My husband loves my husband to fly

I'm Officially Widowed

Assalamualaikum loyal reader of my novel,,,

I'm sorry that for too long vacum update the continuation of my story, I can't deny there is a pain that I want to avoid, because every time I type this novel, this novel, the shadows and memories of the past resurfaced making me sad and failing to move on .

I was struggling to accept all my life's destiny. Because it's not easy for me, my son and my family.

For me that you now see, still healthy, strong, patient it is not easy, all can not be separated from my family's efforts to continue to provide reinforcement on me, he said, that without mas DJ everything would still be fine for me and my son.

Looks more likely, but that's how I felt and I experienced, until my BB dropped 30kg.

sometimes if someone says I'm too lamenting fate, try to switch places for a minute, so you know what it's like to be me, you know,,

So please don't judge me, it's enough for you to read my story because you know what it feels like to be just me, you know,,

Once again, I apologize for the long wait that faithfully awaits the continuation of my story.

And here's the next story that's also the final story of my household act,,,

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Not long after I called Yuni, the tea Goddess came over to me,,

"Have you finished tea?? " ask me, please,,

"Already ma'am, now that mother has officially single parent, the father had read the talaq pledge on behalf of the mother "he replied explaining,,,,,, the father had read out the talaq pledge on behalf of the mother,,,

Deeggg,, my heart ripples, there's a lot of pain there, there's a deep sense of disappointment in my husband, more precisely my ex-husband. As the tea Goddess knew what I was feeling, she clasped my fingers tightly as she said softly, "patiently ma'am, inshaAllah this is best for mother, Allah knows that mother woman is strong, God knows that mother is strong, don't be discouraged, ma'am, keep moving forward no matter what "Tea Dewi encourages me, ma'am,,

There was a clear grain dripping in the corner of my eye, however hard I tried, still I was a weak woman,,

How was it when I met DJ?? She asked me, didn't she??? ask me a question

"He must have been Mom, my mother's father, but my mother didn't come, I said she wasn't feeling well" tea explained

I'm a niggle,,,

"Father send greetings to mom, I apologize for everything that has happened, actually you want to ngomng sndiri same mother or just chat mom on WhatsApp, he said, but said his father number hp in the same block mother ya,,,?? because the father of love chat father to hp mother all tick one, meaning the number hp father has been blocked the same mother "tea Dewi explained at length

I just smile wryly,, you know,,

"Open ajaa ma'am, do not block his hp number father, maybe there is good intentions any father, thank goodness father ngajak referring,,"

"Yes inshaAllah I will unblock it" I replied expressionlessly,,,

Tea Goddess gave me a chocolate envelope

" It's in it there's Iddah money and Wadiah money for the mother of Mr. "Tea Dewi tell me

As I stared at the brown envelope, the 14 years I had been a wife paid only a dozen million dollars, I took a deep breath of my disappointment to my ex-husband,,

But what you want to say, this is now my status 'Janda son one' without a job and without income.

I just hope the best God always gives me and my son, and,,

Aamiin YaAllah,,,,,, that is,,,,