
We were just as silent, my husband went into the house, and instead I went out to see my Father-in-law, I kissed her hand, I kissed her,,
My husband was still in the room, I went up to him, I kissed the back of his hand,,
"I'm sorry, well, if all this time I've been wrong with my father, I still lack a lot during my time as a wife, I'm sorry !!!!" I said while crying
My husband looked at my wet face and kissed my whole face while hugging me
"I'm sorry dad, too, mah" he said,,,
I kept sobbing in her chest, until my husband surprised me
"Let's go to papah's house, papah,,,!!!! "
"I still want to be like this, I still want to hug you, I want to smell the distinctive fragrance of your body that for 14th always accompany my day, let me like this first, let me like this first, I still miss you dad, just for a minute, just a minute, until I'm ready to go home to my parents," I whispered in my heart
But I hurriedly let go of my embrace, I wiped my tears that continued to wet my cheeks, and I went back to see my Father-in-law.
There weren't many words I said to him, it felt like my throat was stuck, my mouth was locked tight,,,
I'm sure my Father-in-law knows what I'm feeling right now
My husband helped me put all my stuff in the trunk, and I was sitting in the back row, and,,
Because that's how I go with my Father-in-Law, I'll sit in the back with Key, and my in-laws will sit next to my husband.
"Aren't you sitting in front, Ri ???" ask her,,,
"No, sir, Riana's behind me" I replied
Not many words and no stories, all just silent with their own imagination and thoughts, only the key I saw began to fall asleep with his head on my thigh.
Get off him, in the car I'm just my husband,,,
I slide the key's head a little, I put his head on the pillow, I,,
I approached my husband's ear, I whispered to him,,,
"Dad I wanna hold it, okay???" ask me from behind the driver's seat
Without looking at me my husband nodded,,,
I held her whole body, I felt her back, I felt her chest, there where I slept every night, what about my day tomorrow, I thought. I started to winiss, my husband noticed me in the rearview mirror.
I asked him again,,,
"Can I kiss ya???" ask me again, maybe this is what I thought
My husband nodded, and gave me his cheek
I faced her face towards me with my palms, until we faced each other, I began to kiss her, I kissed her two cheeks, I kissed her two eyes, I kissed her nose, I kissed her forehead, I kissed her lips, many times I kissed her, I just wanted to enjoy this face, the face of my husband that was soon not mine anymore,,,,, I just wanted to enjoy it,,,
I'm gonna miss him so much,,,, I,,,
I smell every scent of his face, his scent, not his scent, but I like this scent, the scent of a male body, a typical male,,, I love it,,,
Never crossed my mind all this time will lose the scent of this body and the chest of this field where I have been leaning when tired and need a back,,,
"I typed this in tears, like going back to those days, like scraping a wound that wasn't dry,,, like,,,
it hurt a lot I felt then, until now,,,ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜"