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Mediations

Today is the First Court hearing for my divorce case, from the morning my feelings have been mixed, I don't know what it feels like to be able to describe with words.

From the morning we were ready to go to the Religious Court, I, Mamah Titi, Aunt Iyan also Key.

At 8:30 we arrived at the Religious Court,

" it turns out this is the atmosphere in the waiting room" I thought in my heart, my eyes relentlessly exploring the contents of the Religious Court waiting room,,,,,, I thought,,,

" what a lot of people who are going to get divorced and divorced like me, that much every day, and that's as easy as deciding a marriage "I thought in my heart do not believe

Because so many people were in the waiting room, we couldn't find a place to sit, we just lined up along the wall as my eyes continued to look for the figure who would divorce me, my husband.

Not long after, my husband came, alone. Seeing me coming with my Mamah n Aunt, hurried my husband approached us to shake hands, after which there was not a word to speak, all silent because the atmosphere became tense.

My mother and aunt felt very disappointed because my husband had returned me to my parents' house and was about to divorce me, so their disappointment was shown by the way they treated my husband, that's their disappointment.

And I saw after that, my husband was in the corner of the room talking to the key, I saw them laughing and hugging each other every once in a while, if that was the view I saw at home, not in the waiting room of the Court, I must be smiling and laughing now.

We entered the mediation room at noon, there was an unusual nervousness running through my body when my name was mentioned. I could only gulp and wake up feeling nervous, I felt all eyes looking at me, looking at a wife who was not wanted by her husband and was about to be divorced. That was how I felt when I judged myself.

We (my husband) sat facing each other, and there was a mediator mediating us. But whatever the mediator said didn't change my husband's decision to divorce me.

At the end of the session, I asked permission to be allowed to ask my husband, and the mediator gave me time.

" Well, is it really just because of what you mentioned in the lawsuit until you want to divorce me?? if only for that reason, I promise I'll fix it well, I'll be better off, I won't repeat all my mistakes, all the traits you don't like about me, I'll leave you " say me while sobbing

Then the mediator gave my husband a chance to answer,,,

" I'm sorry sir, can I not answer my wife's question??? I mind being asked like that," he replied,,,

" Oh please sir if you object to answer, no need to answer, "The mediator explains,,

" What the hell is this, I just want to know, really??? that's it,,,!!! but it seems I'm getting more convinced by the reason my husband wanted to divorce me, not just the reason he wrote in the lawsuit, but there are other hidden reasons he doesn't want to tell anyone, especially me,,, you,,,. "