My husband loves my husband to fly

At Our House,,, the,,,

I stared at him as my husband put bribes for bribes into his mouth, so weak, I could not bear to see YaAllah,,,,,,, I,,,

Usually under these circumstances my husband is always spoiled for me, always asking me to hug and not want me to live anywhere, but now it's like there's a barrier between us

I tried my hardest to hold my tears, I didn't want my husband to know that I was so worried about him.

After eating, I gave my husband the medicine I had prepared, I gave it to him and immediately gave it to him,,,

" Dad went straight home huh, mah,, it's been a shame" he said to me,,

I nodded,,,, you know,,,

" Daddy's sick, you're not here, are you,,,???" ask Key

" Dad's coming home, I don't bring work supplies for tomorrow "my husband gives an excuse to key. Key understood it

My husband kissed us in turn, then walked up to his bike,,,, uh,,,

I looked at that back, for the umpteenth time my tears were wetting my cheeks, and,,

It was mixed, sad, worried to see him leave us in such a state, I was really worried,,,

I wiped away my tears as my husband turned his back and said goodbye to me, I smiled, "heart on the road well, no speeding,,,!!! " my word

My husband nodded,,,, I,,,

" O God, I feel so sad, so sad to see my father, ka, "my words as I cry into my room,,,

" It's the choice of father, ma'am, Dad who chose us, so justin, "key reminds me while following me from behind into the room,,,

" Mom don't have the heart, "I keep crying

" Mom should have the heart,, let me think " said key, I don't know where he got the word from, but all that key was right

" Mah, you saw Mbah talking to me, right?? " ask key

I nodded, "What's wrong??? " ask me

" Mbah said the same I told you to keep mamah, continue to say again I have to go to school diligently, because the father was looking for money to payin me school, even though the father is not the real father, the father is not the father, I have to keep loving and respecting my father, "key said mimicking my father-in-law's words

I was just silent, I heard but I couldn't think,,,

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Today is my 7th divorce hearing, the agenda of hearing witness testimony from my side. It's come from last night, my sister Oceh and my aunt Nina (Nina is my aunt, the youngest sister of my mother.Our age is only 3th, she is the biological mother of Key. Why is Key there with me and my husband,,?? Because my aunt Nina was a lot of kids back then and all were little kids, so I asked her to help take care of Key. Coincidentally my aunt was also pregnant again, so our Key who treated until now )

From morning we were ready to go to the Religious Court. Me, Oceh, my Aunt. This time Key did not come because he had to go to school,,

Around 9am we arrived at the Religious Court, I made the appointment to meet with Teh Dewi, My lawyer first because there are many things we want to discuss before entering the courtroom.