
Looks like the Chief Judge understands how I feel even if I don't answer
" Well Dj sir, how??? ready for today's talaq pledge reading,,,??? " ask the Chief Judge to my husband
I continued to hold my husband's hand, I looked at his face with tears running down my cheek without being able to hold it.
" How dj sir "The presiding judge asked for the second time,,
For a moment my husband breathed his breath, heavy, all I saw was doubt there,,
And sure enough,,,
" I doubt Mr. Judge "my husband answered
" Owh if you are still in doubt do not say Talaq's pledge first sir, until you are really ready, "The presiding judge tells us
A moment of burden and anxiety that had been on my chest seemed to disappear instantly.
" Well if Mr. Dj is not ready at this time, think about when the time, the time is 6 bln from now, if for 6 bln later you do not say Talaq's pledge, it means that the divorce suit is instantaneous and you are still the husband of the wife, "The Chief Judge explained
For a moment I looked at my husband who was thinking about making sure when the right time for him to read Talaq's pledge.
Suddenly he looked at me, I just shook my head weakly, a sign that I did not want my husband to read the talaq pledge to me. For a moment my husband looked at me, and again looked at the Chief Judge,,,
" There is an answer Mr Dj, kira2 when or want to cancel,,,? " ask the Chief Judge reassuringly,,
" Next month, Judge" he replied
I have no more words, no sadness, no tears, just normal for me.
The judge told us that the reading of Talaq's pledge to step down until next month, ready or not ready next month should have a decision, whether to continue with the reading of Talaq's pledge or even abort his case.
Finally we all came out of the courtroom, inexplicably my husband came walking quickly down the stairs, he usually my husband never like that, usually it's always saying goodbye or there's a base on me but this,,,, this,,,
I ran after him, I called2 and kept his name but my husband seemed to ignore my call,,,
" Dad,,, Daddy,,,!!!! " i called her name while chasing her to the parking lot
The one in question was only indifferent and showed an unpleasant look on me, why,, am I wrong??? I thought in my heart
But I pretend I don't understand
" Daddy go straight to the office, okay,,??? " ask me a moment after we look at each other
" Yeah, a lot of work "the answer is indifferent
180 Degrees different like this morning when we had not entered the courtroom
" Oh yes, my heart is well, " said I as I kissed the back of his hand
My husband just nodded,,,,, I,,,
And passed away leaving me
" What's wrong with my husband, why is his attitude so different from before, this morning everything still seems normal and normal,, why is it so now,,, " I thought in my heart