My Dream Wedding

40. The Sorrow that Culps /Life that is Not Forever Beautiful

Fiky really isn't ready to lose it. Salma approached Fiky who looked very pitiful. His condition was really miserable up close.

"What's wrong?"

"I dream he's gone with me to a place I can't reach. I was so scared, even though I might actually be selfish but I was really scared" Fiky replied.

"I know it must be hard, but you have to be patient. I know what it's like, I've experienced it, too" Salma tried to calm her husband down.

"You haven't eaten last night, mending you worry about yourself. I'm afraid you'll get sick" Salma handed me a plastic pack that had rice wrapper she had bought just now.

Fiky took the food from Salma's hand. He did not argue when Salma seemed to be fighting fate with him. Fiky still remembers the day that her father-in-law died right after she got married. At that time, even with a broken heart he did not complain much.

"Of course, don't cry, your sister will also follow sad," Salma sat next to him as she did to watch over him.

"Thank you for my attention" Fiky said.

"How else do you want? You're my husband, as a good wife it's only natural to comfort you."

After he finished eating, he looked back at his sister . It seems that his condition has begun to improve even though he is still unconscious.

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Centini left a farewell message, he decided to leave from there, he could not tell the truth about the reason ever directly, he said, only with that message did he say an apology as well as a few other sentences.

He was afraid to be in that house. He was afraid that if he continued to be there a bigger problem would occur. After all by leaving he could avoid the man who had just desecrated him. He really can't take it anymore.

The world in which he stepped in felt no longer suitable for him . When you see a train passing by, you want to feel suicidal between the railroad tracks . Even though he saw that there was a certain way to make him move, he still felt afraid for it.

Centini walked without direction, among the hustle of the city he just followed the will of his mind. Going anywhere, he did not see any way to the goal of his life. Although he still wanted to live, he began to hesitate with a bright tomorrow.

While he was walking without direction, his boss who came home faster immediately searched for him, when he saw the message left by him that his boss they were very panicked. He doesn't know what's going on, so Centini just walks out of the house.

Soon he asked why it could happen to his nephew, but he did not get the desired answer. He saw some dishonesty on his nephew's face, plus he seemed to be hiding something.

After being asked many questions, he finally admitted his actions. After knowing the depraved behavior immediately his hand went forward and slapped with all his might many times while saying a lot of harsh words.

Although his nephew said he was ready to take responsibility, still the anger of the woman in front of him could not be lost. With a bowed face, he accepted to be done like anything.

Actually all of that because he was fascinated with the face of Centini is so beautiful. No meal passes without dreaming it. Indeed, he never did anything tempting, only he was too stupid. If later he can bring Centini back, he will immediately ask him no matter what happens.

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The afternoon has begun to pass. Centini felt himself on the steep shoreline. From where he stood, he felt the waves were so chasing each other. The moon was so bright that night it made him see the scenery around clearly.

The wind was blowing not too hard, he was standing next to a coconut tree . When he saw a scene he had never seen, he thought of his fate. He wanted to live, but on the one hand it was better to die. He felt the same thing would repeat itself.

When he looked down, he saw large rocks that were continuously hit by waves that continued to roll. It seems a little bit awful, only this time Centini did not want to think any further. His growing fear made him stand up while strengthening his resolve.

While hoping that he would not experience the same thing again, he ended up throwing himself out. His fear of dying was gone. He knew his actions were stupid, but he no longer wanted to feel the same way for the umpteenth time.

***

Although his condition had improved quite early this morning, suddenly, his sister Fiky was declared dead by doctors. When he found out about it, there was nothing Fiky could do but surrender. It seemed like her dream was a sign that her sister was gone for good.

He tried to endure that almost unstoppable cry. Hugged his sister's body that began to feel cold without saying anything. For the last time, he wanted to hug his sister while remembering what they had gone through together.

Everyone there is just as sad. It's just that there's nothing to do but surrender. In the morning they buried him, Fiky can no longer hold back his tears. It was hard to leave her sister alone. He wants to stay there.

Salma who saw it immediately comforted her husband. Fiky was forced to finally leave there to continue his life. Even though he seemed devastated, the words spoken by Salma managed to make him able to rise.

In life a lot of things happen, fun or not everything has to be lived. Although there is a destiny that awaits, as long as you do not lose hope everything will certainly be passed well even though it is painful. Fiky decides to keep trying to accept everything that hurts her.

There is a bright future waiting for him. Together with Salma, he will realize what is still not realized. At least there are still others who make it possible for him to have a reason to become stronger .

Salma, for example, has proven herself to be with him even when he is down. He promises in his heart to make his partner happy.

After this he will focus on Salma to realize their dreams when they want to get married first. They want to make their little family happy forever like in a fairy tale. Even if it's not easy.

After this, there will be many unexpected things . Therefore, Fiky tried to be strong because he knew his wife would always be there under any circumstances.

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The Rame Continues Part 2