My Last Port (You're Not a Shit Carrier)

Elder brother

They came out of the mosque quietly at home. Lana did not dare to look at Gilang she was afraid to see Gilang who was just silent. Since his meeting with ustad Dhanu made Gilang change. That's what Lana felt.

Lana saw the change that happened to Gilang's face she did not dare to speak let alone reprimand him. But Lana is still Lana sibocah rancid with a million sissy wits.

He tried to find sympathy by pretending to fall his legs sprained. The cross that saw it remained the same there was no change. Lana grew afraid, she looked at Gilang while Gilang looked straight ahead.

When he saw there was a seat facing directly to the garden Lana stopped. Gilang kept walking regardless of him. Lana's path turns towards the park once in a while her legs kick a small rock. While Gilang who felt Lana was no longer with him again turned his eyes to the figure of a small child sitting facing the park.

Her feet turned towards where Lana was sitting dreamily. Gilang sat next to him with a straight forward view.

Lana could not stand Silence Gilang he opened his voice first.

''Of..''

Glad to take his breath in peace

'' Hem''

''Sorry...'' Gilang looked at Lana who was looking down

''Forgive you brother who did not tell you about ustad Dhanu. Two days ago he met Abang just asked about Mak, Abang thought what was wrong would speak honestly to him after all if Dhanu was Abang's teacher teaching in the mosque. At that time Abang did not understand his intention until yesterday Abang heard it directly from his friend Abang that Ustad Dhanu liked Mak. At first Abang did not believe it but after Abang proved it was true that he liked Mak.''

Gilang remained silent he listened to what Gilang said. Lana continued her words.

''Actually from the beginning Abang had suspected that if Dhanu there was a purpose to approach Mak by approaching Abang. Not that Brother does not know Om. if he deliberately taught Abang to teach because he wanted to approach Mak.''

Lana looked down, Gilang felt awkward when she always came to their house.

"Keep why didn't you say the same om when we left yesterday?? Mak not with us if you don't want to be caught with Mak?? Why??" Lana.

"Abang did not dare to fear him later Om was angry with Brother and did not want to see him again with Brother." he said with reddened eyes wanted to cry.

Gilang rubbed his face.

"Astagfirullah Abang..why did you become narrow-minded like that??" asked Gilang by looking at the silent Lana.

Lana shook her head "Abang was afraid... Om will go away from you just like you told us to go from him.

You can't do Om..??" the tears that have been shed since then have been shed.

Lana was sobbing, Gilang who saw her hugging Lana tightly.

"Om can't possibly leave my dear brother... It's a real pity as to which brother Om might go without saying goodbye.. It's not like that.." Gilang tries to convince Lana even though he himself does not know what will happen in the future.

"Aabang. sayaaaang Om gilaaaanggg.." he said sniffled.

"Yes Om also dear Brother long before you recognize Om.." Lana looked at him wonderfully

"I mean??" Gilang smiled

"Did you know every night when Om was your age.. Om always dreamed that Om would have a handsome son like Brother. Initially Om thought it was just a dream but once a year when Om grew older, Om always dreamed about Brother.. In the dream you often call Om as Papi.."

The deg!

"Ja-so what Om said at home because Om often dreamed Brother..??''

''Pa-papi??'' Gilang smiled

''Yes, dear Papi.. Brother is the one..'' Gilang hugged Lana tightly as if he did not want to part. Lana was so happy when she was with Gilang she could be herself.

''But you know why Brother refused his proposal ustad Dhanu..??''

''Why ''Why?''

''Since I met Papi.. Brother like finding a surrogate father for all of us. When he first met, Brother felt something strange in his heart but did not know what.. Brother like finding the spirit of life again difficult to explain.Abang sayaaaangg really same Papi.'' he said while hugging Gilang tightly.

''Then why wouldn't you say that Ustad Dhanu wants the same thing as Papi??''

''Because Brother was afraid that Papi would leave after knowing it. and Brother was afraid to ask if Papi would be willing to be Papi to connect for the three of us.. Therefore Abang just shut up eh don't know iftad it's nongol and say that he likes Mak, Mak, making Brother so afraid will be left behind by Papi not to mention Papi's face was in a mode nudged back!! ck!''

Gilang laughs ''hahaha apparently this Papi boy knows yes that Papi is in unsightly fashion.'' his ledek

''Hooh.. Papi serem.. Brother is afraid like that like Mak if you are angry must be diem. If on her face a smile is okay this face is not pleasing to the eye. more serem than Mak dampir.. You don't dare if it's like that, including Papi... Brother scared...''. Lana shuddered in horror

He laughed again

''Hahaha... means that all this time Brother always paid attention to Papi's attitude towards Mak huh??''

''Yes dong.. Brother is not Mak's son papi??''

''Yes, yes it is.. Elder brother.. Please stay like this no matter what. We never know what's going on in the future.. Papi hope this is not just a fantasy Papi merely have a son as smart as Brother.may we always be together yes forever...''

''Aaammiiinn no matter what happens in the future Brother will still love Papi because Papi is the medicine for us.. Brother pray that we quickly be united into a family..''

''Amiiinnn. the prayer of the son of Sholeh must be granted by God..''

''Yes, let's go home, Papi.. Mak must have been waiting for us..''

''OK.'' they got up from their seats and walked together laughing with a small laugh.

May this happiness not only be.. I hope God will grant it..

Brother will pray every night that we can come together to be a happy family as you once said.

If you pray sincerely and sincerely then God will grant it let alone the prayer of the child that Sholeh must be quick in worship by God.

May true happiness come after a storm...

Hope so

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Happy fasting for those who run it.

Sorry born and inner 🙏🙏

See you

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