
'' Gilang.'' said Aldi.
He stood looking at Gilang there praying in a state of sobbing. Just this time he saw this absorbent Gilang.
In the past, when Oma Diana died, Gilang was like this as well. But not this bad. This time, Aldi saw Gilang in his fragile condition. All this time only Aldi knows how fragile a Gilang.
Gilang continued to cry in his prostration. Until Aldi joined in crying, seeing Gilang sobbing like that. Although only a friend, but Aldi already considers Gilang like a sibling.
'' Ashalamualaikum warahmatullahi. hiks..'' Gilang looked to the right and to the left, the sign of his prayer was over.
It is time for Gilang to pray. Gilang put his hands up with his head down. He didn't realize there was someone behind him.
So late in his grief, he did not care about the surrounding. Aldi who had been standing, now approached Gilang, and sat next to him.
Aldi bowed, he remained loyal next to Gilang. Although Gilang was unaware of his existence.
Gilang began to pray, with occasional sobbing.
'' O Allah, I have sinned against You. The servant is wrong. The servant has been negligent of Your way.. You are Most Merciful, Most Merciful. Only to You is where I go home. hiks.. hiks. thanks for showing me the truth. I know, this servant of man does not know in profit! so many favors you give but the servant denies it."
Gilang.
" O Allah, O Robb. This pain is what I feel, so painful.it is unbearable! this heart pain is like being stabbed by thousands of needles watching someone who is a beloved servant betray. What my fault is Robb. He really has it on me! all this time, I've always obeyed all her will! but what's the payback for me? he even did it like that! it's still in the experimental stage, what if it's already my wife?? it shattered all my hopes all along. The person I expected to age with me instead wished me. The pain of losing Oma, was not worth the pain of her betrayal! I'm really disappointed! haa haa huuu huu .. Sick O Allah! sa-sick!'' he continued to sob.
Aldi who heard it was not able to hold back his cries. Aldi was crying too. It was very painful to see Gilang get hurt like that.
'' O Allah, forgive me. Take my life! I can no longer bear it. I am really tormented by this situation! help me, Robb, so I can take this pain away! I really can't afford Robb. haa haa hiks huhu...'' Glad was sniffled in his prayer.
Aldi who could not bear to see Gilang cry, finally hugged Gilang tightly. They both cry the same.
They wept before God, complaining of the pain he felt. Is not God the only place where we complain and complain?
It hurts, watching our loved ones cry like that.
'' Sa-patience Lang! I will always accompany you! you don't worry! we're gonna get through this together. You can't say that to God, if your life is really taken away, would you go to hell? while you haven't repented? huh uh?! conscious Lang! I'm still with you! Without you, death will come on its own when the time comes! you must be patient! remember that! this is a test for you! God will not test us, above our ability! You still remember the explanation that the test is not above our ability, which reads :
Laa yukallifullahu nafsan willaa wus'ahaa.
Which means,
Allah does not burden a person, but according to his ability. Q. S. Al Baqarah 286.
''If Allah tests you with betrayal, because Allah loves you! He wants to teach you to be more patient! because after this, there will be a day when you get more happiness than you want! you understand??'' aldi Bright, long times wide.
Glad jerked to hear her. Aldi's words are like the words of someone who was in his dream two days ago.
Speech true! but for now Gilang could not calm down, because his heart was so hurt. The wound's still wet. It takes time for all of that.
Huhu.haa..
'' Why does it have to be Gu-gue Al?! gu-gue really can't! it hurts my heart! if I knew, Vi-vita like this hiks. gu-gue wouldn't want to accept per jo-jo dohan this! I'm sick Al! so sick!'' said hiccups.
Aldi just kept hugging her, without letting go of her at all.
'' Patience Lang! all of that is already his path, so you can only be patient! you kicked me right? you don't do anything! remember that! we'll graduate soon! not after graduation you will move to Medan huh??'' tanya Aldi made Gilang stop as hiccupping.
Glad to stop crying, he looked at Aldi even though he was still hiccupping.
Medan??
Astagfirullah! i forgot!
'' Yes, gu-gue is going to Medan soon, but not now! wait for Opa to come home from abroad can only be decided!'' he said with a loud voice.
'' Yes already, we better get in now huh? bell has come in from earlier sounds, losses if not ntar ntar miss what language! ck! not to mention the teacher Mr. Hasan! it must have been nyerocos!'' hiss Aldi upset.
Gilang smiled in his tears. A separate entertainment to see the behavior of Aldi. Amidst his pain, there was still someone who along faithfully waited for him.
'' I don't want to ah! I was being ridiculed again! because it just finished mangis! I am ashamed of Al! time's'
the coolest guy in Depok nangis? ishh... What does the world say? could collapse my prestige!'' jumawa, making Aldi clucked.
'' Ye lah. ye lah.. serah lu dah. I mah what atuh. only your best friend.'' said Aldi while singing the lyrics of the citata ideals song.
'' Ha ha ha.. We are here until the bell goes home??'' his question, made Aldi nod.
After that they were silent. Silent, silent, silent Gilang heart at this moment.
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