My Last Port (You're Not a Shit Carrier)

Dreamtime

Gilang tried to convince Alisa, true that the self is the young man she met in a dream. While Alisa still kekeh does not believe him.

So also with Ira He is still thinking whether it is true if the young man called his sister in a dream is Gilang?? Is that true? Until he gasped to hear a voice so familiar in his ear.

''Are you still not trusting me, Ma'am??''

''Do you still not recognize me Alisa Febriyanti??'' the sound of bass so soft in their ears just like the sound in their dreams.

The deg!

The deg!

The deg!

That voice...

Like sound... Alisa was surprised and shut her mouth She still could not believe that the young man was indeed her.

While Ira muttered and could still be heard by Gilang.

''Pa..Pi.'' said.

Glad to look and smile.

''It's a beautiful sister, it's dear Papi... Does brother still doubt Papi??'' tannya

Ira who heard her wanted to cry her eyes glazed over, she ran and hit Gilang from the side. She cried.. Gilang also cried.

''Why can't you believe this is Papi?? Is there something that stuck in my brother's heart, until my brother hesitated to Papi.'' he said making Ira more tightened his embrace.

''Pa..Pi. bu-not ka-kak don't believe . ha-just soaaa ka-kak isn't sure ji-if i-it's a pa-papi. huhuhu...'' He cried sobbing.

Gilang saw Alisa as hiccupped on the floor He came to her and sat down to face Alisa, while Ira and Lana still held her while crying.

''Are you still doubting me.. My love.. ??'' heed

Alisa looked up at Gilang who was also looking at her with a gentle smile.

Alisa shook her head, her heart was so unwilling to say yes but her lips were mute, wanting to refuse but could not because the reality was true if Gilang was the young man she had once met in a dream.

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Alisa who realized that she was in a vast meadow was astonished. He felt strange about the place.

His feet moved around aimlessly until at the end of the meadow he saw Lana, Ira, and Annisa playing with a man. He approached her and stood around when he heard Lana's speech.

''But where are you. Why is it only now coming?? though has Brother waited a long time Papi??'' he said scowl with pursed lips.

The man smiled.

''Not that Papi didn't come, baby. For now let it be like this...''

''Why the hell Pi?? Is it because of Mak Abang ??''

''Could he not.'' he said intentionally to tease Lana.

''Ih Papiiii... Is that time the same brother?? Honest to Napa ?? Right because of Mak Abang ??''

The man looked straight ahead ''Yes, all this is because your Mak who does not want to open his heart to Papi.'' The man threw his breath away ''haahhh.. It is very difficult to conquer his heart, Papi has tried his hardest to be able to eliminate the pain in his heart but still can not.'' he said with a sad face.

He continued, How can Papi enter if Papi's presence alone is not desired by him?? let it be like this anytime and anywhere if you miss papi come here! because papi is waiting for you here until the time comes.'' he said, smiling gently.

''But if Mak forever does not want papi how??'' chirps Ira

The man was silent and glared far away at the end of the vast field his eyes were glazed ''we will be forever here. Without direction and purpose we will forever be lost in this dream world..''

''But this dream feels real Pi.. Brother wouldn't want to get out of here if it wasn't Papi who took us out of here..''

''We all need Papi. Don't go Pi. dear brother Papi. don't leave us here..'' Ira revealed her heart that she had never said including her mother Alisa.

The man was silent He was still daydreaming to the point where He heard someone's voice from behind.

''We will get out of here together.We will find a way out do not be afraid of children, Mak and Papi who will take you out of this vast field..'' he said as he stepped towards where the man was standing.

''When is Lis..?? is the grace period I've been giving you all this time not enough?? can't I be a cure for the wounds in your heart ?? If you are not sure yourself, then do not say something that you will not be able to fulfill! I'm always waiting for you here.. Alisa Febriyanti! Do you still not trust me??''

he said by turning around to see Alisa who was standing looking at him.

The deg!

Alisa's eyes glazed with glass She looked at the man who was smiling at her.

''Not that I refuse, only that I am still afraid of the presence of a man in my life..You know what my life has been like ?? Even you are the one who gave way for the four of us to be here I have tried but still cannot.

''No, if you yourself do not want it and yes.'' the man took his breath away ''haahhh while you are still fixated on the past then forever you will never be able to advance into the future. Look around you, Lis! isn't this a big meadow?? Just like you who are always breast-fed at every ordeal, but baby you can't even get out of here with your son. They're still here waiting for me..! Are you sure you've come out of this vast Padang Lis?? If you're out why are you back??''

Alisa fell silent, she stared at her son. That's right the man said, he can come out but not with his son. They will continue to be there until He alone takes them out.

Then He smiled, alright if that is your wish I will let you into my life but...??''

''But what??''

''You must prove first that if you are able to become a priest and a religious father, you will take us to His heaven, not only in the world but also in the end are you capable??''

''God willing to be your guide. Hopefully later we will gather in His jannah Aamiiinnn..''

''Aamiiinn.'' they jointly secured him.

''Well let's get out of here this journey is very long for us to go through may we always be together and inseparable.''

After saying that they walked towards where a bright light like a lamp they entered into it and suddenly Alisa woke up from her dream.

He wiped away his sweat-painted hair. Alisa was still stabilizing her heartbeats that suddenly rumbled violently.

He woke up when the voice of the azan reverberated. Alisa was still thinking about the dream, a dream that felt so real that she found it hard to forget.

Why are you present in my life after I lock my heart shut.. I'm afraid this will happen again.I don't want to hurt you..

He walked to the bathroom to worship and pray, he hoped that after facing the Khaliq he got a clue what he should do next.

He resigned if this is indeed a stroke of fate for him then he will berapang chest accept it.

I'm resigned to Robb....

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You have to be sincere and resigned Mak! on the stroke of fate!

TB