My Last Port (You're Not a Shit Carrier)

Last night with you 2

''You listen to me, don't you??''

Alisa looked at Gilang with teary eyes. Her heart was so touched by the expression of Gilang's feelings on her.

''Honey...''

''I don't know what to talk to you GI. It's really special after all these years I haven't experienced it. Thanks... Because you accepted me is there her. I am only a widow Gi.. You know, the stigma of the widow is very bad in the eyes of the community??''

''I know, therefore, I tell everyone that you are my wife!" relaxes.

Makes Alisa look her eyes out. "Wife??"

"Yes. Now everyone will know, if you were my wife! Although we're not legal yet, but I had to do all this. I just want to protect you from people who want to do evil to you, baby! So.. don't be angry?'' sahut Gilang, he continued to look at Alisa with instens.

"But..."

"Already! just think about it! You better take a break! Let me take care of Adek."

"Who? you're not coming home??" ask Alisa.

"I'll go home, after my job is done here." he said.

"I mean??" ask Alisa again. He was amazed by Gilang's words.

"Nothing! Go sleep! We'll change, okay?" elak Gilang's.

He was busy looking at Annisa. After seeing Gilang accompany Annisa, Alisa slept on the long sofa available in the room.

Alisa's eyes continued to look at Gilang who was rubbing Annisa's head with affection.

Gradually Alisa who was sleepy her eyes closed as well. It feels like Alisa has only been asleep for a while, she has been shocked by the sound of people crying.

The longer the more wean. Again, Alisa felt it was just a dream. However, his eyes opened suddenly when he realized that it was Gilang's voice.

Gilang cried so bitterly in his prayers. Silence prostrated in a state of crying.

Alisa who saw him was surprised. He approached Gilang and sat down beside him.

"Disappear... Gi.." call Alisa.

She gasped when she heard Alisa's voice. He looked up at Alisa. Alisa smiled, but Gilang grew sobbing.

"Gi.. honey... What's wrong?? Why are you crying?? Did something happen?? Or.." Alisa had not finished talking, Gilang had hit him until they both staggered back.

"Ah.. Ouchh.. Slow down Gi.." lamented Alisa. He overcame the body of Gilang who was crying.

"Ja-don't ti-tinggalin a-aku Lis.

"Say..."

"Darling I please. promise me. If anything happens between us, please never leave me. like Oma left me. I beg you dear..." said Gilang still by hugging Alisa so tightly.

Alisa was stunned to hear Gilang's words. Is that as scared as Gilang losing himself? Butwhy??

"You listen, baby? Never leave me. no matter what happens.I beg you, only you that I have in this world.I beg you dear.please." said Gilang so hope.

Again, Alisa was touched by Gilang's words.

"Yes Gi. yes, I will never leave you no matter what. If at any time there is an event beyond our control, then it is destiny! Just like you said. I will patiently wait for you GI.. always mention my name in every prayer you. insyaallah. we will definitely unite later in time.. You must be strong huh? Patience and trust. Now it is better that we both strengthen ourselves in order to be together later. I fit in with you, and you match up with a widow like me! Really??" said Alisa, deliberately encouraging Gilang who is in a spoiled condition.

"Really??"

Gilang chuckles at Alisa.

Cup.

A warm kiss landed on Alisa's forehead for so long. Alisa closed her eyes. It felt a clear circle flowing up to Alisa's cheek.

"Disappear.." whispered Alisa.

"I'm afraid of losing you. I can't imagine what if it's true? I'm afraid Lis. I'm afraid.." lirih Gilang while slamming her head into the recess of Alisa's neck covered with hijab.

"If we are meant to be a match, to any extent and anywhere, then he will find his way to unite us both. Ask the same God, so that we are always in his shade until later we are rediscovered.." said Alisa so quietly.

It's not that he's not afraid, it's the same. But what should he do if it is like this destiny path that must be passed.

I'm also afraid Gi. I'm also afraid of losing you. I don't know what happened to me. Until I like leaning in like you, am I really a crowd-pleaser? Or how?

I can only pray. And in every prayer I slip your name so that we will be united at the time.. For now, let it be like this. I can't go against the flow.

I have to go with the flow wherever he takes me.. Wherever I go, that's where I'll end up. And if it is you, then you are my Last Port Gilang Bhaskara..

I love you. Very dear..

Unknowingly Alisa hugged Gilang so tightly. Makes Gilang more comfortable in Alisa's arms.

I really, really, really love you Alisa. Until at any time in this heart, there will only be your name.. I won't let anything else fill my heart..

You are the only one in my heart.As far as I go, you are my place I come back. You are the place I go home..

I love you so much Alisa Febriyanti.. I love you because of God.. Because God is the one who unites us both.

I'm sure we'll be together by then. Until the appointed time, I will be patiently waiting for you..

O Allah, if we are meant to be together, bring us both closer together. However, if we are not meant to be together, then eliminate this feeling for yourself.

That we may be sincere in accepting your destiny, O God..

Gilang hugged Alisa so tightly. Gilang rolled her body to turn around and hugged Alisa from the front.

Alisa according. Because he knows that now, Gilang really needs his spirit.

''Thank you dear. For accepting this little me. I will make sure! That there will be no other woman in my life besides you, Alisa Febriyanti!" she hugged Alisa.

"Beloved together, may we be united by God and be together forever to His heaven."

"Amien.let it be like this for a little while, dear.because tonight is the last night I am with you. Because after this I'll be away from you for a few years. I hope, by the time we meet, we'll have strengthened each other. I just want you dear.not the others.." lirih Gilang still by hugging Alisa so tightly.

"I love you so much, Alisa Febriyanti, now or later.."

Tonight is the last night of Gilang and Alisa's togetherness before everything will change.

Will Alisa be able to accept the fateful decision that will happen to GIlang??

Expect continuation!

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TB