My husband loves my husband to fly

At my best friend's house,,

My crying is getting louder,,,

I couldn't help it anymore, what I felt back then, all I spilled on Acha

" I don't believe that Key's father has the same heart as gw, cha,,, he's really divorced gw,, I'm now alone cha, I don't have another husband, I'm widowed,,, " I cried and screamed in Acha's lap my body shook violently, I couldn't hold back my crying anymore

" Patient Key, accept sincerely, inshaaAllah lw dapet a better husband than Key's father, "Acha cried a hiccup while his hands rubbed my back

" How my life and the next key, Cha, "I still sob

" Believe in God, Key, the sustenance of the same key lw not only through the hands of the key father, the sustenance has been arranged by God and will never be exchanged. And whatever Dad key is now doing to lw and key, it's all going back to him, he's gonna figure out what I'm now rasain, heartache, feeling dumped, denigrated,,, he will feel it later, lw do not be afraid, there is God key, God does not sleep, God sees and God records all the treatment of Father key the same lw both,, " Acha strengthens me while patting my back wishing I was tough

I lift my head from his thighs, I finish my seat back, I, I tried to stop crying even though the rest of the tears still fell in the corner of my eyes but my crying was not as hard as before.

" Strong Yes Key,,, !!! " Acha convinced me

I nodded slowly, though there were clearly many doubts and questions in my heart. Will ??? what ??? how ??? and many more,, and,,

I let out everything I felt right now, I wanted to cry as much as I wanted and I was able to until when at home there would be no more crying, I did not want to cry in front of Key.

We arrived home, after I had picked up Key first at school after Acha's house.

" It's over, mah,,?? " ask key

I nodded slowly while looking at his face

" Yes, I'm done !!!" I continued

" The patient, ma'am, you are not alone, I still have, I will take care of mama, I will never stay mama. I promise mah,,, !!! " key looked at me

I sank and nodded, I stroked Key's cheek, I tried to hold back all my might not to cry again, she said, but I realized that now that my eyes were dewy because I was not clear to see Key's face blocked by the rising water there, I was holding back the crying,,,, I was,,,

" I'll make you proud of me and we'll make you sorry you left us, mah,, !!!! " exclaimed key while hugging me as if I knew what I needed right now, a firm embrace.

" Never stay mamah ya, ka, just kaka mamah have this moment "my tears melted and I felt the key hug so tightly in my body, just as he was trying to strengthen himself, and we strengthened each other, and,,

" I'm sorry, sis, it's not this kind of family that you want to give to you when mama takes you from your mother, at that time mamah hopes you have a decent life with parents who are complete, adequate and always make you happy. But all just a plan, because everything has to end like this now and this must all be very disappointing for you,, forgive,,, !!!! " i'm getting my arms closer to the key, as if I want the key to know what I'm thinking.