
My Lebaran this time is really different, Sadhh that I can not describe, There is an unusual taste.
Partly I feel my heart ache, I miss my husband, I miss kissing the back of his hand, hugging him and being hugged by him on a day like this,, I miss my husband,, During the 14th my husband was the first person I ever apologized to. "Aayaahhh, forgive me," I said softly in my heart
Many times my husband called my cell phone, but never once I picked up, nor did I send him my apology message on Eid, I did not do it at all.
I just don't want to go stale with my father-in-law, sister and brother-in-law, I don't want it,,,, you know,,,
On the second day of Lebaran, my husband called me, only there I apologized for all the wrong I had done to him. I said I'll be home tomorrow.
It just so happens that tomorrow is key's birthday, and key asks for a gift from his father just to walk, eat and watch at the Mall. I'm in agreement,,,
The next morning, the husband called me,,, in the morning,,,
" What time do you want to walk, huh?? " ask her, please,,
" Finished this we go home ko, well, this is neat and and stay the way, we walk to the Mall directly yes yes pas I'm to home" said I
" Yes, you can "answer,,, yes,,,
" you're on the road, mah,,,!!! " my husband told me
" Yes yeah, "my answer,,
Not to forget my mama brought ketupat and vegetables, there was chicken opor, there was a uli tape, sweets kolang kaling, onion nuts, all my husband's favorite.
14th mama I always prepare my husband's favorite food when Lebaran arrives, because my papah mama is very dear to my husband. Not only during Lebaran moments like this, but ordinary days when we will visit, surely mamah always make my husband's favorite food, it is always !!!
Not only food, when we were struggling with money, papah never thought twice to help us, although at first we only 'borrow' but he never demanded back, papah never demanded back, because they don't want to see us in trouble. We borrowed a lot of papah money, the peak when we were required to pay the bank debt, and there my husband raised his hand. I did not want to make my husband embarrassed in front of his parents' face, because at that time we guaranteed the certificate of the Father-in-law's house. Afraid that my husband would do what we didn't want because of stress, I was forced to borrow 30 million bills to cover the bank bill at the time. Without thinking 2 times papah gave it to us, I promise I'll take it out of my husband's salary,,,,, I,,,
At that time papah said, "Papah does not force cicil every month, if there is a chance again please love to papah "
I don't know how many tens of millions of papah money on us there's nothing we've changed,,
So knowing that I would be sent home for unclear reasons, my father and mother were the most disappointed with the attitude of my husband and my father-in-law.
I knew how disappointed my parents felt at the time, what a lack of good they were until the fault of her daughter could not be forgiven by her husband, she said, did they not see the kindness of my parents,,
Maybe his mind is not well,,, maybe,,,
(again, back to my way home,)
After a 2-hour journey I got home,,,