
While waiting for Sisca to arrive at my house, I called my Mom to tell her what was going on with me right now.
Shortly after connecting,,
"Well," call me to my mother
"Why dear" Mamah replied to me
"Where is it???" ask me
"Well, why A" My mother asked
(A, an abbreviation of Aa, my sister called me Aa, the origin of the word Kaka)
"Tomorrow Papah don't go to work first yes, Mah," I said
"What's wrong??? why emang???" ask my Mom
"Mas Dj is the same you want to go home, you want to go home to me" I told my Mom with a restrained crying voice,,,,, you know,,,
"Astaghfirullahal adzim, Lahaulawakuwata illabillah, Pulangin dah if indeed Dj is not affectionate with Mamah's son, if indeed Dj has no love with Anak mamah, Mamah willing, Mamah sincerely Aa repeated, if indeed Dj is not dear, Mamah Redho of every day of suffering Aa is hurt,, Mama's heart aches A, " said my Mom while crying
It was then that my tears broke, the crying that I had been holding back, finally broke down too. Along with the cries of Mamah, as well as myself,, and,,
I can't hold it anymore, though,,
I cried as it became,,,,, I,,,
My world seems to be collapsing, the husband I love so much wants to scatter me,,, man,,,
"Later Mom said Papah yes, A, A, Aa is calm, patient yes, Mama Papah dear Aa, Mamah and Papah will always be there for Aa" said my mother while continuing to cry,, Mom and Papah,,
"What if indeed Dj and his Father want to return Aa to Mamah, mending like this than every day mamah denger Aa nangis because of the treatment of Dj to Aa" mamahku continued,,
"Allah, I know how hurt your heart is, ma'am, the child you so dear now wants to be divorced husband for no apparent reason, forgive me for failing to maintain my household, ma'am" I said in my heart while continuing to sob
Sisca arrived at my house shortly after I finished my phone call
"Where's key???" ask sisca on the key
"Good in Mother's room, just go in" answered key
Sisca went straight into the room where I was, she locked the door and immediately hugged me.
There was not a word to say to me, we just hugged each other and cried.
Sisca is a person who knows a little about my problems with my husband because I have told him my problems several times. We have known each other for a long time since we lived in an old house, Ivory.
Sisca was shocked when she first heard about my problem, because what Sisca knows, My husband is a quiet person, not a lot of words, my husband is not a strange person, not a strange person, so Sisca did not believe in all the problems that happened in our household, and until the end I will be sent home like this.
"Well, can this be the case??" sisca asked as she sobbed in tears in my ear, because sisca was still in a position that hugged me tightly
"Gw don't know sis, YaAllah I don't believe sis father key will cerein gw" my cry grew louder, so desperate myself
"Patience, my Lord, who sincerely accepts all the provisions and the Destiny of God, may there be much wisdom in the problems that are facing right now " Sisca gave a tease to me while continuing to cry,,,