My husband loves my husband to fly

Not Rarely,,,,

Every time my husband comes home from work he always looks moody, the peak of the night when my husband comes home from work he arrives with a sad face, haggard, withered, no passion,, no, no,,,

I was waiting for his return to be confused,,,, and,,,

"What's up, huh,,,???" I asked her about the situation, after I had drunk the water and my husband fell down to the sky on the rattan bench of our porch,,,,, and,,,

He did not reply, only the clear round circles I saw falling on the corner of his eye,,,

"Dad feels lonely, mah,, father's life no passion,,, Father work for whom, father work banging bones for whom???" he said as he sobbed holding back the cry,,,

"Yes Allah Father, do not be that, father works for me, for me, for, why do you not, what do you really want???" ask me

"Dad wants to have a child," he said with a sobbing cry, along with the heavy rain that night,,,

"We have kaka key, father, and we're trying, and we're struggling to have children of our own, don't be like this father, get excited, I need a husband who can encourage me, not a weak husband like this "I said in his ear, sobbing,,,, I said,,,

He hugged me, kissed me, and said, "excuse me, you're weak, you're not as strong as those outside who patiently wait,,,"

We hugged each other in tears, I whispered to him "Please, wait a minute, we're struggling to get it,,,"

I kissed him with his big eyes,,, I,,,

My husband sat down, and I tidied up my seat, "What's wrong? anything you want to tell me???" ask me

"Dad can ask permission, dad wants to go jauuhhhh, alone,, I want to throw away2in this feeling you feel, but I don't know where to go" he said,,,

I was shocked, "Dad want to leave me???" ask me,,, you,,,

"Just a few days mah, I make sure you go home" he replied,,,

"Can mah???" ask her,,,

"no!!!!" answer me

"Just a few days mah, I promise, once the father comes home, the father will be a new figure,, the father will throw away everything that is in the mind of the father at this time" he explained,,,

"Keep me what if you leave" asked me, clasping his fingers tightly

"You can go to the enek house (my friend) first, nginep there, later if you come home from there" he replied

"Where are you going?" ask me

"Don't know, I'll go as far as I can,, I don't have a car, I'll ride a motorcycle, where I'm tired, I'll go home,,,"

It is with a heavy heart that I agree with my husband's request,,,

I never parted sleeping with her, even during a fight, unless she had an office job that required her to stay overnight.

We always sleep together, even when fighting, I always try when sleeping is not in a fight condition, because we always sleep hugging each other,, that's how we are

My husband has been granted leave from the 3-day office

tgl 2 and 5 November 2018, namely Friday and Monday, because Saturday week is indeed his office off,,,

So my husband has 4 days to go leave me,,,

The day before her departure, Thursday night, I tidied up whatever my husband would bring with me while traveling,,,