My husband loves my husband to fly

Arriving in Purwakarta,, the,,,

It turns out that the tourist attraction we are heading to is not operating because the water discharge is less because it was the dry season, finally we are looking for other tourist alternatives, our choice fell to Jatiluhur reservoir,,,

All right, we'll be there, but first we'll fill up the stomach first,,,, uh,,,

Nothing strange all seems normal, kiky always play with kak key, my son, while I always accompany beside my husband,,,,, I,,,

it was like I had two daughters, yes I was happy,, yes,,,

Though at first, my mother forbid to bring along kiky, fearing that there are unwanted things2 later on, and at that time I convinced my mother that everything would be fine2 only, he said, there is no need to worry about their relationship, because their relationship is only a child and parent relationship, I explained to my mother,,,

Because I'm keukeh with my argument akhrnya mamah I approve my decision,,,

We take a lot of photos and videos there, either hundreds of photos because there are indeed many good spots there for photo2.

By late afternoon, we were rushing home, as the trip was quite time-consuming,, as,,,

Starting the journey home, the feeling was already uncomfortable to see their closeness, but I did not need to worry too much, because it was me who asked kiky to come along.

While passing through a restaurant, my husband asked Kiky, "You want us to never come here, there's a gethering event from the office???" " yes, sir, kiky just entered at that time, still an apprentice" he explained,,

A lot of them obrolin, I pura ga hear, rejuvenate while enjoying music,,,, I,,,

we stopped by Maghrib and Isya prayers at Karawang Grand Mosque,,,

When we finished taking ablution, we who walked hand in hand crossed paths with my husband, he dadah2 to kak key,,,

After the prayer, we were reunited with the husband on the terrace of the mosque, he asked me "Mamah earlier where finished the son2 take ablution, ko ga see father"

"I'm behind them, we're three streets away" I explained

"Your eyes can only see her, I'm closed" I said a little sewot as I passed,,,

"Kok mamah why???" tanyanya asked for an explanation of my sentence

but I did not answer, hurried me into the car without heeding his confused gaze,,,

I'm starting to hate being here, I'm starting to feel uncomfortable being here,,,, uh,,,

As agreed, we drove kiky to the front gate of the housing complex, he came down while kissing my hand and said "thank you, ma'am,,,"

I replied with a smiley nod,,,

Until the trip home, there was nothing my husband and I talked about anymore, we drifted away with each other's thoughts,,,

"Well, can you block no kiky??" ask me

Although a little surprised, he replied "Can, why??" " ga apa2, block ajaa, you guys meet in the office, no need to connect drumah right,," I replied

Not long after my husband showed me whatsapp that he had blocked my kiky ssuai request,,,

I don't know what's on my mind, why I'm always suspicious of them both, that they're playing me,,,,, that,,,

that thought just kept on in my brain,,,, yeah,,,

The more days my relationship with my husband gets worse, there's a distance between us,,,

I don't know why, I don't know, but that's what happened.