My Last Port (You're Not a Shit Carrier)

The heart of Gilang

When Mama Dewi entered the house he passed Bik Inah. Mama Dewi asked Gilang's condition to her. Bik Inah replied that Gilang was going to Alisa's house.

Hearing the name Alisa called be Mama Dewi rose blood. He was angry but did not show it to Bik Inah.

He'll wait for Gilang to come home first. Mama Dewi told Bik Inah to rest while she waited for Gilang.

Until late at night Gilang just arrived at his house. Gilang who was very sleepy plus last night at dinner at Alisa's house, he forgot to bring the medicine.

Be her still dizzy and now, be surprised by the Goddess mama who was already waiting for her with a cold gaze.

Gilang walked gontai, he said hello to Mama Dewi there who sat quietly looking at him flat without expression.

''Where did you come home at this time?

Say shut up not to answer. He already feels bad. His head was so dizzy not to mention the Goddess mama asked it would definitely be at length.

And exactly as she expected, Mama Dewi mencari Gilang with questions that make Gilang go up apoplexy.

''Why not answer? Has your mouth been locked by that woman? Until your mother asks is not answered?''

Gilang clenched his hands. ''Miss tired Ma. Gilang's head is dizzy! tomorrow will you answer?'' sahut drowned.

''Why are you at home weak? While going to the place of the woman you can not think of yourself! What are the advantages of that woman over your biological mother? Is a good woman inviting people's children to always come to her house if not she is a Ja lang!!''

The deg!

The deg!

Gilang clenched both hands until his fingernails turned white. He held back his anger since earlier when his Mama insulted Alisa.

Because it is natural that he remains silent. But this is too late. Her mother insulted someone without judging her first.

Gilang closed his eyes for a moment to neutralize the anger for his Mama. He still thinks sane even though his head feels dizzy.

''Don't judge a person just by hearing it. Look at what he can only comment first! You know what Mama's about Alisa? Has your mom ever seen it? Know personally? Who would Mama dare insult her? Mama know who he is? Mama really wants to know?''

The deg!

Mama Dewi glared in disbelief at what Gilang said. Should he know about the woman? Heh dream!

''Mama is your Mama while she is someone else not who you are Gilang!'' his jolt.

Gilang sighed. ''Sabar Gi ''. sabaaaarr..'' Inner Cross.

''Tell me what kind of Mama and also Alisa also like what. Have you ever thought, why Gilang more often outside than at home? Do you know what Gilang wants? Is there no more affection from Mama for Gilang? Where's Mama been all this time? Why is it that Mama is asking?''

Mama Dewi gasped at Gilang's words, her eyes condensing.

''Where did Mama when Gilang needed Mama? Where's Ma?'' asked her with a hoarse voice wanting to cry her lips trembled withstanding the pain of the heart.

''Ma-ma-,''

All this time he had been holding back from offending his mother. Because he knew it was a sin that was taught by Oma Diana. And now, he had to take out all the uneg in his heart because Mama Dewi insulted innocent people altogether.

''It's different with Oma. Oma was never left alone.. Oma always taught Gilang good bad about sin and also did good to parents even though the old man never paid attention to it at all. Gilang is also taught to pray and teach that Gilang has never gotten from Mama..''

Mama Dewi sobbed he hiccupped to build the entire house that was sleeping.

Arriving there, they peeked when watching a Gilang who had been famous for being cold to anyone including her Mama, now was crying in the staircase looking at Mama Dewi who was sitting on the floor.

Bik Inah approached Mama Dewi. ''Wake Him. Here cold sitting on top..''

''Since Gilang was silent, it does not mean that Mama can bully Gilang whenever Mama wants. He only remembers a message from a little boy who said 'as bad as she is she is still our mother, she who has given birth to us takes care of us and takes care of us, we must be devoted to him because heaven is under his feet.'' said Gilang with sobbing

Mama Dewi cried even more when Gilang said that. He felt very sick. His heart had been broken because all this time he was more concerned with work than his son.

''Just a little boy Ma.. But it can enter the heart when the words are true.. Mama know?? What Gilang needs is Mama! our togetherness. Every school holiday we are together for the holidays, when the evening gathers together at the dinner table, congregational prayers.the story of Gilang daily life and much more! Has Mama been giving that to Gilang??" ask him with a sniffle.

Papa Angga who heard the commotion from outside he ran. The closer the clearer the sound of crying.

When he reached the middle of the room that connects between the living room and the stairs, Papa Angga stood sculpting. His feet were fixated as if the weight could not be lifted after hearing Gilang's words.

"Mama tau Gilang has been out for pleasure because Gilang does not get it at home. Mama Sama Papa is too busy with each other's affairs until Gilang is neglected.''

''Hiks.. You never know Gilang's life! All you know is that if Gilang has been given money, enough is enough! you don't care anymore! It is true that we need money, but not always money can make us happy. For example, like now, you never give complete affection to Gilang only Oma. and.."

Gilang closed his eyes. His head was so heavy because of dizziness. Not to mention because of crying he sat down on the stairs with his hands resting on his knees he lowered while continuing to cry.

Papa Angga who heard also cried. He only realized that he had been too busy to forget Gilang's only son.

Heir to the Bhaskara family business empire. Papa Angga stepped in and approached Mama Dewi and hugged her.

