My Last Port (You're Not a Shit Carrier)

Dhanu Ustad

Lana and Gilang go home in silence they go hand in hand just their hearts and brains go together.

Lana still remembers how Ustad Dhanu forced herself to persuade Alisa to accept herself as a replacement for her biological father.

Lana did not dare to look at Gilang, because Gilang's face looks flat without expression indicating that she is in a bad state. Lana just glanced at him from the tail of her eyes.

There are still questions about Dhanu that make Lana unable to answer.

''Wait for Lana... How are you supposed to do Mak?? do you still come to see you?? How is the offer of ustad two days ago is Lana willing if ustad become your contact father??''

Silence she who was happy suddenly surprised by the statement of Ustad Dhanu made her blood boil. But he could still endure it just that his expression was hard to read.

Lana who saw the change in Gilang's face became afraid. Lana looked at Gilang but Gilang just kept silent expressionlessly it made Lana go awry.

Forgive Brother Om.. You do not mean to hide everything from Om just that you do not dare to say afraid to offend Om.. Om know ? deep in your heart, you prefer Om Gilang than Ustad Dhanu.. But is Om willing to be a father for you..??

''Forgive Abang ustad.for now you cannot answer because the decision is in the hands of Mak..

Brother does not dare to interfere. it has been enough for this time Mak cried.don't let in the future Mak experience the same thing again..'' Lana looked at Gilang who was also looking at her.

''Doesn't Abang mean to refuse ustad just that Brother does not have any rights to decide whether later you say you want to be Mak do not want how?? kan Abang who is wrong will be because of Mak's meaning to accept ustad.. Brother does not dare to make Mak for Nerima.. Brother beg ustad.'' said Lana with her own face.

Ustad Dhanu who saw it became sad because it had been rejected outright before struggling.

Gilang pulled Lana home without speaking. Ustad Dhanu who saw it became confused what was with the young man thought. He was just his Om doang. Is there anything he doesn't know he thinks. It is better to ask the RT sir he will know more about his community.

Ustad Dhanu was determined to find out about Gilang who this young man really was because only this time he saw him not to mention he came along with Alisa's son, this was getting weird.

When Dhanu ustad returned home to stop by the local RT he talked for a moment before asking about Gilang. Because of his curiosity that has been dubbed ubun ustad Dhanu just asked.

''Excuse me earlier RT sir do you know the young man who now lives in Alisa's house??''

''The widowed brother Alisa is justad??'

''Yes right! I thought you knew who the young man who came with his son was,

Lana ??''

''A young man?? If I had only one son, no one else, even when he reported that he would live in this complex, no one would come with him??''

''Who would have thought that young man?? Why is he so close to his son Alisa?? I wonder if they live together??''

''If for that, I do not know Ustad.. I think maybe it's his cousin or a distant brother could have been if Mbak Alisa was coming guests like two days ago there were two people who came to his house and at that time I saw for myself that they were like they were visiting Alisa because of her many luggage..''

Ustad Dhanu was thinking was that young man of the night Gilang??

''Meanwhile, RT sir, is the young man still very young guess still high school skin white nose and his body is high and there is a middle hemisphere of his hair??'' heed

''Do you know how to know?? Do you know that young man??'' ask RT because of confusion

''Haah I expected..''

''Why is it so bad??''

''It's okay Mr. RT, yes it's the day has started the night I should go home. Thanks RT for the information. I excuse Assalamualaikum..''

Mr. RT who was confused to see the behavior of Dhanu so astonished ''waalaikum salam..... actually what is the purpose of ustad Dhanu asked like that is the young man disturbing' himself?? Or what?? Ah yes, if there is something, I will definitely get news from the citizens.'' he said monologue himself.

After returning from home, Mr. RT ustad Dhanu intended to meet Alisa directly but unexpectedly he saw Lana and Gilang were sitting on a chair facing the park and turned his back on the road where they came home. The two of them did not realize that Ustad Dhanu was standing not far from them.

Intentions want to talk again with the son of his puja but even the pain he can get. He heard every word Lana said to Gilang that made her blood boil like it was burning.

The heat!

It hurts!

It's ruined!

At the same time, but he was patient and he heard what they were talking about.

Ustad Dhanu who could not bear to hear Lana's praise for Gilang came to them both.

''Ehem...''

The deg!

The two of them looked at each other and looked back at how surprised the two of them were let alone Lana whose face was deathly pale while Gilang changed his expression to flat again.

''Ustad Dhanu !!'' say they both.

''This is me why are you guys surprised like that??

Is there something you guys are talking about??'' He held the turmoil in his chest so as not to beat Gilang.

''There is no ustad just talking alone.'' said Lana with a lowered head she did not dare to look at his face.

''About what??''

''I-it-it te-about...'' Lana couldn't answer him she looked at Gilang

''Why doesn't Lana give ustad a chance to get closer to your Mak?? Why is it just saying that you give it a chance?? What difference do we both make ?? We are the same men who distinguish is that I am mature while he is still young! Does your Mak prefer the young ones??''

