My Dream Wedding

39. Towards Eternity

Centini didn't know what to do. He was crying thinking about his fate which seemed to be just a plaything for men. The second man did the disgusting thing even though he let out sweet words still felt disgusting.

It would be like to kill that man if there were no binding laws. He did not want to destroy his future that was completely destroyed. He felt that he did not deserve to be loved anymore.

He recalled the day he received similar treatment from his stepfather. Although it has been felt for a long time still the wound is still painful, before someone else healed added it.

When he left his house, he hoped he would not be treated the same. And again, he did not want to tell the story that had just happened to his family Salma. Those who had helped him, he did not want to trouble them anymore. For this matter, they have nothing to do.

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"One day I would love to have a happy family. I want to surrender my virginity to someone who married me willingly. After that, we have many children, happy until anytime. Nothing special, but I just want that" Centini recalled the day that had gone so far when he said his dream .

"Me too, I was expecting the same. I think it's really delicious even though our wishes are not so special," said Salma who was beside him.

"What do you think is the person who gave their virginity to other than the legal husband? Is there a lot like that?" said Salma again.

"I think it's stupid anyway, after all, not necessarily his partner wants to be responsible."

When he remembered it, Centini felt he could not hold the commitment he himself made. He feels like he is failing to live now. I want to go far into eternity.

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Fiky fell asleep near her sister. It felt like for a second he did not want to part with her . He also didn't want to eat anything until his sister woke up. He understood his wife was annoyed by his actions, but indeed he was not desirous to eat anything.

He actually felt very happy when his wife kept reminding him to eat. And also he really wants to embrace himself who is feeling very sad . He wanted to be strong because of his wife, but somehow it felt like he still could not take off his eyes for his sister.

He hoped that his sister could be healed, but if for example God prefers to take his life he will try sincerely although heavy. It may be that, there is greater happiness waiting for it in a different realm.

While asleep, in a dream he saw his sister smiling at him. His smile was so big, he seemed so happy. He also asks Fiky not to grieve anymore, because his sadness will make his sister sad too.

After saying many things, his sister walked towards his father who looked vaguely. They both seem very happy. Slowly, their bodies all disappeared from his sight Fiky .

While shouting Fiky woke up from his sleep it was . He then tightly hugged the still unconscious body. Although in the dream he was told not to cry, his tears still came out uncontrollably.