My husband loves my husband to fly

The day I'm gonna be sent home,,,,, uh,,,

"Well, finish all the files that you think are important, house letters, car letters, marriage licenses make one big map, do not love the father of key ya mah,,,let Key's father have time to think indirectly immediately to the Religious Court "

Sisca told me

I immediately cleaned up all the files that Sisca said, I remember the night before, my husband cleaned up the files and divided into two large folders, it turns out my husband had prepared everything.

" Oh my God, this is what Key's father meant when he arrived to clear the file last night, Sis,,"

I said While continuing to clear the file, I told Sisca while crying, Sisca occasionally stroked the elus behind my shoulder to strengthen me while following me crying.

Sisca kept strengthening me, didn't break up,,,

"Patience, O Lord, God will not give a trial to those who cannot bear it, Mah, Allah knows that women are strong, able, able, therefore God loves this test to Mamah, if it is given to me, not necessarily I can be like mama, mah, mah,,,"

I cried as I would, I wanted to spill the taste that was currently on my chest to Sisca,,,,, I wanted to spill the feeling that was currently on my chest to Sisca, and,,,

"Gw ain't strong sis," I said in tears

"Mama must be strong, Mamah must be able,, nangis aja mah if indeed at this time mamah wants to cry, there is me,," he exclaimed,,,

At one o'clock in the morning sisca came home from my house, with a heavy heart she had to leave me, because her husband at home had been waiting for this

After Sisca, there is not much I do, just clean up the clothes and letter that I want to bring tomorrow to the papah house.

Why do they seem to blame me for this situation, the situation in which we all expect the presence of a baby,,,

Practically all night I could not sleep, I just lay beside the key while staring at the sky of my room, tears kept rolling through the corner of my eyes.

Every now and then I try to close my eyes, but what I think of is the events that will happen tomorrow,,, that is,,,

I imagine how my Papah and Mamah will react as well as my sister's, when I'm sent home by my husband and Father-in-law tomorrow. Sad to be sure, disappointed moreover,,,

But what to say,,,

They may wish like me that this was all just a nightmare, but in reality this is what is happening.

Many times I tried to close my eyes, but many times I failed to try to sleep,,

At 4am I tried to text my husband, I asked him what time he would take me to my parents' house, and my husband said he'd be out of the office after that and just drove me to my parents' house.

After the dawn prayer, I was tidy, albeit with puffy eyes and a puffy face.

I've prepared everything I need, I'm just waiting for my husband and father-in-law to arrive at my house, and, uh,,,

Almost nine o'clock in the morning, my Husband and Father-in-Law arrived at our house,,,