The deg!

''What do you want ustad Dhanu?? why force Lana like that?? Do you know if that feeling can't be forced ??''

Ustad Dhanu clenched her hand ''Yes I did force Lana to persuade her Mak to accept me is there something wrong??''

Glad to look at Lana there is nothing wrong ustad.. Did you ever think a forced relationship would never work let alone his own son who said that he did not want to force, is not it a subtle rejection?? A marriage relationship that not only concerns both parties but also those who come along with him?? Did you think like that before??'' silang

Ustad Dhanu was silent I am not imposing a will just that I do want to have it am I wrong? I am also a widower having two young children just like Lana so therefore I want to invite her Mak Lana to be a mother for my son's son.. Before I came to their house I asked Lana first because this also concerns about her is Lana willing to accept me to be a father for you??'' he said steady

Ddduuuaarr...

The sound of lightning blaring on a dark night indicates that it will soon rain. Simultaneously Gilang was surprised, he was surprised because it was a proposal addressed to Alisa through her son. Gilang's heart raced quickly he looked at Lana who was also looking at him.

While westad Dhanu smiled cynically seeing Gilang's reaction even though he was silent but he knew that Gilang was surprised.

''How's Lana? Is Lana ready?? If Lana is willing then tonight also ustad will come to your house.'' he said proudly as if Lana received his proposal.

Lana is still silent she does not dare to mutuskan something that concerns the future of her Mak. Lana looked at Gilang while Gilang smiled over the fear that was afflicting her. Gilang rubbed Lana's head and smiled.

''Come bang . answered.. Om pa pa kok. all decisions are in the hands of Abang.whatever is the choice of Abang Om still appreciate it..''

Lana who heard Gilang speak like that was moved, meaning her choice was right! Lana hugged Gilang and cried she looked up to see Gilang, she smiled as well as Gilang she replied to him by rubbing Lana's head fondly.

The interaction of Lana and Gilang did not escape the attention of the perverted Dhanu if he felt insecure seeing Lana so loving Gilang looks like a father and son only.

Lana turned around and wiped her tears.

''Im sorry Abang ustad.n't Abang's intention to refuse.just long before Abang's meeting with ustad Abang first had met with Om Gilang..''

Lana took her breath '' since the first time Abang saw Om Gilang Abang had liked it just that Abang did not dare to say the same Meaning Abang tau Mak was in a bad condition if only the physical can still be treated but here is his heart that is wounded.''

''Abang keep trying to melt Mak's heart in his own way? Mak Abang managed to get out of his pain.. Now Mak smiled more often..Who is it thanks??''

''Who??'' tannya

''Am Gilang!! since the presence of Om Gilang in our family, Mak smiled more than he used to be more silent and pensive.. Om Gilang is like a healing medicine for us he came at the right time if only Om Gilang there could not be Mak Abang like the undead! Like a body without life! Brother always prayed that God would open Mak's heart again as before and Alhamdulillah succeeded.''

Ustad Dhanu heard Lana saying he thought about how much pain Alisa had gotten until Gilang interceded for them.

''So??''

''So ''So.... Brother prefers Om Gilang than ustad who just met.. Om Gilang is also like that but do not know for some reason like Brother is bound to him like we have been met in the past.. Brother also does not understand with this feeling which is clear Brother wants Om Gilang who is Papi for the three of us. once again forgive Abang ustad..''he said as he looked down helplessly at the grim face of Ustad Dhanu.

Lost to the heart he hugged Lana while crying.

They were silent for a long time until a small drizzle rain fell on their bodies and then they realized.

''Well if that's your decision to appreciate it. Thank you for the opportunity that Lana gave how many days in the future, for the future will not force Lana again.. congratulations sorry if I press Lana too much.."

''It is not okay if all there is a way only we who determine what kind of path we go through. we will not know who this heart is anchored to.. may you get the best match"

''Amiiinnn.. hopefully thank you Gilang... and Lana after this do not let not teach anymore yes.. because of this we men have to be professional when it comes to work really no..??"

"True ustad but ... What kind of work brother is it??"

"You work as a disciple of Ustad to get the reward of the day that you will

leave it to your mom later.. OK??.''

Lana grunts "hehehe understands ustad".

Ustad Dhanu shuffled Lana's hair.

"Yes already back then yes you also go home the day is getting late not to mention the heavy rain will soon fall. let's hunt back later wet.. Tell me tomorrow don't forget to learn it as usual." he smiled at Gilang

"God willing.."

"Assynoltom..."

"Wa'alaikum hail...."

I know I'm a fool can't fight.I'm lying if I say I don't like Alisa but I can't force my will on her.

Let time answer everything..

I cannot bear to see the son of the one I love hurt because of me.Let me give in as long as they are happy..

I believe God has prepared the best soul mate for me there...

May you be happy

Ustad Dhanu rubbed the clear water running down his cheeks. He was willing and sincere if that was Lana's decision. Why force the will if it will eventually hurt.

Let him give up as long as they are happy...

Hope so...

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See you's...

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