Mama Dewi who felt embraced by her husband grew sad heart.

Gilang did not realize the existence of Papa Angga he still sat down with his head resting on his two arms above his knees.

Gilang still hiccups he continues his words that make Papa and Mama more hysterical.

"You never give complete affection for Gilang. only Oma. only Oma. and when Oma is not destroyed already Gilang hope to be able to live! but Oma once advised that someday there will be a woman who looks a lot like Oma. not on her face but from her heart and personality.''

"Alisa is a good person she is very gentle. With Gilang who he just knew did not say loudly like Mama yelled at Gilang!''

''Like Papa doesn't care about Gilang! but Gilang got from them, his son was still small but so mature in speaking. He always taught Gilang to be respectful and obedient to parents! Although he knew Gilang's parents were not as good as his mother's but still he said heaven under the soles of his mother's feet was the same as taught by Oma when Oma was alive.."

"And when Gilang found someone so similar to Oma.. Mama forbid Gilang to see him?? Who Mama forbid Gilang to meet her while Mama just did not give affection as much as Mbak Alisa did.."

Gilang cried so much that all the servants and security guards outside who witnessed crying.

''I'm sorry Mama, son..''

Mama Dewi got up close to Gilang and hugged him as well as Papa Angga he embraced his small family family that was neglected because it was too busy with his work. He only realized after Gilang revealed his heart.

Miss a hiccup, Mama is not wrong.. Miss the wrong thing for being present in your life.disrupting your life.If Gilang had not been born. surely you would not be like this..'' he said as he continued to cry he remained in his position.

Mama Dewi and Papa Angga who heard Gilang's words gasped in shock they both felt more guilty towards Gilang.

''Forgive us both, son, we are guilty of ignoring you, we think that if we work desperately to fulfill your life, money does not guarantee true happiness... forgive Papa Nak. sorry.'' said papa Angga by hugging them tighter.

''You are our lamp Nak. pelita in the dark, thank you for awakening us who are this khilaf. Forget the past, and for Gilang, keep fighting we're behind you son.. Papa and Mama love you very much.Pardon us who are old.pardon us Son...'' Gilang just looked down to hear his father's words.

His eyes closed, in the darkness of closed eyes he saw the shadow of Alisa smiling sweetly at him he also smiled.

Smiling in tears until she deliriously called Alisa's name repeatedly then Mama Dewi realized that Gilang's condition had a fever again.

They carried Gilang into the room and then Mama Dewi compressed it.

A woman far away was jolted. He felt his chest so tight as to want to cry.

Until it does not feel clear bulir falls on his cheeks. He tried to close his eyes and how surprised he was when in his vision there Gilang sat down by lowering his head with two hands resting on his knees.

Alisa approached Gilang and held her shoulder, feeling that she was touching Gilang, looking at her sad face filled with tears but still smiling at him.

Alisa's chest feels tight to see Gilang like that. He cried down and hugged Gilang.

Gilang who felt the warm embrace of Alisa increasingly sobbed until Alisa jerked from her sleep.

It was just a dream, but it was real. Alisa who had been awake for tahajud prayers fell asleep again.

After the prayer, he fell asleep in his prayer until dawn when he woke up to hear Annisa crying.

Mama Dewi who saw Gilang delirious approached her and replaced her Compress. Again and again Gilang called Alisa.

Mama Dewi felt astonished as to what exactly the figure of Alisa was until Gilang liked her so much.

Eits wait a minute! Does Gilang like Alisa as a boy or as a sister? It is clear that Gilang greatly glorifies Alisa.

But whoever Alisa is she thanks him for helping Gilang wake them up.

Alisa's.. Whoever you are I thank you very much for helping Gilang for us.. Hopefully one day if I meet, I will say it directly to you, may God bring us together later... Amynn..

Mama Dewi's prayer amid his anxiety will Gilang, a fever that never goes down.

Her morning.

Mama Dewi woke up from her sleep seeing Gilang had taken a bath and was healthy again.

Mama Dewi's mouth gaped wide to see Gilang who was already wearing a school uniform and passed by him.

Tell him to be quiet he kept walking as usual as if nothing happened last night. Mama Dewi looked up to see Gilang was neat and ready to leave.

''Done to leave Ma. assalamualaikum...'' Gilang kissed Mama Dewi's hand.

Old Mama Dewi was silent until she was surprised after Papa Angga came patting her shoulder.

''Oh eh Yes Gilang where Gilang.?'' ask her while wailing.

''Ma! why was it called Papa Kok diem? tuh, his son has already left, Mama is still here.''

''Is that right ? Oh yes. anu. that Mama just confused with Gilang, just last night she cried, is now the boy is already well. Mama was astonished by him!''

Papa Angga frowned, ''Yes good dong if Gilang has healed it is a sign that he is really healthy as ever because the sick is not physical, but his heart.. we should as parents pay more attention to growth and development, but instead busy with work and work.''

''Yes Pa.. Mama was like that, hopefully after this we can both be better than now and can guide Gilang to the right path.''

''Come on, Papa also want to go to work or Mama want to spend all day in the room??'' papa Angga's God

''Ih Papa what the hell.'' Mama Dewi's face met red.

''Hahaha come..''

TB

Do you know what happened to Gilang ?

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