My Last Port (You're Not a Shit Carrier)

Do I have to be a widower first?

''It's not that I don't want to marry you Gi. I just don't deserve to be with you. Regardless of my past, it has indeed become a major point. Because I can't heal my heart's wounds yet! It is very difficult Gi. to live independently without a husband.. If I marry you, what will my neighbors do here? Do not rule out the possibility if they assume, I like the same in droves! and I will be accused, I am only after your treasure!''

''Uh ''eh? how could that be??'' ask Gilang.

''Yes, Gi. I am a widow divorced by a husband, not divorced by death. They'll think if I'm just a despicable woman, a mad woman of treasure, because I really need her for money, I hook you to be my husband! You know Gi. mothers here are julid!looking down on others without knowing what the truth is!'' said passionate.

Gilang chuckles. ''How can you think like that anyway?! Not necessarily loh.. they are all like that. only part of Lis... You are the one who knows more about your surroundings here??'' said Gilang, and looked at Alisa with her head up.

''Huh! sebel I'm the same! yes can Gilang... What are you?! The names of the mothers of the volumes do not look at feathers! they all looked down on a widow! even I was accused of seizing people's husbands.

He who was upset, now turned sad.

''If that's what you're afraid of, fine! I'll marry you in front of them! I'll show them, if you're not like that! You are special Lis. is incomparable to any other woman!'' exclaimed Gilang, he hugged Alisa so tightly.

Alisa bit her lip. He was embarrassed in such a deckap by Gilang. There is a sense of rustling in his heart for Gilang.

The treatment was very sweet for him. The treatment she never received from her husband. Once, when still engaged. But after marriage, all that changed.

Alisa daydreams. Gilang who felt Alisa who was just silent, released her embrace.

''Why ''Why? What are you thinking??'' ask Gilang.

''Uh ''eh? eng-nothing. You better rest, huh? The night is getting late. You go to school tomorrow, right??'' ask Alisa.

Gilang. ''I'm not going anywhere! I just want to be here with you! With you my life feels wonderful Lis! Please accept my offer, right? Because if you accept it, then tomorrow morning I will take care of everything! I don't need anyone to be my guardian! All I need is you Lis! not the others!'' exclamation Gilang.

Alisa sculpting. What say? Tomorrow then? Did he not hear wrong? What's wrong with this boy? thought Alisa.

Alisa looked at Gilang. Smile sweet smile. The eyes that had looked so sad, now turned so sparkling. As if what he asked for, then that was what would happen.

''What did you say?? Tomorrow?? You don't fuck Gi!''

''I'm serious Lis! Allow me to dock in your heart, allow me to be the Luka's healer in your heart, allow me to remove the trail of pain caused by your ex-husband! Give that chance Lis! I really want to marry you! Because since I first saw you, I've felt it. If you were the woman who was always present in my dreams from four years ago.. You're the one Lis! Let me marry you Lis.'' her door, while staring at that glittering black bead of eyes.

Alisa was fixated on hearing Gilang's expression. If she was a girl, it would be nice if someone proposed to her. But..

I am a widow!

Alisa quiet. He looked at Gilang who was also staring at him. The radiance of Gilang's eyes so sparkling full of love for him.

''I don't deserve your GI. You are more worthy of a woman your age. Look for other women who are the same age and level as you. I am just a widow with three children. You're still young Gi. You can still find the one that deserves to be with you. I am not worthy of you! I do not deserve to be with you Gi. look for another.

So tight on the chest when saying that. Alisa looked forward, without looking at Gilang. He could not bear, seeing the eyes dim.

''Why?? Is it because I'm still a child, is it because I haven't finished High School? Or, do you doubt that I am unable to support you and your child??''

How does he know if that's what I'm thinking??

Alisa glaring. What he thought was even mentioned by Gilang one by one.

''Is that why you rejected me Lis?? If so, you should not be afraid! I had my own business without the knowledge of my parents. I started that business when I was in the first grade of High School. And now I'm in third grade, which means my efforts have been three years. You're the first person I've ever told you about my efforts. No one knows about this. I purposely hid it! Because I do not want to be considered to spend only the money of parents, so I opened this business a long time ago! Long before we met!'' gilang said at length.

Again, Alisa was surprised by Gilang's words. He did not expect if this young man, had been successful while still in school. While his self was already su'udzon to him.

''I'm sorry Gi. I don't mean not to believe if you can afford to support us...'' Alisa looked up, she did not want to look at Gilang.

''What?? Then what do you doubt about me Lis?? Do... You want me to be a widower first? Only then will you accept me? Didn't she??'' insist Gilang.

Alisa tergugu's. ''Mom-it's not what I meant! I-i.ha-only...'' Alisa stammered because she did not know what else to talk to Gilang.

''Why Lis?? Why is it so hard for you to accept my presence? I told you, you don't have to be afraid if I can't support you and our child. I can Lis.. please accept yes, '' she said with a clear face.

Alisa looked at him without a blink.

The cup!

Alisa glaring. ''Say!'' exclaiming Alisa.

Gilang. ''Hehe ended you very long, he replied? Just answer me, what's so hard?! Instead of waiting for an unclear answer, it is better to be lured first! how do you know my angel is hooked with a bait that Papi Gilang threw ??'' he said, deliberately by moving his eyebrows up and down to tempt Alisa.

Blush.

''Hehehe! look at his face flushed! oohy! means Papi managed to dong tease Mami?'' smith again.

Again and again Alisa blushed.

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Uhuyyyy.. Shy Mak! is old! still want to be teased by Papi! 😁😁

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