My Last Port (You're Not a Shit Carrier)
Still with Dreams
Unlike Alisa, Lana also dreams of the same thing. The difference is he was so happy there with the young man.
His heart warmed as the young man hugged him affectionately and gave a kiss on his forehead.
In the cold of the night a child sat stare at the darkness of the night.
His heart felt empty when he remembered someone who was always present in his dreams.
Do you think the dream will come true?? He really hopes that the dream is real.
He sat daydreaming with his arms propped up on his chin. Sometimes I hear a breath so heavy.
He sat quietly on the park bench alone. After feeling sleepy he went home with a million dreams to come later, he hoped that his dream would come true.
He stepped on his feet with a curve. As he was about to knock on the door he stopped. He heard the sound of people crying sobbing, without realizing his tears welled up.
He knew who was crying, he had memorized that every night when he came home from the park he must have heard the sound of crying.
The sound of a heart-wrenching cry was so bitter that the pain was felt to the point of recurrence.
Lana stood leaning in front of the door. His feet were shed when he heard a hiccuping sound from the inside.
Not once or twice has he heard it. Since the great quarrel between Mak and his father at that time, he often heard the sound of crying that was so heartbreaking.
He can't help, he's just a little kid who can't do anything even just eat it still from his parents.
His heart ached once knowing that the father who had been proud of him turned into someone else even had the heart to hit his mother in front of him.
It hurts so much to see our loved ones beaten and humiliated before our own eyes.
He was just a little boy what could he do to defend his mother?? He doesn't know anything about the problem.
She could only cry by hugging her legs behind the door.
In his cry Lana was surprised, he found himself in a place he did not know where.
Lana walks around looking for a way out but still there is no road she meets all feels like a spacious room without any bulkhead.
He ran around looking for clues, maybe there was something he could find to get out of there.
Cold sweat poured down his body. He was tired of thirsting to drink. Lana was walking with her footsteps out of line with her brain.
He wanted to drink his thirst but thought of a way out where he was confused.
As he passed through a garden overgrown with red roses, and white roses he was like seeing a shadow.
He became afraid, afraid of something there that he did not know what it was. His heart was beating fast his legs were shaking he wanted to run but it could not be like a nail was stuck in his leg.
He looked straight where the shadow stood with his back.
He continued to walk slowly even though his legs felt heavy when stepping. Slowly he approached the shadow.
But wait a minute! It's a human figure just like him. He did not believe in his vision.
He rubbed his eyes a few times and saw where the man was standing with his back.
Ah he became his own parno whence the sohan thing in the dream world. Look at his feet on the ground, the sign that he is a man.
Lana patted her eel and chuckled. He became amused with himself how can think of such a thing.it is just excessive fear.
He walked slowly to the man. After being behind him then he realized that the person was a young man.
The young man was tall skinny, black hair wearing blue jeans, a denim jacket and white sneakers.
He was like a young man who had just finished high school. Lana continued to watch him until she subconsciously approached the young man.
Lana walked beside the young man, she turned her head and looked at him. He was surprised when he saw the young man's face, he walked backwards accidentally his foot stepped on a small twig until it broke.
The young man was surprised and turned around to see how shocked the young man was, he could only reflexively approach Lana and hug her.
Lana was still fixated, her heart warmed up when hugged by the young man while the young man stroked her head and kissed her forehead making Lana teary.
His heart was moved as he was hugged by the young man he closed his eyes. In silence the young man called to him.
'' You okay what bang ??'' tanya worried
Lana who heard him called by the name of Brother was surprised. Her eyes flickered funny her face was clenched.
Lana looked at him unblinking. His eyes were glassy The young man saw Lana wanting to cry hugging her.
He gently rubbed Lana's head making the master cry.
''Sstttt don't cry dear... does anyone get sick ?? where here let Om see !'' he said while looking down and holding Lana's leg.
Lana was sobbing that she couldn't hold back her tears. Her tears just flowed as the young man spoke affectionately to her..
''Pa-Papi.hiks hiks Abang kangen Pa-papi.'' he said with a hiccup.
The young man was surprised he looked up at Lana. The face that was in tears with a look fixed on him.
The young man felt tightness when he looked at my eyes, his heart was like in the iris, very sick.
Unexpectedly, he hugged Lana even tighter and cried. They both cried sharing the pain in their hearts together.
Lana who had stopped crying looked up she saw the young man and smiled sweetly. Smiling in tears.
" Papi's.. Brother kangen papi.. why is it that papi is coming now?? I miss papi very much. During the night Brother always sat in the garden waiting for the presence of Papi.. why so long Pi ??" ask her with a sad face.
The young man looked down at the eyes that had just been crying. He smiled gently as his hand moved rubbing Lana's head fondly.
"Indeed, it is not yet time for Om to come to see Abang.Nah now he has met it means the time has come." he said by aligning himself with the height of Lana's body.
He rubbed Lana's head again making her pull the young man's hand and bring his chip.
Fucked it with his dear eyes back pooled wanting to cry the young man also wanted to cry seeing this little boy like his he desperately needed himself.
"But don't go.. Brother does not want Papi to go and leave us." he said in a hoarse voice wanting to cry.
The young man smiled. " Papi won't leave if you don't ask him to, but if you want Papi to leave, then Papi will go as you wish." he said softly.
Lana who heard the young man call herself papi was very happy. He smiled until his tooth was white.
"Is it true that Papi won't leave us??"
" Yes, baby.."
"Abang darling Papi. don't go ninggalin Abang ya.." he said hugging the young man who was replied with a gentle swipe on his shoulder.
"Papi is also dear brother. Papi will not go anywhere. Papi will stay here until you come to pick up Papi." he said, slacking off his arms.
He wanted to ask again but was afraid of being offended, if detained then the curiosity would continue to present and disturb him.
He could not bear to ask, "Papi want nanya...why did when he met, Abang called Papi??" ask her curiously
Lana smiled, "Papi's face was very similar to Brother's parents.was originally going to call dad but not so , let it be different so Abang call Papi because only the word that crossed in the mind of brother!" he said he grinned the horse.
The young man clucked "CK ! do you know that Papi is young ?? think it's worth calling Papi??"
Lana laughed, "haha Abang knows if the papi is still young and even very young, but if Abang already wants if Papi who will become Papi Abang, then the papi should not refuse him! rarely can you talk like this to a stranger, do you want to look for a new papi again ??"
The young man glared "Can't!! You can't find another Papi.. Only Papi can, you understand ??" he said with a warning
Lana laughed "Papi if angry does not serem.n't exclaim ah." he said grinning.
The young man glared more and more, "Sister want to see the real angry Papi ??" he said with rage
Lana kept laughing making the young man smile. He was happy to see Lana laughing without fear of her threat.
After finishing with a laugh Lana said a sentence that made the young man fixated.
"But baby is it the same brother ??" he asked the young man
"If indeed Papi loves Brother sincerely will Papi accept Mak Abang ?? Mak Abang is only a widow with three children will Papi marry her for Brother ??"
The deg!
"What-what?!"
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See you's..🤗😘
