
That day we still took the time to pray Maghrib and Isya congregate at home. Perhaps this is our last congregational prayer, because our status will change tomorrow, because of the Pledge of Thalaq, then break all our relationships and ties as husband and wife.
I'm still preparing my husband for that dinner, whatever happens tomorrow, let's think tomorrow, which for sure today I will still treat you as my husband.
After dinner, my husband prepared to go home to my Father-in-Law, while my husband was ready, I would rather go into the room and lay my body on my bed.
My husband came to me, and, then,,,
" Tomorrow how's mah??? " ask her
I looked at my husband, "it's up to you, "my answer was flat
" Daddy didn't come, did you,,, ??? " he said as he fell asleep beside me and his eyes looked straight at the sky of our room,,,
either the question was directed to me or to himself
" Dad don't come, I'm alone, with this we don't say Talaq's pledge and we're still husband and wife" I said
My husband turned to me, looking at me inside,,,
I'm the one who's just smiling thinly,,,, I,,,
" Mamah tomorrow want to come,,?? " ask nyaa,,,
" IshaaAllah is coming, but I may not have entered the courtroom, I will not be able to hear you read Talaq's pledge to me "I explain my fear,,,,,, I,,,
" Dad came,,??? " ask me back
" I don't know, "he answered with his eyes blank
I just looked at his face as my hands continued to stroke the back of his hand
" You know, the day after knocking the court hammer, I once called my lawyer to ask behind his marriage certificate, I said that my father did not become divorced,,, but he said he couldn't "my husband tell me
My husband took a deep breath and got up from his sleep, "Dad go home first, deeh,,!!!" he said to me
I just nodded in agreement,,,, I,,
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To his morning esokan,,,
Dreett,,, Dreett, my cell phone reads, I see it in the name of my lawyer, I see,,
And I lift,,, and,,,
" Yeah, tea," I replied beginning the conversation
" Where's mom, you came today ?? " ask the tea Goddess on me to make sure
" I'm still in the tea house, InshaaAllah came to tspi I'm not in the room yaa, afraid of fainting I'm tea " said I told Teh Dewi
" Oh yes no what ma'am, yes we ktmuan there at 9 o'clock yes, this I am still on the toll bu "Tea Dewi told me about her position at that time
" Yeah ready for tea, I'm still making and, see you there, ya,,,!!! " i ended the phone call and continued dancing.
Not long after, my phone rang afa whatsapp notification that turned out from my husband.
" Mah, where, where,,,??? Mamah came to court, right??? " he wrote to me
" It's still at home, well, InshaAllah came. Where's dad,,??? " ask him back
" Yeah dad also came, this is the father's lawyer from dawn has been calling the father continuously, he said do not get to ga dateng. But now I'm still at home "the answer is complete
Deg,,, there's a little pain in my heart, if my husband came to mean that today there would still be a reading of Talaq's pledge from him, and today it would all be over, the 14-year relationship will end today, but isn't this what my husband, my father-in-law, and his extended family had hoped for, so that my husband and I would get a divorce.