My husband loves my husband to fly

My husband just glanced at me,,,

"Yes, mah, I'm tired, want to clean clean first" he said leaving me who was still glued to the porch of the house

Finish the bath,,,

"Have you eaten yet?? Want to eat?? " ask me

"Slightly yes, ma'am" she replied

While eating I began to ask

"Where's the study???" ask me

"In the Kalimalang Mosque" he answered briefly

"Well, what's the study about??" ask me if I want to know

"Yes about our problems, about why we have no children so far, and what we should do" my husband explained

" Keep his Ustad say what?? I mean his Ustad what advice to you, to us," I asked

" The secret is, the time when all the fathers told you" he replied ketuss

"Well, I'm confused, Ustad's answer period should be kept secret, not shared with me, it's my problem too" I thought to myself

"We are trying well, all the ways we have tried to get offspring, but it all depends on God, the Son is the Prerogative Rights of God well, ready or not when God has said 'Kun Fayakun' then all will happen, This is our household exam, until where we can face all these exams, every household always has its exam, well,,,,, that,,, some are tested by not having Treasures but many children, some have everything but have not been given offspring, like us. Household exams are macem macems well, so be patient,," I said

All I asked was silence, no matter where his mind was,,, no, no,,,

(What I knew afterwards, that that night my husband was lying to me, my husband did not take part in the study and did not discuss with ustad about our problems, he said, My husband was asked by my father-in-law to discuss my husband's intention to divorce me)

*sick bangett YaaAllah,,,

The next day,,, the,,,

Tuesday, 12 February 2018

Unlike usual, my husband divides in two large maps, my birth certificate and diploma are put together in Map with the birth certificate n Key diploma, while his is stored in a separate map.

Just thought by me what my husband is doing to fix this,,,

And I didn't find the answer at the time,, though,,,

Wednesday, 13 February 2018

That morning as usual, my husband and Key will leave together, usually my husband will deliver the key first to school and then after just to the office.

Nothing strange, everything seems normal and ordinary,,,

Before leaving I kissed the back of his hand, my husband kissed my lips and forehead (it was like that every day).

Before leaving, my husband said that today he would meet his customers first. Until 2 pm there was no news, usually during lunch and prayer Dzuhur my husband will definitely call me, but not today.

I called him just to make sure he was okay,,,

My husband said that today was busy, sorry I haven't been able to tell me,,,

It's okay when I say it,,,, it's,,,

After I close the tlp, but there is a whatsapp notification from my friend, Sisca.

"Well, tomorrow will come with me Liqo (study) no??? yuk mah if you want to walk with me tomorrow" fill whatsapp

"Come sis, what time???" much

"Jam 8, ma'am, I'll pick you up later" he said again,,,

Baiklaahhh,,,, the,,,