the two children, he ran over to intercept them. Arriving there...

''Assalamualaikum.. Older brother.. Brother...''

Deg.

Deg.

''A-dad?!'' shock the two kids.

Emil smiled, Yes son! it's Dad! You guys how are you?? it's been a long time since we met? Oh yes, does your Mak exist?'' her question with a smile continued to expand on her lips.

''What did Dad ask about our Mak??'' sahut Ira with a flat face.

The smile that had been expanding now turned gloomy.

It turned out that my presence was not desired by them.

But he tried to toughen up. If all this is for the sake of his two children, then he will be patient.

''Dad just wanted to see her for a while, to find out what she was like.'' Emil said so quietly.

''For what?? What to hurt her again?? Have you not been satisfied all this time Dad hurt our physical and inner Mak??'' sahut Ira again.

Sahutan that so rained into the heart. Emil's lips twitched, not knowing what to do.

''Forgive me, son, let's sit there! just..''call!'' the door with a face.

''We can't stay long! soon we will go to school, Ira said again.

''Yes, just for a moment. Daddy misses you guys.'' she said again.

He is self-conscious, if his presence is not needed by his two children. Emil smiled bitterly.

After they sit on a park bench close to Ira and Lana's school, Emil begins to open his voice again.

''Dad wants to apologize to your mother.. You know, I was wrong.. Dad hurt too much physically and mentally, so it takes time to be able to meet the three of you.

Emil held tightness in his chest. Ira was smiling cynically at this father.

''After all this time, why is it that you have come now? Where was Dad when we needed Dad?? Why did you throw us out of the house, when Mak had just given birth! Why did you come when everything was back to normal?! We don't need your presence here, go!'' expel Ira.

As strong as his energy, he held back the tears so as not to spill. As for Emil, his throat was choked just to let out a single word.

''I'm-I'm sorry, son.'' Emil watered with quivering lips.

''There is nothing to forgive here! You better come back! Isn't Dad free now? No longer have dependents?? Now you can do whatever you want! I can have fun with my girlfriend! So why come here to see us! Did Dad get tired of that Daddy's girlfriend, until Dad came back to our Mom so?!''

Emil gasped to hear Ira's speech that was so spicy when compared to his age.

So deep that he hurt these two children, until he said things that were never thought of by him.

''Forgive Dad, Son...''

''No need to apologize, Dad! all this time I knew what Dad was doing to our mom. What's wrong, our mother? Until Dad hit him right in front of our eyes?? Is it our mother's fault that Dad kicked her out? Doesn't every house have a test in its life?? Don't you know what the exam means?? Why just because of one mistake our Mother, I could just throw it away! I know what's been going on with you both! Want me to fight Dad, but Mak always forbid, if Dad was just being khilaf! If it wasn't for Mak, I probably wouldn't have met Dad until now!'' it rang with lips shaking.

It felt smashed by Godam's big manger, when his baby dared to say things that should not be said by a child of Ira's age.

''I've grown up Dad! I'm already in puberty, so I know what's good and what's not good. Even in school it is often taught to do good to both parents, even though people know it is bad to us!'' the insinuation again, made Emil cry.

''I'm-I'm sorry, son.. Dad's wrong.. I came here just to apologize to your Mom. I don't mean anything, son! I want to give this to both of you, said Emil, handing over a white and brown envelope to Ira.

Ira looked at Emil with a flat face. Be ill. That's how Emil feels now. His little daughter is now a big girl.

''For what?''

''For the cost of you living, son. It's Dad's responsibility.. Dad has indeed separated from your Mak, but my responsibility is not to break with the three of you. Accept it! Don't reject it, son.. I beg you. During these six months I tried to find her for the three of you. Sorry only now can I see you. After your departure from home, I keep looking for where you are. It took me months to find you. That's because I'm working in this housing complex. If not, I will not know where all of you are.

''Even if you go back to the village it is impossible. Because I know what Mak is, you guys. He will not return home because he is bound by a promise with your grandfather. I'm sorry, son, who made you guys like this.. You know, Dad was wrong.I'm sorry, son.'' Pinta was so hopeful.

''I can't forgive Dad, because I don't have the right to forgive Dad. There are others who are more entitled. And for this money, save it for your needs during your stay in this estate. We've had enough with our Mak's money. No need for money from Dad anymore, said Ira, then he tilted his head, because Lana whispered to him.

After hearing Lana's whisper, Ira nodded. With Lana running towards her school.

''Sister.please accept this.don't be rejected yes.It's my responsibility towards you.. Dad please.if you still hate me, it doesn't matter! dad accept. But please accept this as proof of my responsibility for you. Use this for your school fees. Hah, my son that is. Even just to say hello to me he did not want to.''close again with a choked voice.

Ira closed her eyes. So that the tears that were previously held did not spill.

''Ba-good! brother accept! Take care of yourself, Dad! don't sleep too late, it's not good for Dad's health! Change in a better direction. Father's Life. Don't expect something that can't come back. I hope you're not like you used to be anymore. Big brother, the study bell has rung.'' Imbabuhnya, while standing and want to go.

''Sister.'' call Emil.

Ira turned, but did not answer Emil's call.

''Can you hug you for a moment??'' emil asked so hoping.

Ira pranks, then nods in agreement.

Grep.

Without waiting for long, Emil hugged his daughter so tightly. Ira returned the hug. No matter how much he hated his father, that longing overcame everything.

Ira sobbed in Emil's arms, while Emil hugged his eldest daughter more tightly.

''Forgive me, Son.. Father was wrong.pardon Father.'' said Emil with a hoarse voice holding back tears.

Ira did not answer, but he hiccupped in Emil's arms. Once enough, Emil loosened his arms and cupped Ira's face with his rough hands.

Cup.

Emil peed his forehead for so long. When he finished, he wiped the tears Ira kept falling on his tapered cheeks.

''Dear brother and also your sisters. Forgive me for making all four of you hurt. Now I've got his punishment. Father's daughter is now grown, take good care of yourself. Don't date yet. It'll disrupt your school later. I hope that when we meet again you will forgive me, son.. My dear father, all of you, Ira ran after peeling off Emil's rough hands.

''Daddy love you guys, son.. I'm late to find out.I'm sorry..'' Emil was crying alone in a park near Ira's school.

After Ira was released from Emil, Ira did not enter the classroom. Instead he ran to Mushola in his school.

Arriving there, he cried so bitterly. Hit her chest so tight. While someone who followed her was surprised to see the girl crying so bitterly inside the Mushola.

''Why do I feel that your cry is so heartbreaking? I feel what you feel. What the hell is going on? Who was that guy that was hugging you? Until you cry like this ?? Should I find out? But where is it? What was?? Don't cry.Your cry is so piercing my heart.

Unknowingly, he also cried to see Ira who was also crying.

''Sister. sa-honeyang.....''

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Sad no?? How would it feel if you were in Ira's position??

Does anyone know who this young man is??

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