My husband loves my husband to fly

And I know,,,!!!!

"Astaghfirullah,,,!!!!!" I screamed in my heart, I was shocked, my hands were trembling, my knees were weak, but not a single drop of my tears were falling,,,,, no,,,

I know and sure my husband must have met kiky, they ate at the Pizza Hut Grand Tour, I can't imagine what my husband did with the woman I've been jealous of,,,, I can't imagine,,,

They must have been chatting and laughing happily,,,

Ohh,, God, I endure the pain in my heart that feels deeper,,,, I,,,

I waited for him outside, until my husband arrived from the mosque.

"Why mah???" she asked me to see my face was different from the one before

"Anterin me well," Invite me while holding back emotions

"Where??" ask her again

"To Cibitung, I want to ask where he is on Sunday, November 4th" I said

My husband's shocked, but he's trying to stay calm,,,

"However, you are the same as me" I said

while I walk into the house. My husband is still with his innocent face, Pura pura does not understand or does not really understand, I do not know,,,

I was so disappointed and hurt, I felt lied to and like a fool among them.

At that moment I could no longer suppress my anger, I went into my room, I locked the door and I screamed as loud as I could. I don't know if my left neighbor heard me or not and I don't care,,,

I stood looking at the mirror in my room, I looked at that face, the reflection of my face, the face that was very tired, the face of the end is always struggling with problems,, "I'm lelaahhh, "my cry

But for a moment I remembered about how they fooled me, lied to me and played behind me, I regained the emotion,,

I came out of the room, I saw my key and my husband right in front of the door, looking at me in wonder, I was never like that if the emotions, all were still within normal limits, he said, but not today,, no,,,

I didn't care about their views and opinions, I just wanted to settle all my emotions back then,,,

I took a broom in the wash, and hurriedly I went back into the room, I collected all the scattered glass fragments. When I thought all the pieces of glass had been collected I did not lift them up for me to throw them away, but rather I swept them as fast as possible to make them fall apart,,,

Key was shocked to see me like that, he just cried while calling my name softly,, "Mamaa,,,,"

I don't know what possessed me at that time, but what I felt at that time my emotions could not stand, I could not stand,, I said,,

"I'm going to Cibitung, huh, you want anther???" ask me

"No, you're alone" he replied

"Don't get me wrong if I make a lot of kiky's house" I threatened

I take the helmet, I turn on my bike, and I go,,,

But I didn't really leave, I just got out of my housing complex and I parked my bike in front of the shophouse shophouse that was closed at the time.

I sat on the terrace of the shophouse, and immediately reached into the bag to take my phone, I wanted to call someone to ask for confirmation.

But the next moment I had to unblock it first, I thought

Shortly after I unblock, and connect,,,,

"Hallo Mamah, Assalamualaikum" replied across the line when the call was connected

"Waalaikumsalam" I said softly while holding back the cry,,,